As we were drving up to Kuantan, i had this ermm....Analogue?
it was late...ard 11pm. we were supposed to reach Kuantan at 4pm.but was stuck in a Johore jam for 5 hrs!!
As we were looking for signs of reaching Kuantan, we just trusted tt God wld lead the way. Finally! a signboard tt says "Kuantan - 500m"!!! We were super excited at the thought of reaching our hotel!
As my bro was driving, driving nearer to the 500m,we realised,we had to make a U-turn.we were disappointed.500m...HUH???
Just like our Christian walk, anticipating for the final victory but only to end up disappointed. Everytime we faced difficulties and tough times, we just look forward to the final victory,and everytime we think tt we're almost there,something happens and we're disappointed.
Den I looked ard the surroundings....there were many street lamps..What does it signify in our Christian walk den? The street lamps looked like my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ who're always there,by my side, cheering me on,encouraging me to fight on. Why street lamps signify them?Because,we're all lights of the world!simple as tt.and every step u take,u'll nv fail to see a street lamp.that's how much they wanna be there for u!to share this light!
And it was raining!it rained thruout the whole journey.what did rain signify den?as pple always say "showers of blessings!"...the rain signified the uncountable blessings tt God has showered upon us,the day we accepted Him into our lives!There're too many tt we can nv count finish.Just like we can nv count the rain drops!
Then,as my bro went on driving, i noticed tt there were many petrol stations.Petrol stations?huh??liddat also can find significance?yes! Petrol Station signifies the churches we always pass by everywhere we go. Just like cars,we need to top up fuel and be recharged.without topping up the fuel,the car cannot move on.
So,the Church is always there,welcoming u to 'fuel up' whenever u need to. They'll nv relocate but they'll just keep popping up everwhere u go!
Finally!we reached Kuantan! BUT...we cldn't find the hotel!!!drats!and it was 11++ at night already!How're we ever gonna find the hotel man.We dun even knw Kuantan tt well!
"ask and it will be given unto u...." Yes!dad went out to ask someone for directions..and this person replied "Follow me"....and without any conditions, he on his motorbike, directed us all the way to the hotel. Thank you, was all tt we gave.
Whenever we're lost,and we're looking for directions in our Christian Walk, Pray,and Ask God...and he'll send angels to guide u till u find it!
So there...we finally found the hotel..now,it's time to rest.and take a break!
Likewise,there're always the ups and downs in our Christian walk.Remember to take a break when it's time to rest!
I hope this spurs u on in ur daily walk with God!He'll nv leave u,nor forsake u! :)
Finally!!!a time to just sit down,relax...and blog!woohoo!!
it's been a great 2 weeks..
camp was great.God revealed so much to me..and how he's able to use me as a channel of service after all tt 'discipline and breaking' session.painful period i wld say,but it was worth it!
To be able to be the joanna i was and yet,the flaws are somewhat replaced by better traits!i'm really glad i went for the camp. Thk u,my dear sponsor..for blessing me!
Went to kuantan the following week with my fam and ir was really God experiencing!flooded parts of the states...getting jam...yet,God was there all along with us! Praise the Lord!
it's been a great 2 weeks..
camp was great.God revealed so much to me..and how he's able to use me as a channel of service after all tt 'discipline and breaking' session.painful period i wld say,but it was worth it!
To be able to be the joanna i was and yet,the flaws are somewhat replaced by better traits!i'm really glad i went for the camp. Thk u,my dear sponsor..for blessing me!
Went to kuantan the following week with my fam and ir was really God experiencing!flooded parts of the states...getting jam...yet,God was there all along with us! Praise the Lord!
tt gal...no longer believes in Unity.
she no longer believes tt pple do things together.
It's disappointing.but it's okie.
because we just gotta move on...and
well...she's found her own grp of frens too.
Pple who love her too.
This gal..has found her bubbliness again.
She's cheerful..and talkative and crazy and high.
This gal...has just started another chapter of her life.
she no longer believes tt pple do things together.
It's disappointing.but it's okie.
because we just gotta move on...and
well...she's found her own grp of frens too.
Pple who love her too.
This gal..has found her bubbliness again.
She's cheerful..and talkative and crazy and high.
This gal...has just started another chapter of her life.
hmm..it's weird...but why do teens...tertiary students always think they're matured..just cos they're growing up?haha...
esp the childish ones....they think they're the ones who've matured more.but in actual fact...these childish ones are the ones tt nv seem to grow up.i'm no exceptional.heh...
but i've come to conclude tt no matter how old i am..i'll nv be seen as mature...because at every stage in my life,i'll always be learning something..i'll always be growing..and always be inexperienced at something.and i'm happy.to be the way i am.just so long as i know i'm doing wat's right.i'm no longer affected by how pple see me.because just like when i judge pple...or talk behind pple's back...there'll always be pple doing the same thing.so..why shld iget affected by wat pple say eh?unless...i'm perfect and have not done what these pple have done.
the best part is to know God loves me enuff tt when he's 'breaking' me..he'll nv fail to show me love too.it's painful yet it helps me mature.
i guess some pple will nv learn...until they go thru the breaking period.but i sure hope this person..truly grows up without having to be broken.it's up to this person to help themselves. cheers!
esp the childish ones....they think they're the ones who've matured more.but in actual fact...these childish ones are the ones tt nv seem to grow up.i'm no exceptional.heh...
but i've come to conclude tt no matter how old i am..i'll nv be seen as mature...because at every stage in my life,i'll always be learning something..i'll always be growing..and always be inexperienced at something.and i'm happy.to be the way i am.just so long as i know i'm doing wat's right.i'm no longer affected by how pple see me.because just like when i judge pple...or talk behind pple's back...there'll always be pple doing the same thing.so..why shld iget affected by wat pple say eh?unless...i'm perfect and have not done what these pple have done.
the best part is to know God loves me enuff tt when he's 'breaking' me..he'll nv fail to show me love too.it's painful yet it helps me mature.
i guess some pple will nv learn...until they go thru the breaking period.but i sure hope this person..truly grows up without having to be broken.it's up to this person to help themselves. cheers!
i slept the whole day today!!!!well..almost!!woke up at like 1+++++++...had brunch...watched tv till like 4+++sleep until 5.30...den....now...awake!!
well..didn't have a good sleep last night..woke up 1-2 hrs after i fell asleep....had a very very bad tummyache..and it kept me awake for awhile.maybe it was God's timing.haha...cos i was supposed to have an interview at 10am,i called at 9 to request for another interview time...and it so turn out tt my interviewer was on MC.haha...woohoo.
so...ytd was a very long and tiring day...rehearsal started late(as usual) and ended later den usual.ended at 7pm!it was longer den expected and my eyes were trying to keep awake.haha...not bad not bad..at least i dun look tt fat with the other dancers.hehehe....black's a good choice for costumes!heh..and i'm trying to lose as much as i can.the stomache did me well!woo...
3more days before going to bintan!can't wait for the trip!
one to 2 weeks' time going to another place for hols with fam.nt sure where yet tho.woohoo!!great dec!!
well..didn't have a good sleep last night..woke up 1-2 hrs after i fell asleep....had a very very bad tummyache..and it kept me awake for awhile.maybe it was God's timing.haha...cos i was supposed to have an interview at 10am,i called at 9 to request for another interview time...and it so turn out tt my interviewer was on MC.haha...woohoo.
so...ytd was a very long and tiring day...rehearsal started late(as usual) and ended later den usual.ended at 7pm!it was longer den expected and my eyes were trying to keep awake.haha...not bad not bad..at least i dun look tt fat with the other dancers.hehehe....black's a good choice for costumes!heh..and i'm trying to lose as much as i can.the stomache did me well!woo...
3more days before going to bintan!can't wait for the trip!
one to 2 weeks' time going to another place for hols with fam.nt sure where yet tho.woohoo!!great dec!!
hmmm...so far so good.i've been nice to pple.remaining as neutral as possible to many many pple....only 1 person..well..God help me to be nice to this person.not only has A got on my nerves,A has been getting on a lot of pple's nerves.i just hope A will not go thru a painful lesson like a few of us did before A realises the mistakes.
I've been a good daughter too!!woohoo!!!managed to speak to my mum in a very nice and polite manner.thank God.i hope..my temper remains nice and calm.Dun wanna be hot tempered.it sucks.altho sometimes we let our emotions get the better of us.Indeed...one day without prayer really makes one weak.So....we really can't live without God.
Today's lesson was abt No Pain No Gain.i can totally agree with it man.been thru many pains...before i learnt many many things.All things work for good i guess. :)
I've been a good daughter too!!woohoo!!!managed to speak to my mum in a very nice and polite manner.thank God.i hope..my temper remains nice and calm.Dun wanna be hot tempered.it sucks.altho sometimes we let our emotions get the better of us.Indeed...one day without prayer really makes one weak.So....we really can't live without God.
Today's lesson was abt No Pain No Gain.i can totally agree with it man.been thru many pains...before i learnt many many things.All things work for good i guess. :)
the saying goes...Pride comes before a fall.
how true is this. everyone has got pride.it just depends on HOW much this person has of it.
Some are unfortunately blessed with more pride...while others...simply gives way to humility.
Pride...creates a wall in Friendship
Pride...causes hurt
Pride...does not allow friendships to bond
Pride...causes miscommunication
Pride...hides a person's true feelings
Pride...is selfish
Pride...makes pple cry
Pride..makes one feel better den another...
Pride...is the oppositr of humility.
Pride..
isn't good for the body.it's harmful and it causes you to be lonely.So...when u wanna praise or compliment someone,dun let Pride get in the way. When u HAVE to apologise to someone,dun let PRIDE to spoil this friendship because of one mere apology.Pride...belongs to the devil.not God.let's hate PRIDE!
how true is this. everyone has got pride.it just depends on HOW much this person has of it.
Some are unfortunately blessed with more pride...while others...simply gives way to humility.
Pride...creates a wall in Friendship
Pride...causes hurt
Pride...does not allow friendships to bond
Pride...causes miscommunication
Pride...hides a person's true feelings
Pride...is selfish
Pride...makes pple cry
Pride..makes one feel better den another...
Pride...is the oppositr of humility.
Pride..
isn't good for the body.it's harmful and it causes you to be lonely.So...when u wanna praise or compliment someone,dun let Pride get in the way. When u HAVE to apologise to someone,dun let PRIDE to spoil this friendship because of one mere apology.Pride...belongs to the devil.not God.let's hate PRIDE!
oh...and i've decided tt i wanna be a nice gal..whether or not i like you...i'm gonna be nice.i'll try...no promises...but i'll work towards tt.
and whether or not a fren complains bout another fren..i'm gonna try to be just a wall...neutral...and just listen..and smile.i'll try.
i'm gonna be...a NICE GAL!aren't u happy for me?oh u better be!
and whether or not a fren complains bout another fren..i'm gonna try to be just a wall...neutral...and just listen..and smile.i'll try.
i'm gonna be...a NICE GAL!aren't u happy for me?oh u better be!
i thought step up was bad enuff...Save the last dance 2 was worse!and my bros..who ain't exactly dance fanatics totallyagree.we were all so DISAPPOINTED with the ending..like...HUH?tt's it??man!save the last dance 2 was like a cut and paste of 'you got served', 'honey', 'centrestage' and the actress was trying so hard to be like the 1st save the last dance actress.she was HORRIBLE!!man!!so disappointing.when will they ever produce good dance movies again..sheesh...
on a sidenote...went for an interview today.haha...i tot today's was one of the worst!i think i sounded too bubbly..and chatty.haha...i covered my nervous-ness with a lot of fake laughter...the interviewer was not bad.she actually..managed to keep 1 expression all the time..smiling here and there...haha...so..i dunno if i managed to impress her.she's good!
and while thinking bout lots of stuff while waiting for the bus and in the bus,i realised how our jobs...can link to us going into a relationship.
A full time job,we can't just say yes to the 1st job offer tt comes our way.Full time job is for life...and we really gotta think twice whether tt's where we wanna be growing...and it requires our commitment too!the same goes for a relationship!it's for life..and u can't just say yes to any 'tom' dick or harry'.it's for life too..and it requires commitment for it to grow.
A part time job...is like the courtship period...where both parties get to know each other better...to see if they can go further..or 'fa zhan' into a relationship...if not,it ends at the courtship period.just like when we take up part time jobs..it cld be for fun,to earn money...or to see if tt industry's where we wanna be working all our lives.if it's not,we dun look into it as a full time career.
Temporary jobs...are like the dating period...u get to know each other..and see if sparks fly...if not..well..it ends there.period.
Contract jobs...are for those..who enjoy flirting...or are simply just making use of each other..once they know time's up..they let go..with no hard feelings...it's over..just liddat.both parties..leave happy.no strings attached.
wat a cool theory eh??hehe
on a sidenote...went for an interview today.haha...i tot today's was one of the worst!i think i sounded too bubbly..and chatty.haha...i covered my nervous-ness with a lot of fake laughter...the interviewer was not bad.she actually..managed to keep 1 expression all the time..smiling here and there...haha...so..i dunno if i managed to impress her.she's good!
and while thinking bout lots of stuff while waiting for the bus and in the bus,i realised how our jobs...can link to us going into a relationship.
A full time job,we can't just say yes to the 1st job offer tt comes our way.Full time job is for life...and we really gotta think twice whether tt's where we wanna be growing...and it requires our commitment too!the same goes for a relationship!it's for life..and u can't just say yes to any 'tom' dick or harry'.it's for life too..and it requires commitment for it to grow.
A part time job...is like the courtship period...where both parties get to know each other better...to see if they can go further..or 'fa zhan' into a relationship...if not,it ends at the courtship period.just like when we take up part time jobs..it cld be for fun,to earn money...or to see if tt industry's where we wanna be working all our lives.if it's not,we dun look into it as a full time career.
Temporary jobs...are like the dating period...u get to know each other..and see if sparks fly...if not..well..it ends there.period.
Contract jobs...are for those..who enjoy flirting...or are simply just making use of each other..once they know time's up..they let go..with no hard feelings...it's over..just liddat.both parties..leave happy.no strings attached.
wat a cool theory eh??hehe
wow...it's been so long since i had such a good luff!!!so long since pple joined me in being lame and all tt stuff.i had such an enjoyable trip back.even tho it was a short trip back.to have uncle kim san and uncle william joining in...makes it even more memorable!!
thks guys!for being lame and all tt with me!hhaa...been so long since i cld be myself again!whee!!
thks guys!for being lame and all tt with me!hhaa...been so long since i cld be myself again!whee!!
Congratulations Jon and Ka mun!!!finally married!!!
time flies eh??4yrs ago....wow...it felt as if u guys just got together...
when ka mun was walking in.(the procession),i cld feel my goosebumps...and had tears welling up.haha...yup..many pple may wonder why wld i even wanna cry..when i'm not her mum or something..haha..
it's cos...jon and ka mun...are 2 very dear frens...and i saw the whole 'not together to together' time..and i recall how i got to know em...so..when u recall all these events...it's simply tears of joy...because after everything..they're finally married!!!one of the sweetest couples i know!!! Continue to stay so sweet !!!!
i'll definitely miss u 2...and i hope i dun cry when i see u guys off on tues!!haha....going ypm is definitely gonna be different now..haiz....i'll be strong.i will!thks for always being there for me!!
time flies eh??4yrs ago....wow...it felt as if u guys just got together...
when ka mun was walking in.(the procession),i cld feel my goosebumps...and had tears welling up.haha...yup..many pple may wonder why wld i even wanna cry..when i'm not her mum or something..haha..
it's cos...jon and ka mun...are 2 very dear frens...and i saw the whole 'not together to together' time..and i recall how i got to know em...so..when u recall all these events...it's simply tears of joy...because after everything..they're finally married!!!one of the sweetest couples i know!!! Continue to stay so sweet !!!!
i'll definitely miss u 2...and i hope i dun cry when i see u guys off on tues!!haha....going ypm is definitely gonna be different now..haiz....i'll be strong.i will!thks for always being there for me!!
inspirations.....looking for inspirations...
they noticed the change in her...
they were not her close frens...
they wish....she was her usual self again.
she wonders what has happened to.
someone who used to be cheerful..
someone who used to be independent..
someone who used to be optismistic...
someone who used to be friendly..
someone who used to be strong..
someone who used to luff alot..
someone who used to heck care wat pple think...
someone who used to smile...alot alot...
someeone who used to be thickskinned...
someone who used to be crazy...
she misses the way she used to be too...
she misses the frens who went thru crazy times with her...
she misses the one who brought her to this world...
she wants to be cheerful again...
but....wat's stopping her???
has growing up caused her her character??
has growing up caused her much pain?
has growing up caused her to lose her frens?
has growing up... taught her to grow up even more??
she'll try to hang in there..
she'll try..to be someone she used to be.
she'll try..to be nicer...
she'll try..to remember tt she can feel secure when she has Christ...
she's still....growing..
they noticed the change in her...
they were not her close frens...
they wish....she was her usual self again.
she wonders what has happened to.
someone who used to be cheerful..
someone who used to be independent..
someone who used to be optismistic...
someone who used to be friendly..
someone who used to be strong..
someone who used to luff alot..
someone who used to heck care wat pple think...
someone who used to smile...alot alot...
someeone who used to be thickskinned...
someone who used to be crazy...
she misses the way she used to be too...
she misses the frens who went thru crazy times with her...
she misses the one who brought her to this world...
she wants to be cheerful again...
but....wat's stopping her???
has growing up caused her her character??
has growing up caused her much pain?
has growing up caused her to lose her frens?
has growing up... taught her to grow up even more??
she'll try to hang in there..
she'll try..to be someone she used to be.
she'll try..to be nicer...
she'll try..to remember tt she can feel secure when she has Christ...
she's still....growing..
she felt so foolish...
she felt like an idiot..
wat was she thinking when it was just her feelings...
wld it be just another fairytale just like the song says?
wat is on the mind of the other person?
she seems to have lost all inspirations in writing...but
she seems to have found the thing she loves doin most..
she seems happier now...
she's loving the things she's doing..
she seems to have found frens to encourage her..
her life seems to be improving...
her life seems to be going somewhere...
her life....
is a gift from God..
whether she likes it or not...
she just gotta accept this gift...
what will her future be??
where will her future take her to?
she felt like an idiot..
wat was she thinking when it was just her feelings...
wld it be just another fairytale just like the song says?
wat is on the mind of the other person?
she seems to have lost all inspirations in writing...but
she seems to have found the thing she loves doin most..
she seems happier now...
she's loving the things she's doing..
she seems to have found frens to encourage her..
her life seems to be improving...
her life seems to be going somewhere...
her life....
is a gift from God..
whether she likes it or not...
she just gotta accept this gift...
what will her future be??
where will her future take her to?
went to watch lil shop of horrors just now.great play.music was great!voices were awesome!
went for an interview in the afternoon...bosses are christians...the day they want the staff to start work..is ard the same time i wld prefer to start work.
this cld be the job.
God's revealing more of his future for me...hanging there...trusting him...slowly..but surely.
went for an interview in the afternoon...bosses are christians...the day they want the staff to start work..is ard the same time i wld prefer to start work.
this cld be the job.
God's revealing more of his future for me...hanging there...trusting him...slowly..but surely.
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
just went to watch step up....wat a disappointment...
i guess after watching too many dance movies...u start to realise..nthing beats watching the classics. Centrestage , Save the last dance and Honey's still my fav movies.yup.although honey isn't tt classic.but seriously...Step up isn't even touching..there wasn't even a clear storyline...it's as if they were just trying to keep the movie within a certain time period...and they just wanted to get the finale over and done with.but well..wat can i say...the dance steps are still good...and the show did make u feel like dancing..everytime the music's on.plus...after the finale,u felt as if u were part of the audience..and u'll naturally wanna applaud.haha...
well..went shopping today.woohoo!!!retail therapy!as always!hahaha...it's become somewhat of a routine tt it no longer can be term therapy.haha...and while shopping,i got another call!i've got another interview on THURSDAY!!!and yes...i impressed the person who called me...before being given a chance to be interviewd by the big shot.interviews are fun.hahaha..i'm actually enjoying it.
and i've finally found my passion!!!although i know my passion can't be a full time job now,i'm gonna treat it as a hobby...and do it part time....until i'm good enuff to do it full time with confidence.
right...just had coffee...at like..11am..and i'm wide awake...and i'm finally gonna exercise tom!!woohoo!!yun hui!!thks for being my exercising partner!!haha..i'm looking forward to it!! :D
i guess after watching too many dance movies...u start to realise..nthing beats watching the classics. Centrestage , Save the last dance and Honey's still my fav movies.yup.although honey isn't tt classic.but seriously...Step up isn't even touching..there wasn't even a clear storyline...it's as if they were just trying to keep the movie within a certain time period...and they just wanted to get the finale over and done with.but well..wat can i say...the dance steps are still good...and the show did make u feel like dancing..everytime the music's on.plus...after the finale,u felt as if u were part of the audience..and u'll naturally wanna applaud.haha...
well..went shopping today.woohoo!!!retail therapy!as always!hahaha...it's become somewhat of a routine tt it no longer can be term therapy.haha...and while shopping,i got another call!i've got another interview on THURSDAY!!!and yes...i impressed the person who called me...before being given a chance to be interviewd by the big shot.interviews are fun.hahaha..i'm actually enjoying it.
and i've finally found my passion!!!although i know my passion can't be a full time job now,i'm gonna treat it as a hobby...and do it part time....until i'm good enuff to do it full time with confidence.
right...just had coffee...at like..11am..and i'm wide awake...and i'm finally gonna exercise tom!!woohoo!!yun hui!!thks for being my exercising partner!!haha..i'm looking forward to it!! :D
welcome back jonathan!!
haha..it was nice welcoming him back...the happiness and excitement on the looks from his beloved wife to be..and family.these expressions were priceless...hanging out at his place for awhile really made some difference to my day too.haha..hilarious how we found out jon almost had a name tt wld have made him a laughing stock.we're sure glad,he's called jonathan.haha..
well..today was a tiring day..dance...was...long...and..well...i went thru it!!!amen!!!speaking to ka mun bout certain issues made me somewhat better...
telling j some stuff i was unhappy..and feeling betrayed..made me realised...wat a great fren i've found...and i know j's definitely a fren i can count on..esp when i need a ear during YPM camp.not really excited bout it...but well...God definitely has a purpose leadin me there...sigh....i just can't wait for my great frens to be back!
things hasn't yet improve...i'm still looking for a job..but i'm definitely enjoying sending resumes (since email is free) and i sure enjoy going for interviews!hahaha..it's fun...speaking and just giving answers tt simply impress the interviewers and being 100% confident tt u'll get the job.woohoo!!it sure is fun..haha..esp when u know u can keep impressing companies,and choose the best job without ending up desperate cos every job offered,is stated to start work in january.best excuses used...holiday commitments in december.hahaha...Thank God for such long period..gives me time to truly think what i really want..and if its the best job...till den..happy sending resumes!
haha..it was nice welcoming him back...the happiness and excitement on the looks from his beloved wife to be..and family.these expressions were priceless...hanging out at his place for awhile really made some difference to my day too.haha..hilarious how we found out jon almost had a name tt wld have made him a laughing stock.we're sure glad,he's called jonathan.haha..
well..today was a tiring day..dance...was...long...and..well...i went thru it!!!amen!!!speaking to ka mun bout certain issues made me somewhat better...
telling j some stuff i was unhappy..and feeling betrayed..made me realised...wat a great fren i've found...and i know j's definitely a fren i can count on..esp when i need a ear during YPM camp.not really excited bout it...but well...God definitely has a purpose leadin me there...sigh....i just can't wait for my great frens to be back!
things hasn't yet improve...i'm still looking for a job..but i'm definitely enjoying sending resumes (since email is free) and i sure enjoy going for interviews!hahaha..it's fun...speaking and just giving answers tt simply impress the interviewers and being 100% confident tt u'll get the job.woohoo!!it sure is fun..haha..esp when u know u can keep impressing companies,and choose the best job without ending up desperate cos every job offered,is stated to start work in january.best excuses used...holiday commitments in december.hahaha...Thank God for such long period..gives me time to truly think what i really want..and if its the best job...till den..happy sending resumes!
she had a dream..
she was hanging out with a grp of friends...
she had so much fun...
she thought they were ard 24-27yrs old...
she started talking more and asking em questions..
she realised that they were all ard her age!!
she was elated...
she cld nv get along with peers ard her age..because
she had a different life path...
in her world...
she tries to hang ard peers ard her age...
she tries to communicate...
she just couldn't find tt kinda chemistry...
she's all alone in church...
she goes with a smile,bubbly and cheerful...
she tells herself..it's gonna be okie...
until she met that someone...whom she cld pour everything out..
she knows he'll be there for her...even when he can't help her in anyway..
he lends her his ears..
he listens...
she's happy just knowing tt he's always there for her...
she's happy...he's finally here!
she...learns that she can nv please anyone
she..learns that she shld be who she is..even if it means offending pple
she...learns that her strength may not please pple in church...but it sure helps at work..
she...learns to put career before anything else.
she...isn't afraid of losing her frens in church...because she has him...and the close ones who truly loves you,and appreciates the way u are..good or bad..
she...learns that true frens come from her workplace..even after leaving the company
she..has nv felt so carefree for so long...
she...still thank God for the blessings in her life.
she...is still learning....
she was hanging out with a grp of friends...
she had so much fun...
she thought they were ard 24-27yrs old...
she started talking more and asking em questions..
she realised that they were all ard her age!!
she was elated...
she cld nv get along with peers ard her age..because
she had a different life path...
in her world...
she tries to hang ard peers ard her age...
she tries to communicate...
she just couldn't find tt kinda chemistry...
she's all alone in church...
she goes with a smile,bubbly and cheerful...
she tells herself..it's gonna be okie...
until she met that someone...whom she cld pour everything out..
she knows he'll be there for her...even when he can't help her in anyway..
he lends her his ears..
he listens...
she's happy just knowing tt he's always there for her...
she's happy...he's finally here!
she...learns that she can nv please anyone
she..learns that she shld be who she is..even if it means offending pple
she...learns that her strength may not please pple in church...but it sure helps at work..
she...learns to put career before anything else.
she...isn't afraid of losing her frens in church...because she has him...and the close ones who truly loves you,and appreciates the way u are..good or bad..
she...learns that true frens come from her workplace..even after leaving the company
she..has nv felt so carefree for so long...
she...still thank God for the blessings in her life.
she...is still learning....
Can i be a writer?
He'll harden her heart
He made her stubborn,very stubborn
Made her go thru life differently
Took away things tt were precious to her
Life was nv fair to her
SHe tried to count her blessings
But no matter how many times she tried to sincerely count her blessings
Nothing just seems to go right
She still loses pple she treasures so much
She dunno how to go deeper into her friendships
All she gets are surface friends
Watever she does....nv seems right..
Watever she said...nv sounded pleasin
No matter how hard she tries...
She nv seems to get it..
So much so...she no longer cares bout friendships, love, care and concern.
All tt she's doing...is done in vain.
She knows..God loves her..
But she doesn't understand why He made her go thru it all...
It hurts..so muc hso..
tt she cries out every night...but to no avail...
She feels so much for so many things...
But helpless is she...
She's working hard...trying to please the pple she sees
She working hard....to provide a better life for her family
She's working hard..to show pple she did it...
She's working hard...because noone understands her
She's working hard...just so the day will pass by faster
All she was looking for...is a better place....
All she wants is for her good frens to stand by her
All she wants is to be like everybody...
All she wants...is to be contented...
Will she ever find tt contentment?
Will she ever find true friendships?
Will she continue to look to God?
Will she ever count her blessings??
He made her stubborn,very stubborn
Made her go thru life differently
Took away things tt were precious to her
Life was nv fair to her
SHe tried to count her blessings
But no matter how many times she tried to sincerely count her blessings
Nothing just seems to go right
She still loses pple she treasures so much
She dunno how to go deeper into her friendships
All she gets are surface friends
Watever she does....nv seems right..
Watever she said...nv sounded pleasin
No matter how hard she tries...
She nv seems to get it..
So much so...she no longer cares bout friendships, love, care and concern.
All tt she's doing...is done in vain.
She knows..God loves her..
But she doesn't understand why He made her go thru it all...
It hurts..so muc hso..
tt she cries out every night...but to no avail...
She feels so much for so many things...
But helpless is she...
She's working hard...trying to please the pple she sees
She working hard....to provide a better life for her family
She's working hard..to show pple she did it...
She's working hard...because noone understands her
She's working hard...just so the day will pass by faster
All she was looking for...is a better place....
All she wants is for her good frens to stand by her
All she wants is to be like everybody...
All she wants...is to be contented...
Will she ever find tt contentment?
Will she ever find true friendships?
Will she continue to look to God?
Will she ever count her blessings??
Motivation...where's it??
i seem to have lost all motivation to diet and exercise.and it really sucks!!argh!!i wanna be slim again!!haha...i sure hope something pushes me again
well well...still am slacking..but of cos!i'm doin some free lance work..so i still get some money.phew!!enuff to cover the 2 weddings i've to attend.haha...
guess wat?i forgot to pay 3 months of Hp Bill and i got barred from making phonecalls or smsing pple.wah!!tt feeling's really terrible.i WILL NOT every FORGET to pay for my bills again.hehehe...
just went for an interview...hmm...pay sounds good..but well...all in God's hands where i'll go.
well well...still am slacking..but of cos!i'm doin some free lance work..so i still get some money.phew!!enuff to cover the 2 weddings i've to attend.haha...
guess wat?i forgot to pay 3 months of Hp Bill and i got barred from making phonecalls or smsing pple.wah!!tt feeling's really terrible.i WILL NOT every FORGET to pay for my bills again.hehehe...
just went for an interview...hmm...pay sounds good..but well...all in God's hands where i'll go.
Wat's Wrong?
I suddenly feel so empty...feels as if something's missing...lacking thereof...
wat issit??issit the thought of tt person???or meeting up with em..hanging ard them...now feels so different...issit gonna be just memories tt's left?
why was i so impulsive...why didn't i think of the consequences before i reacted...sigh...was i really to be blamed?but it wasn't a one sided thing....sheesh...maybe it was a lesson God wanted me to go thru..it sure taught me a lot...expensive lessons i guess...and now,all i can do...is to let time heal all our wounds...building up trust isn't gonna be as easy as ever...
haiz...i really miss those days hanging out...luffing...taking pictures...and doing stupid things...why do we always have to grow up..
wat issit??issit the thought of tt person???or meeting up with em..hanging ard them...now feels so different...issit gonna be just memories tt's left?
why was i so impulsive...why didn't i think of the consequences before i reacted...sigh...was i really to be blamed?but it wasn't a one sided thing....sheesh...maybe it was a lesson God wanted me to go thru..it sure taught me a lot...expensive lessons i guess...and now,all i can do...is to let time heal all our wounds...building up trust isn't gonna be as easy as ever...
haiz...i really miss those days hanging out...luffing...taking pictures...and doing stupid things...why do we always have to grow up..
Frustrating!
2-3 weeks ago...i was so excited bout quitting my job...and looking forward to a new job...
but...today...i feel frustrated...lost...confused...
do i really want a retail job?Will i be able to survive?issit worth it? Will the efforts pay off?
or shld i just settle for a 9-5 job...get a stable income...and settle down?
haiz..i'm so tired of venturing...i'm so tired..of switching jobs...where does God want me to be exactly? I'm feeling so lost...and praying really hard tt he'll just show me the ways..SOON! I'm seriously trying to stall for time now...sheesh...pls pray for me! God seems so far now..even tho i know he's just beside me...all along...
but...today...i feel frustrated...lost...confused...
do i really want a retail job?Will i be able to survive?issit worth it? Will the efforts pay off?
or shld i just settle for a 9-5 job...get a stable income...and settle down?
haiz..i'm so tired of venturing...i'm so tired..of switching jobs...where does God want me to be exactly? I'm feeling so lost...and praying really hard tt he'll just show me the ways..SOON! I'm seriously trying to stall for time now...sheesh...pls pray for me! God seems so far now..even tho i know he's just beside me...all along...
This week has been a week of just doing nothing,staying at home all day long...and watching vcds...yup.i just finished watching Full House.
haha..and i've come to conclude that Korean dramas aren't tt interesting after all.Most of those i've watched...always end the same...or..the plot..is more or less there..
Female and Male...gotta get married to each other without a choice....they are at loggerheads initially..den the female,as a wife..start to be submisive,does the stuff a wife gotta do...and begins to fall for the male...male starts falling for female after she admits it...male has got EGO..so dun wanna admit yet...PRIDE!argh!!
and in between all these...there's always the 3rd and 4th party...where some guy will wanna protect the female lead..and den there's the other woman who tries all means and ways to break the couple...and in the end,gives up..and ends up good frens with the couple.
Man!can't they come up with something better??
haha...anyway...after 1 week of staying at home and not doing any work,i'm finally sick of staying at home..and wanna go out!!woohoo!!yes!finally got this feeling..so..nxt week's activities are definitely gonna be very pack!yay!!
haha..and i've come to conclude that Korean dramas aren't tt interesting after all.Most of those i've watched...always end the same...or..the plot..is more or less there..
Female and Male...gotta get married to each other without a choice....they are at loggerheads initially..den the female,as a wife..start to be submisive,does the stuff a wife gotta do...and begins to fall for the male...male starts falling for female after she admits it...male has got EGO..so dun wanna admit yet...PRIDE!argh!!
and in between all these...there's always the 3rd and 4th party...where some guy will wanna protect the female lead..and den there's the other woman who tries all means and ways to break the couple...and in the end,gives up..and ends up good frens with the couple.
Man!can't they come up with something better??
haha...anyway...after 1 week of staying at home and not doing any work,i'm finally sick of staying at home..and wanna go out!!woohoo!!yes!finally got this feeling..so..nxt week's activities are definitely gonna be very pack!yay!!
AGain!!
I've just resigned from my job on monday. It was a very sudden and shocking news to my boss as well as my colleagues as noone expected me to resign. I seemed so positive, so persistent and so confident tt i'll not quit.
But i've been facing many problems and i was praying..When it was time to move on, God simply just opened doors for me. It's amazing..although sometimes,i do feel tired, having to keep changing jobs and starting in a new environment. I've asked God before...when will it stop. But well..he knows what's best for me..and i just gotta keep trusting in Him for directions in my life. He knows what's best for me.
And so..yes!i'll be joining bods.bodynits. I'm looking forward to going back to where i belong.. Retail, fashion.tt's me!
It's sad to leave because i've made many wonderful frens in Jeregon International, but also,alot have left abt the same time as i am.so...haha..tt's fine.heh...
So what am i doing with my holiday now?
well...i've been shopping!yes!shopping...went to bugis,went to orchard and even shopped at my own erhem shop!haha...so..yeah..took out all my clothes to stock take,and take pics so tt agnes or anyone of you can help to spread the word around,so i can clear them as fast as i can.and i'm also helping grace upload contents into her shop's online shopping cart.
there goes my rest man.as always,i nv seem to get time off for myself.i hope i do get enough rest before i start a new job again.else,i'll nv be refreshed.
But i've been facing many problems and i was praying..When it was time to move on, God simply just opened doors for me. It's amazing..although sometimes,i do feel tired, having to keep changing jobs and starting in a new environment. I've asked God before...when will it stop. But well..he knows what's best for me..and i just gotta keep trusting in Him for directions in my life. He knows what's best for me.
And so..yes!i'll be joining bods.bodynits. I'm looking forward to going back to where i belong.. Retail, fashion.tt's me!
It's sad to leave because i've made many wonderful frens in Jeregon International, but also,alot have left abt the same time as i am.so...haha..tt's fine.heh...
So what am i doing with my holiday now?
well...i've been shopping!yes!shopping...went to bugis,went to orchard and even shopped at my own erhem shop!haha...so..yeah..took out all my clothes to stock take,and take pics so tt agnes or anyone of you can help to spread the word around,so i can clear them as fast as i can.and i'm also helping grace upload contents into her shop's online shopping cart.
there goes my rest man.as always,i nv seem to get time off for myself.i hope i do get enough rest before i start a new job again.else,i'll nv be refreshed.
Evangelistic Outreach
praise God!! i've been used in the fields....always doing things associated to evangelism.and i'm glad for the opportunities and the channels God has used me in.
Today's cantonese outreach was so wonderful..seeing these old pple accept Christ is just...PRICELESS!
okie...as for me...hahaha....i'm quitting my job this week!woohoo!it means i'll have more time for myself soon!yes!and more time to meet up with my frens!!
Today's cantonese outreach was so wonderful..seeing these old pple accept Christ is just...PRICELESS!
okie...as for me...hahaha....i'm quitting my job this week!woohoo!it means i'll have more time for myself soon!yes!and more time to meet up with my frens!!
Can't be better!
brought Kris today to YPM. it's kinda like my 1st time bringing someone to ypm and it feels really great! Knowing tt he enjoyed himself as well...i seriously hope he doesn't feel left out
Kris is a great guy...nice to talk to him...and he's really open abt alot of christian stuff.
By bringing him,it has taught me alot of things.bringing someone doesn't end just by him coming regularly. Follow up is very important.Building a strong foundation,the time invested and the commitments to seeing someone become as fervent as u are..all these requires time. It's like wat i'm taught in my company.with trainees under me..i've to put in even more time and commitment..cos wat i can achieve,my trainees can only achieve 2/3 of it.
It seems God is using new pple to bring me back to YPM.much as i'll like to spend time catching up with my frens on saturdays...i've to sacrifice all these to add numbers to the kingdom of God.issit worth it?definitely!but if i can't fit into ypm myself..how can i help my frens to fit in?
wel...i'm sure God'll lead the way.It's really great tt pple do notice my absence..and i really appreciate the fact tt they feel happy when i'm joining em for dinner...
for now..it's time to take a rest...and off to work i go tom!!
Kris is a great guy...nice to talk to him...and he's really open abt alot of christian stuff.
By bringing him,it has taught me alot of things.bringing someone doesn't end just by him coming regularly. Follow up is very important.Building a strong foundation,the time invested and the commitments to seeing someone become as fervent as u are..all these requires time. It's like wat i'm taught in my company.with trainees under me..i've to put in even more time and commitment..cos wat i can achieve,my trainees can only achieve 2/3 of it.
It seems God is using new pple to bring me back to YPM.much as i'll like to spend time catching up with my frens on saturdays...i've to sacrifice all these to add numbers to the kingdom of God.issit worth it?definitely!but if i can't fit into ypm myself..how can i help my frens to fit in?
wel...i'm sure God'll lead the way.It's really great tt pple do notice my absence..and i really appreciate the fact tt they feel happy when i'm joining em for dinner...
for now..it's time to take a rest...and off to work i go tom!!
Blessed!
many a times...we take God's blessings for granted...many a times....these blessings,we dun deserve...
but i've been so blessed monday to wednesday....tt when things didn't go my way on thursday...i was unhappy...when things didn't turn out the way i want it to...i blame God.
It's been such a great week altho politics between my fren and manager is still ongoing..i choose to be neutral..altho it's somewhat affecting me..sheesh...i pray tt i'll be able to focus in work
I've a trainee coming in on monday and i'm so excited!!it's exciting yet scary cos it means i've to put in more commitments and effort into my work...no more slacking..gotta set an example!!hohohoh...
Just came back from my cousin's 21st party...haha..it was...somewhat a different culture cos when it was cutting of cake,it wasn't announced...the pple ard her just sang a birthday song..she blew the candle..and there...that was it.hahaa...quite weird..but oh well...so long as the bday gal's happy.it was nice meeting up with my cousins...when we meet only like once a yr..i'm glad there was time for some catching up...and to realise tt those ard my agee are all attached.and yes!there were questions of "why aren't u attached?" and "when am i gonna meet ur boyfriend" coming up.thankfully...there was my bro who's attached..and so...i nv had to answer tt question.haha..but even so..i know i'm pretty much sure i dun wanan get attached anytime this yr because i wanna focus on my career (sheesh..why am i becoming career minded?) so i can give my parents and bros a better life...looking at my grandpa today..i really want the best for him too!!i know my aunts can't provide him with tt because they're not well off...and they've their own families to feed too.more importantly,i pray tt they'll come to know Christ soon!
well..pc of good news...i nv expected tt my cousin will tell me she'll come back to COS again after her O levels!!praise God!!He's definitely movin in my life and in the life of the pple ard me..
okie...i guess..it's time for me to get ready for bed!goodnights u all and i pray tt he's opening as many doors for u as he is for me.PUSH!!!
but i've been so blessed monday to wednesday....tt when things didn't go my way on thursday...i was unhappy...when things didn't turn out the way i want it to...i blame God.
It's been such a great week altho politics between my fren and manager is still ongoing..i choose to be neutral..altho it's somewhat affecting me..sheesh...i pray tt i'll be able to focus in work
I've a trainee coming in on monday and i'm so excited!!it's exciting yet scary cos it means i've to put in more commitments and effort into my work...no more slacking..gotta set an example!!hohohoh...
Just came back from my cousin's 21st party...haha..it was...somewhat a different culture cos when it was cutting of cake,it wasn't announced...the pple ard her just sang a birthday song..she blew the candle..and there...that was it.hahaa...quite weird..but oh well...so long as the bday gal's happy.it was nice meeting up with my cousins...when we meet only like once a yr..i'm glad there was time for some catching up...and to realise tt those ard my agee are all attached.and yes!there were questions of "why aren't u attached?" and "when am i gonna meet ur boyfriend" coming up.thankfully...there was my bro who's attached..and so...i nv had to answer tt question.haha..but even so..i know i'm pretty much sure i dun wanan get attached anytime this yr because i wanna focus on my career (sheesh..why am i becoming career minded?) so i can give my parents and bros a better life...looking at my grandpa today..i really want the best for him too!!i know my aunts can't provide him with tt because they're not well off...and they've their own families to feed too.more importantly,i pray tt they'll come to know Christ soon!
well..pc of good news...i nv expected tt my cousin will tell me she'll come back to COS again after her O levels!!praise God!!He's definitely movin in my life and in the life of the pple ard me..
okie...i guess..it's time for me to get ready for bed!goodnights u all and i pray tt he's opening as many doors for u as he is for me.PUSH!!!
In His time
i was supposed to attend 1st svc today...supposedly very tired ytd,i cldn't sleep at 2am...was still very much wide awake...thought of alot of things...
den...i cldn't wake up for 1st svc..as usual...so...decided to attend 2nd svc..at least..i'm still attending svc right??
I guess it was all in God's timing..because Chu Hou Ren spoke today...and it was so relevant!just the answers i was looking for the past week...It's amazing..God answered all my questions...esp the part when i feel so lousy in everything i do. His strength is made perfect when i am weak! 2 Cor 12:9.
Amen to tt!
den...i cldn't wake up for 1st svc..as usual...so...decided to attend 2nd svc..at least..i'm still attending svc right??
I guess it was all in God's timing..because Chu Hou Ren spoke today...and it was so relevant!just the answers i was looking for the past week...It's amazing..God answered all my questions...esp the part when i feel so lousy in everything i do. His strength is made perfect when i am weak! 2 Cor 12:9.
Amen to tt!
Whenever i'm down...besides going to God, the only other place that really perks me up...is at Brise De Joie. Indeed...it really is a brezze of joy everytime i'm there.
Feeling down with some problems with work and all...i just didn't feel like going out on my only off day..thought it'll be good to drop by grace and peter's shop at Katong Mall...i actually spent like 4hrs++ there w/o realising it. I'm really thankful for em man!Anytime i feel down and i need company,i know they'll always welcome me..and tt's the place where i can just be relaxed..talk to em abt it...play with lil perry who has grown up into a fine,cute,active boy...yup...going to their shop just makes me so welcomed,i dun wanna leave literally. Really really miss working with em...but sometimes,life just gotta move on.
Been overwhelmed with some stuff lately..God has opened up another business opportunity for me...but really...i dunno if i want it.i'm so tired..i just wanna stay somewhere and settle down.My manager has been really nice towards me..said he's gonna spare me more time to groom me...It's now a state of confusion..whether to move on...or to stay...there're just so many things to consider...really really gotta pray hard and trust in God.
Went to JB for a lil leisure trip on thursday with matt,doreen and helu.It was a really nice destressing trip. We caught a movie there.Woah!!it's been soooo long since i last paid for a show tt costs only SGD5!! and the popcorn's really really nice...or maybe...i've not eaten pop corn for quite some time.haha...i bought a few tops..everyone came back with some shopping definitely!haha..i think we didn't have much time...but it was all worth it.We had great fellowship too.
I look forward to the holiday in dec!!woohoo!!time to start saving man!haha
Feeling down with some problems with work and all...i just didn't feel like going out on my only off day..thought it'll be good to drop by grace and peter's shop at Katong Mall...i actually spent like 4hrs++ there w/o realising it. I'm really thankful for em man!Anytime i feel down and i need company,i know they'll always welcome me..and tt's the place where i can just be relaxed..talk to em abt it...play with lil perry who has grown up into a fine,cute,active boy...yup...going to their shop just makes me so welcomed,i dun wanna leave literally. Really really miss working with em...but sometimes,life just gotta move on.
Been overwhelmed with some stuff lately..God has opened up another business opportunity for me...but really...i dunno if i want it.i'm so tired..i just wanna stay somewhere and settle down.My manager has been really nice towards me..said he's gonna spare me more time to groom me...It's now a state of confusion..whether to move on...or to stay...there're just so many things to consider...really really gotta pray hard and trust in God.
Went to JB for a lil leisure trip on thursday with matt,doreen and helu.It was a really nice destressing trip. We caught a movie there.Woah!!it's been soooo long since i last paid for a show tt costs only SGD5!! and the popcorn's really really nice...or maybe...i've not eaten pop corn for quite some time.haha...i bought a few tops..everyone came back with some shopping definitely!haha..i think we didn't have much time...but it was all worth it.We had great fellowship too.
I look forward to the holiday in dec!!woohoo!!time to start saving man!haha
hmm...
oops!so when was the last time i posted another entry??
haha....well...yes...been so busy with rehearsals,dance pracs,work and stuff to prepare,i really hadn't much time for any other stuff...whenever i think of posting an entry...i'll be too tired by then.
so..Everyday! is over! Finally i dun have to struggle between work and commitments...such choice really sucks.the past few weeks hasn't been good.i've been struglling...office politics really sucks....i'm trying to 'siam' out of it...but inadvertently,i think...i've offended my manager...one way or another...and cos of it...i've been trying to excel in work just to get back to his 'good books'...to have favours in his eyes...but tt's not gonna happen...and after awhile...i'm just so sick and tired of trying...like in church...why am i doing things just to please pple?or even to live up to other pple's expectations...
it's tiring enuff being a pastor's daughter...having to live up to tt status...when u're equally human as anyone...trying to put on a smile all the time...it's nv easy...after awhile...i remember tt my boss...isn't my manager...i've the GREATEST boss ever!why do i need to try so hard to please anyone but him..God's my greatest boss!it's thru God tt i'll be blessed! It's God i shld be trusting...so...i'm learning to remind myself...and try to steer away from office politics..
off to bed i go..ciaoz!
haha....well...yes...been so busy with rehearsals,dance pracs,work and stuff to prepare,i really hadn't much time for any other stuff...whenever i think of posting an entry...i'll be too tired by then.
so..Everyday! is over! Finally i dun have to struggle between work and commitments...such choice really sucks.the past few weeks hasn't been good.i've been struglling...office politics really sucks....i'm trying to 'siam' out of it...but inadvertently,i think...i've offended my manager...one way or another...and cos of it...i've been trying to excel in work just to get back to his 'good books'...to have favours in his eyes...but tt's not gonna happen...and after awhile...i'm just so sick and tired of trying...like in church...why am i doing things just to please pple?or even to live up to other pple's expectations...
it's tiring enuff being a pastor's daughter...having to live up to tt status...when u're equally human as anyone...trying to put on a smile all the time...it's nv easy...after awhile...i remember tt my boss...isn't my manager...i've the GREATEST boss ever!why do i need to try so hard to please anyone but him..God's my greatest boss!it's thru God tt i'll be blessed! It's God i shld be trusting...so...i'm learning to remind myself...and try to steer away from office politics..
off to bed i go..ciaoz!
TGIS!
Yes!it's saturday!!my off day!!!
went to watch love wrecked today...didn't know movies cld speak to me too.haha...it got me depressed actually...sadly..heh...but well...all in God's hands!
This week has been really hectic...even tho i had off on thursday...was just rushing from place to place...wat a day...
thursday's everyday! rehearsal went okie..just tt i wasn't prepared with a speech i was supposed to prepare...den..sat...last minute got training in the office...haiz...so...had to wake up early...like 7am....when work ended only at like 10++ the night before...my company's crazy!u gotta be the cream of the crop to get the owner's help..but i'm not gonna wait for my owner...i trust in God..and i'm gonna be pro active...doing things myself...recruiting team members on my own..makes my career advance faster...
yup...so...my week has been more or less..just like this...in case u guys dunno...i spent 150 on thursday!!on clothes!!hahaha....but it was all worth it.
juice to u guys!!have a blessed coming week! :)
went to watch love wrecked today...didn't know movies cld speak to me too.haha...it got me depressed actually...sadly..heh...but well...all in God's hands!
This week has been really hectic...even tho i had off on thursday...was just rushing from place to place...wat a day...
thursday's everyday! rehearsal went okie..just tt i wasn't prepared with a speech i was supposed to prepare...den..sat...last minute got training in the office...haiz...so...had to wake up early...like 7am....when work ended only at like 10++ the night before...my company's crazy!u gotta be the cream of the crop to get the owner's help..but i'm not gonna wait for my owner...i trust in God..and i'm gonna be pro active...doing things myself...recruiting team members on my own..makes my career advance faster...
yup...so...my week has been more or less..just like this...in case u guys dunno...i spent 150 on thursday!!on clothes!!hahaha....but it was all worth it.
juice to u guys!!have a blessed coming week! :)
HELLO HELLO HELLO!!
i'm sorry!!i've been really too tired and busy to update my blog.
work has been really really good..altho this week....i kinda slacked a little.haha..
yup...went thru some ups and downs this week as well...many stuff...tt's been buried for quite some time..i know...it won't be solved so soon..but well...i'm trying to slowly let go of it....slowly forgive...but it's so difficult.i'm praying hard.
i went to watch CLICK today...hilarious yet TOUCHING movie.even my manager cried.haha...ya..it's a really great movie.it's funny,entertaining yet the moral of the movie is something we can learn from. There're just so many things in life tt we shld learn to appreciate and not fast forward..things tt we've to learn to let go off as well as take it 1 step at a time...and not escape from stuff u simply hate and wanna avoid.
maybe...it's a lesson i can learn frm.not to avoid..but solve it one by one.tough tho.ah well...
it's really weird.cos it has been sometime since i last watch a movie with more den 3 pple...so..when i went today...i had to remind myself...tt it wasn't a date.haha...yeah..the past few movies were watched with a date.hence...it felt like a date.haha...and no..i'm not typing this to brag or anything...but it's been really nice.saturdays not going for this particular place has made me very happy...going out on dates...has made me happier...and taught me how to enjoy a saturday night the way it shld be enjoyed.
every date is unique.they've shown me wat a gentleman they are...wat a guy shld be doing and i really enjoy being treated the way a LADY shld be treated.thks guys!for making me like i'm a LADY...not a kid...not a guy...or not someone transparent.
yup....so..it's been so long..i hope all of u are doing fine too!tt's all for now!
work has been really really good..altho this week....i kinda slacked a little.haha..
yup...went thru some ups and downs this week as well...many stuff...tt's been buried for quite some time..i know...it won't be solved so soon..but well...i'm trying to slowly let go of it....slowly forgive...but it's so difficult.i'm praying hard.
i went to watch CLICK today...hilarious yet TOUCHING movie.even my manager cried.haha...ya..it's a really great movie.it's funny,entertaining yet the moral of the movie is something we can learn from. There're just so many things in life tt we shld learn to appreciate and not fast forward..things tt we've to learn to let go off as well as take it 1 step at a time...and not escape from stuff u simply hate and wanna avoid.
maybe...it's a lesson i can learn frm.not to avoid..but solve it one by one.tough tho.ah well...
it's really weird.cos it has been sometime since i last watch a movie with more den 3 pple...so..when i went today...i had to remind myself...tt it wasn't a date.haha...yeah..the past few movies were watched with a date.hence...it felt like a date.haha...and no..i'm not typing this to brag or anything...but it's been really nice.saturdays not going for this particular place has made me very happy...going out on dates...has made me happier...and taught me how to enjoy a saturday night the way it shld be enjoyed.
every date is unique.they've shown me wat a gentleman they are...wat a guy shld be doing and i really enjoy being treated the way a LADY shld be treated.thks guys!for making me like i'm a LADY...not a kid...not a guy...or not someone transparent.
yup....so..it's been so long..i hope all of u are doing fine too!tt's all for now!
it's time!!
hi guys!!!!!i'm so sorry!!it's been AGES since i last updated.haha...for those who've been constantly coming back to my blog..thank you for taking the time and effort to 'drop' by.
So sorry...been working...and when i come home,i'm too tired to blog or type anything out.
so yup!i've started working with the company.most unexpected because i really dreaded the fact tt i've to be dressed in a RED POLO TEE(tucked in) with black pants,going door to door,raising funds for charity.It's so unglam and the tot of having to work in the evening again just put me off.
So...many wld know..i actually rejected/turned down the job offer..but even after turning it down,i kept praying bout it.cos when i went for the interviews,i felt very very at peace.i know God's with me.and after numerous calls from my manager,i just felt tt it had something to do with God.so i prayed tt if this job is where God wants me to be,den i prayed tt He'll bless me. So...it's been a few weeks since i started this job..and i'm beginning to see God blessing me.Cos i've started to hit the fields alone,and i'm on my own.results has been quite good.Although my pitch still needs a lot of brushing up,God's been so faithful,i've been able to raise a not too bad amt when my trainers and anyone above me aren't doing tt well.So..i really thank God.it sure is a DEFINITE confirmation.alright...i'm tired.tt's all for now!till den!!
have a great week!
So sorry...been working...and when i come home,i'm too tired to blog or type anything out.
so yup!i've started working with the company.most unexpected because i really dreaded the fact tt i've to be dressed in a RED POLO TEE(tucked in) with black pants,going door to door,raising funds for charity.It's so unglam and the tot of having to work in the evening again just put me off.
So...many wld know..i actually rejected/turned down the job offer..but even after turning it down,i kept praying bout it.cos when i went for the interviews,i felt very very at peace.i know God's with me.and after numerous calls from my manager,i just felt tt it had something to do with God.so i prayed tt if this job is where God wants me to be,den i prayed tt He'll bless me. So...it's been a few weeks since i started this job..and i'm beginning to see God blessing me.Cos i've started to hit the fields alone,and i'm on my own.results has been quite good.Although my pitch still needs a lot of brushing up,God's been so faithful,i've been able to raise a not too bad amt when my trainers and anyone above me aren't doing tt well.So..i really thank God.it sure is a DEFINITE confirmation.alright...i'm tired.tt's all for now!till den!!
have a great week!
Started Working
so...i started working this week.in the end,i took up tt job offer.haha..
why did i take it up?cos the manager kept calling me..and i was rather irritated la..so...tot..aiya..since got nothing to do,might as well just go for the training and try it out.haha...little did i know...tt i'll like this company so much.the pple there are really nice,supportive,friendly..and so not competitive.i can be assured there'll be no back biting.it reminds me of church...somewhat better.hence,i decide to stay on.3rd day into it,and i'm loving it.told myself tt since i'm at the company already...i must do my best.this place is somewhere where i know i can achieve something and i'm not gonna lose this opportunity.
alright...i'm off to bathe!more updates soon!ciaoz!
why did i take it up?cos the manager kept calling me..and i was rather irritated la..so...tot..aiya..since got nothing to do,might as well just go for the training and try it out.haha...little did i know...tt i'll like this company so much.the pple there are really nice,supportive,friendly..and so not competitive.i can be assured there'll be no back biting.it reminds me of church...somewhat better.hence,i decide to stay on.3rd day into it,and i'm loving it.told myself tt since i'm at the company already...i must do my best.this place is somewhere where i know i can achieve something and i'm not gonna lose this opportunity.
alright...i'm off to bathe!more updates soon!ciaoz!
things seem to be..well...i dunno whether to say picking up or still the same...
but i seem to be in an identity crisis now.haha....yeah..at 21....suddenly...confused bout lotsa stuff...frustrated at the way i was brought up...and....been going thru alot of 'condemning' tots...
keep me in prayers ya?thk u!
but i seem to be in an identity crisis now.haha....yeah..at 21....suddenly...confused bout lotsa stuff...frustrated at the way i was brought up...and....been going thru alot of 'condemning' tots...
keep me in prayers ya?thk u!
i'm sorry...i'm so troublesome....because...i've decided tt this is the place where i'll talk a lil bout my unhappiness...and sometimes...it may not sound nice to some pple...thus..it's safer tt only my close frens get to read this..well..close frens..and lil sheep!cos i want em to know wat's going on in my life too.and i know they'll understand.right anjellyna?
and i know tt u guys...after reading my posts...are pple who'll nv judge me...yeah?so thk u for loving me the way i am....and thk u...for not judging me.i'm just so sick of pple who're hypocritical...talks abt other pple judging em..yet on their part..still judging pple.on my part...well..i do admit..i used to judge pple too...but now?not really.i'm so tired of judging pple and i just wanna accept pple the way they are..but sometimes...there ARE TIMES..when some pple just get on my nerves....just like they get on urs yeah?so...this is where my blog comes...hence...i wanna keep it as private as can be.thk u!for keeping this private..
aren't u guys honoured??to be given the password??haha...thks for being frens who've stood by me..and constantly sending regards.i hope to do the same back to u!!love ya!
and i know tt u guys...after reading my posts...are pple who'll nv judge me...yeah?so thk u for loving me the way i am....and thk u...for not judging me.i'm just so sick of pple who're hypocritical...talks abt other pple judging em..yet on their part..still judging pple.on my part...well..i do admit..i used to judge pple too...but now?not really.i'm so tired of judging pple and i just wanna accept pple the way they are..but sometimes...there ARE TIMES..when some pple just get on my nerves....just like they get on urs yeah?so...this is where my blog comes...hence...i wanna keep it as private as can be.thk u!for keeping this private..
aren't u guys honoured??to be given the password??haha...thks for being frens who've stood by me..and constantly sending regards.i hope to do the same back to u!!love ya!
Holiday rocks!
so...it's meeting up with pple over lunch and tanning and jogging this week!
it's been fun!i'm totally enjoying myself.today..met up with yu jia,sean,jonk,pam,gina and kamun.jonk was really entertaining and funny.made us luff thruout.ahha..
had a really great time catching up with Ka mun.once again,it takes someone mature to know wat to say and when to listen.I'm totally grateful tt she understands.
Been thinking alot after CLCN camp 2006..and i realised...tt one shld nv term another as a best fren when the level of maturity is different,the level of understanding isn't the same..and the chemistry just isn't there.i guess one shld nv be quick to judge.and as best frens,shldn't the other not judge when problems are shared between each other?Best frens are pple who'll tell each other stuff,be supportive,and be understanding.best frens do not assume u're gossipping just because u're bad mouthing someone.it just goes to show she trusts that u were just venting ur anger..and after venting it out...nothing will be said.discussion ends there.
so...i guess i was wrong to assume she was my best fren...but i'm so glad...it's made me realise...tt it's the older ones tt i can count on to listen to my woes...and receive mature comments and help..pple who'll definitely NOT JUDGE me...and pple who're supportive no matter where they are,how busy they are.pple...who've been there,done that and understands me.I'm really grateful because i know at times..u guys are reading my blog and always asks whenever u know i'm going thru a down period.thank you for always praying for me.i really appreciate the many yrs of friendship!thks guys!
as for the younger ones...i guess they shld nv assume me as their best frens...because...i can only lend em a supporting ear,give em advices...but they can't give me the same.
wat does best fren means to me?Honestly?i dun care if i have 1.cos in my eyes...i've more best frens den 1!!and best frens no longer mean doing crazy stuff together...and all tt girly things...different best fren does different stuff...eg..some can be my lending ears...another -a person who does crazy stuff...while another,my bitching/gossipping partner(tt of cos..i've not been doing much.yay!!) and another,my bs mate..so on and so forth.and best frens...does not mean...having one from the same gender.
of cos..FELICIA dearest...u'll always be my BEST FREN!!!i love u!!and i pray tt our friendship will last.as mentioned in ur blog. and the card u wrote to me.it's amazing how God brought this friendship back again eh?
u guys wanna know wat happened?well..to be continued soon!heh..tt's all for now..i'm off to bed!!
it's been fun!i'm totally enjoying myself.today..met up with yu jia,sean,jonk,pam,gina and kamun.jonk was really entertaining and funny.made us luff thruout.ahha..
had a really great time catching up with Ka mun.once again,it takes someone mature to know wat to say and when to listen.I'm totally grateful tt she understands.
Been thinking alot after CLCN camp 2006..and i realised...tt one shld nv term another as a best fren when the level of maturity is different,the level of understanding isn't the same..and the chemistry just isn't there.i guess one shld nv be quick to judge.and as best frens,shldn't the other not judge when problems are shared between each other?Best frens are pple who'll tell each other stuff,be supportive,and be understanding.best frens do not assume u're gossipping just because u're bad mouthing someone.it just goes to show she trusts that u were just venting ur anger..and after venting it out...nothing will be said.discussion ends there.
so...i guess i was wrong to assume she was my best fren...but i'm so glad...it's made me realise...tt it's the older ones tt i can count on to listen to my woes...and receive mature comments and help..pple who'll definitely NOT JUDGE me...and pple who're supportive no matter where they are,how busy they are.pple...who've been there,done that and understands me.I'm really grateful because i know at times..u guys are reading my blog and always asks whenever u know i'm going thru a down period.thank you for always praying for me.i really appreciate the many yrs of friendship!thks guys!
as for the younger ones...i guess they shld nv assume me as their best frens...because...i can only lend em a supporting ear,give em advices...but they can't give me the same.
wat does best fren means to me?Honestly?i dun care if i have 1.cos in my eyes...i've more best frens den 1!!and best frens no longer mean doing crazy stuff together...and all tt girly things...different best fren does different stuff...eg..some can be my lending ears...another -a person who does crazy stuff...while another,my bitching/gossipping partner(tt of cos..i've not been doing much.yay!!) and another,my bs mate..so on and so forth.and best frens...does not mean...having one from the same gender.
of cos..FELICIA dearest...u'll always be my BEST FREN!!!i love u!!and i pray tt our friendship will last.as mentioned in ur blog. and the card u wrote to me.it's amazing how God brought this friendship back again eh?
u guys wanna know wat happened?well..to be continued soon!heh..tt's all for now..i'm off to bed!!
Life's good
oops!it's been a week since i last blogged.
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
Life's good
oops!it's been a week since i last blogged.
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
Farewell Jesslyn(for now)
Jesslyn's on her way to Aust now.we're gonna miss u!!especially ur 'xiao mian yangs'.we'll pray for u!!!
and...well....for those of u who didn't manage to see the cover page.dis is wat it looks like.
and...well....for those of u who didn't manage to see the cover page.dis is wat it looks like.
rented!
yes!my shop's rented as of today!!woohoo!!!most pple are sad when their shops or business close down.me??i'm actually happy.cos i stop when i shld and it's abt time to take a rest.spiritually ,i've grown much more den i expected...much more den my 20yrs of livelihood.so it was worth the investment.wat's gonna happen next?i dunno...but i'll just take 1 step at a time.
went for tammi's 21st birthday party.it was held at raffles town club presidential suite.wah!!tell u....the suite...is damn damn damn damn...okie..super super super super chao ji wu di nice la!!why shldn't it when u're paying a thousand plus dollars for just half a day.expensive man.But at the end of the day,i guess it was the fellowship tt mattered most.
it was nice catching up with old frens and how after all those yrs,we've all grown up in a way...and those conflicts of the past are now forgotten.very nice feeling.haha...
and guess wat?one of my fren's ex boyfriend happens to be tammi's cousin!man!!after so many yrs of knowing tammi...haha..it took this long to know she's related to him.i knew tt guy when i was 15 la.hahaha....
wat a small small world man.and he's still so shuai!wat a waste..they broke up...nvm....she's happily married and i'm happy for tt fren of mine.hope tt guy's doing fine too.ahha...cos we didn't talk much.just the usual hellos and stuff.
alright..it's time i go to bed.till den!
went for tammi's 21st birthday party.it was held at raffles town club presidential suite.wah!!tell u....the suite...is damn damn damn damn...okie..super super super super chao ji wu di nice la!!why shldn't it when u're paying a thousand plus dollars for just half a day.expensive man.But at the end of the day,i guess it was the fellowship tt mattered most.
it was nice catching up with old frens and how after all those yrs,we've all grown up in a way...and those conflicts of the past are now forgotten.very nice feeling.haha...
and guess wat?one of my fren's ex boyfriend happens to be tammi's cousin!man!!after so many yrs of knowing tammi...haha..it took this long to know she's related to him.i knew tt guy when i was 15 la.hahaha....
wat a small small world man.and he's still so shuai!wat a waste..they broke up...nvm....she's happily married and i'm happy for tt fren of mine.hope tt guy's doing fine too.ahha...cos we didn't talk much.just the usual hellos and stuff.
alright..it's time i go to bed.till den!
Sick...and Tired...
it sure doesn't feel good to be sick.It's been so long since i last had fever.so...i actually forgot the temperature when the fever starts.haha...
so....it was a 39.79 late last night....den..now..it's subsided to 37.66.not sure if it went down further.but...my body's still aching...and it sure feels uncomfortable.was still awake at 3++ this morning....woke up at 8am..(it's been so long since i last woke up this early,besides Sunday).nothing to do,can't get to sleep...so..tot i'll blog 1st.
I fell sick the day Radical started.hahaha...it just got worse.was it an attack?hmm..i shld think not.well..hopefully not.
Radical was okie...wun say it's fantastic or anything.i guess it's really for young students and stuff.cos i wld dare say i AM radical already...so...doesn't really make any difference to me.nvtheless,it was really encouraging to see so many youths taking the bold step to become Radical.i hope it's not just a 1 night commitment but they'll be determined to be RADICAL!!
okie....job job...well...i passed all 3 rounds of interview.but i dun think i'll take up the job.I'm looking for a job tt enables me to have a great weekend.this job...doesn't allow.u've to work either on sat or sun sommore.and it's too fast paced,i'm just not prepared for tt.i need a break.
so...i'll still look ard for suitable jobs.i've time anyway.heh...may join the hotel industry.well...will have to see where God leads.i still wanna become a REAL ESTATE AGENT!!haha
so....it was a 39.79 late last night....den..now..it's subsided to 37.66.not sure if it went down further.but...my body's still aching...and it sure feels uncomfortable.was still awake at 3++ this morning....woke up at 8am..(it's been so long since i last woke up this early,besides Sunday).nothing to do,can't get to sleep...so..tot i'll blog 1st.
I fell sick the day Radical started.hahaha...it just got worse.was it an attack?hmm..i shld think not.well..hopefully not.
Radical was okie...wun say it's fantastic or anything.i guess it's really for young students and stuff.cos i wld dare say i AM radical already...so...doesn't really make any difference to me.nvtheless,it was really encouraging to see so many youths taking the bold step to become Radical.i hope it's not just a 1 night commitment but they'll be determined to be RADICAL!!
okie....job job...well...i passed all 3 rounds of interview.but i dun think i'll take up the job.I'm looking for a job tt enables me to have a great weekend.this job...doesn't allow.u've to work either on sat or sun sommore.and it's too fast paced,i'm just not prepared for tt.i need a break.
so...i'll still look ard for suitable jobs.i've time anyway.heh...may join the hotel industry.well...will have to see where God leads.i still wanna become a REAL ESTATE AGENT!!haha
Jobs...
so....wat comes nxt after shop's rented out?? FUN!of cos!..but...of cos..i can't go on playing and not look for a Job.
Hence,i've been looking ard for suitable jobs tt i can take on..a job tt gives me an opportunity to advance to a higher position,a job tt pays well(i wanna lighten my dad's financial burdens),a job tt allows me to continue with my church commitments,a job tt requires minimal experience and a job tt i like.
How to find eh?haha..i think the lady from some agency must have been quite irritated with my requirements.she offered me some admin post and i was like 'oh...low pay...no career advancement...bla bla bla.'actually..i wasn't prepared to be offered a job so soon.haha..so i just tried all means and ways not to take up anything.
But i did apply for some jobs online at Job Street.They've got quite interesting jobs and alot offers very good remuneration.I applied for this particular post of Project Manager cum management trainee and got selected for the 1st round of interview.
Guess what i wore?haha...a long sleeve shirt(not really tee shirt..not those with collar either) and ...and ...and....JEANS!!*GASP* (joanna!!how cld u wear jeans for an interview!!)..haha...seriously..i tot it was fine wearing jeans since the top's already so 'formal'.
When i went to the designated venue for interview,while filling up the typical form..nono..after filling up the form,i realised tt those who were there..were so formally dressed.so paiseh man!but i told myself not to like get affected by it and kept my confidence level there.i know tt if this is the job God wants to place me at...i'll still pass the interview.
U knowwat happened next??there were 4 of us..and our names were called at the same time.It's a GRP INTERVIEW!!wah!!firstly,i've nv gone thru a job interview,secondly,i'm so dressed down and lastly,i usually dun open up so fast to strangers.wat's more...a JOB INTERVIEW!!
but i told myself..calm down,stay confident,treat them as if they're ur frens,u've known em for long and they're as awkard,as shy as u are.Thankfully,the interviewee's a nice guy,very relaxed,very easy going and u cld tell tt he was really trying his best to make us feel comfortable.I managed to score well for tt interview.(super confident) cos i guess it's the way i spoke as well.did wat i mentioned above and spoke with ease,was seriously just being myself.
Interviewee:So..where do u see urself in 3-5yrs time?
Me: Hm..i see myself in a managerial position,earning a good income of abt 3-5 K...and ..maybe married?with kids?
haha..everyone laughed.
After he interviewd all of us,he started telling us bout bout this role and more bout the company and stuff.and when he was talking bout it,it was pretty obvious who got in and who didn't.Cos he'll give more eye contact with whosoever.yes!i got the frequent eye contact.
So...yes!i got into the 2nd round of interview which is tom!i'm so excited.i actually cut alot of things short.so..when u're free,come talk to me.i'll be more den excited to tell u more.hehe...i pray tt i'll get this job.it's super good income,and very fast career advancement.All in the hands of God!
*hey...is large prints or small prints better?pls comment so i know which print better to use.thks! :)
Hence,i've been looking ard for suitable jobs tt i can take on..a job tt gives me an opportunity to advance to a higher position,a job tt pays well(i wanna lighten my dad's financial burdens),a job tt allows me to continue with my church commitments,a job tt requires minimal experience and a job tt i like.
How to find eh?haha..i think the lady from some agency must have been quite irritated with my requirements.she offered me some admin post and i was like 'oh...low pay...no career advancement...bla bla bla.'actually..i wasn't prepared to be offered a job so soon.haha..so i just tried all means and ways not to take up anything.
But i did apply for some jobs online at Job Street.They've got quite interesting jobs and alot offers very good remuneration.I applied for this particular post of Project Manager cum management trainee and got selected for the 1st round of interview.
Guess what i wore?haha...a long sleeve shirt(not really tee shirt..not those with collar either) and ...and ...and....JEANS!!*GASP* (joanna!!how cld u wear jeans for an interview!!)..haha...seriously..i tot it was fine wearing jeans since the top's already so 'formal'.
When i went to the designated venue for interview,while filling up the typical form..nono..after filling up the form,i realised tt those who were there..were so formally dressed.so paiseh man!but i told myself not to like get affected by it and kept my confidence level there.i know tt if this is the job God wants to place me at...i'll still pass the interview.
U knowwat happened next??there were 4 of us..and our names were called at the same time.It's a GRP INTERVIEW!!wah!!firstly,i've nv gone thru a job interview,secondly,i'm so dressed down and lastly,i usually dun open up so fast to strangers.wat's more...a JOB INTERVIEW!!
but i told myself..calm down,stay confident,treat them as if they're ur frens,u've known em for long and they're as awkard,as shy as u are.Thankfully,the interviewee's a nice guy,very relaxed,very easy going and u cld tell tt he was really trying his best to make us feel comfortable.I managed to score well for tt interview.(super confident) cos i guess it's the way i spoke as well.did wat i mentioned above and spoke with ease,was seriously just being myself.
Interviewee:So..where do u see urself in 3-5yrs time?
Me: Hm..i see myself in a managerial position,earning a good income of abt 3-5 K...and ..maybe married?with kids?
haha..everyone laughed.
After he interviewd all of us,he started telling us bout bout this role and more bout the company and stuff.and when he was talking bout it,it was pretty obvious who got in and who didn't.Cos he'll give more eye contact with whosoever.yes!i got the frequent eye contact.
So...yes!i got into the 2nd round of interview which is tom!i'm so excited.i actually cut alot of things short.so..when u're free,come talk to me.i'll be more den excited to tell u more.hehe...i pray tt i'll get this job.it's super good income,and very fast career advancement.All in the hands of God!
*hey...is large prints or small prints better?pls comment so i know which print better to use.thks! :)
Faith
been reading a book tt ee foo gave me as a birthday gift...it's entitled "A Busy Woman's guide to Prayer".
hmm..i think this book is so relevant.i wonder whether he got it for these various reasons:
1. It's Pink
2.I'm prettty busy with my shop
3.I'm part of the prayer ministry.
There..3 REASONS why..i shld read this book.haha
but it sure came at a time when i really needed help,needed encouragement and needed more answers to Prayers.
Been worried bout not being able to rent out my shop before the month ends and been worried tt i may have to pay another month's rental.abit heartpain to lose money again.
So..as i read the book page by page,day by day,customer after customer,rejection after rejection,this book just kept me there and kept me pressin on.Everytime i place my trust in God,everytime i commit a worry to Him,i see my prayers answered.
Everytime i sense a major worry bubbling up,i'll go quickly to God in prayer and i'll imagine God's hands stretched out,and i see myself placing the worry into his hands.Den i'll sing "into ur hands..i commit again".
Take today for example.I've 8days before the month comes to an end.i really 'cannot take it le'..so after doing QT in the afternoon,i just rested in God's presence and just 'poured' out all my worries and all tt i was feeling inside me.After tt,i got ready to go to my shop.
Wah!!the moment i went to open shop,like...less den 5 mins later,my neighbour came with another neighbour and told me tt he has intentions of renting another shop!It's so God-sent!cos i'm very sure this guy will rent.well..shan't be complacent.But i can see my prayers being answered.More updates of my shop soon!
hmm..i think this book is so relevant.i wonder whether he got it for these various reasons:
1. It's Pink
2.I'm prettty busy with my shop
3.I'm part of the prayer ministry.
There..3 REASONS why..i shld read this book.haha
but it sure came at a time when i really needed help,needed encouragement and needed more answers to Prayers.
Been worried bout not being able to rent out my shop before the month ends and been worried tt i may have to pay another month's rental.abit heartpain to lose money again.
So..as i read the book page by page,day by day,customer after customer,rejection after rejection,this book just kept me there and kept me pressin on.Everytime i place my trust in God,everytime i commit a worry to Him,i see my prayers answered.
Everytime i sense a major worry bubbling up,i'll go quickly to God in prayer and i'll imagine God's hands stretched out,and i see myself placing the worry into his hands.Den i'll sing "into ur hands..i commit again".
Take today for example.I've 8days before the month comes to an end.i really 'cannot take it le'..so after doing QT in the afternoon,i just rested in God's presence and just 'poured' out all my worries and all tt i was feeling inside me.After tt,i got ready to go to my shop.
Wah!!the moment i went to open shop,like...less den 5 mins later,my neighbour came with another neighbour and told me tt he has intentions of renting another shop!It's so God-sent!cos i'm very sure this guy will rent.well..shan't be complacent.But i can see my prayers being answered.More updates of my shop soon!
CLCN camp
well..for now..this is the only pic i have of the camp.haha..i've yet to upload alot of pics..and get it from the pple who brought their cams....but since this is good memory..
i tot i shld share with u guys.These are the new frens i got to know at the CLCN camp.We had great time bonding and luffing and sharing together!all from different churches.well...most la.heh..
i tot i shld share with u guys.These are the new frens i got to know at the CLCN camp.We had great time bonding and luffing and sharing together!all from different churches.well...most la.heh..
Bday Clip
here's a short video clip..well..song item by matt presented on my bday.sheeshh...tt's the only video clip for tt day.argh!i totally forgot abt video camming.ah well...
just click on play ya?think it shld work now. smile! :)
ENJOY!!!here!!!!
just click on play ya?think it shld work now. smile! :)
ENJOY!!!here!!!!
I'm TIRED..so TIRED!
hmm..there're so many things tt i wanna blog abt..to get it off my chest(AGAIN!!)...but..i've to really take my time...pour everything out.haha
hmmm...let's see...
i've decided to let go of the shop.figure...i've had enuff worrying bout Paying RENTAL everymonth.for goodness sake...how can my biz go on if i'm just earning enuff to pay for rent yeah?i shldn't be incurring any more losses now.so...finally made the WISE decision to get out of it.FOR NOW.my biz will be BACK!somewhere..someday...
so..tt's somethin i plan to do.
week..went normal...as usual...had a great weekend tho...
let's see....friday..went to the coffee club with the prayer warriors.Thank God for committed pray-ers like em.wish i cld go every Friday too.well..guess i'll be back joining em soon.
Sat...i had supper with a great fren and colleague of mine.even tho it was rather rush..i'm glad we managed to spend some time together..despite the "language' barrier.haha..she's a CHINA lady..so..her chinese..some words are too profound for one who barely passed chinese.heh...so..sometimes...i end up just saying 'ah..oh..' in reply to watever she says.hahaha...
on sunday....hmm..loads loads of events!!tiring..but enjoyable.
Went to attend a wedding LUNCH not lonng after service,it was held at RAFFLES hotel.sounds good eh?well..let's just say..tt the person who sang the song to welcome the bride and groom..is nowhere near SI or any singing competition.haha..she was..well..rather out of tune,blasting into the mike and she cld barely hear wat she was singing.we tried really hard not to luff.yup.and then..the MC actually said the wrong name...eg...*Singer's name* and "Bridegroom's Name"..together.oops!wat a blunder!it seemed as if we were abt to have lunch served..but it turned out to be a buffet lunch.quite an interesting concept and it seems many young couples are doing this to save trouble on having a wedding ceremony in the afternoon,and dinner at night.wat a cost saving way.
well..i still believe in walking down the aisle,led by my dad.He's got only this 1 chance.and i'll love to have my dad to 'hand' me over to my husband(whoever he may be in future.heh)and i still like having diiners!heh..so..for now..a wedding ceremony and dinner it'll be.Bleah!call me traditional.haha..
went for jesslyn's farewell party after tt.nothing much.YPM-ers seem to enjoy playing polar bear.entertaining it may seem...but somehow,i feel...some pple are left out becos they're quieter..and some just seem to be dominating the whole scenario.ah well...better to keep some comments to myself.haha..
everything went pretty well today.heh..i DID NOT end up sitting next to any couples today.Thank God.everywhere i went,were singles...or...couples without thier other half.Hence,i do believe tt whatever happened last week...wasn't coincidental.It was set by God.know wat?i dun seem to be taking it well.hahaha...i'm gonna fail it soon.God..help me to stick to tt decision.
and no.to clarify...the guy i brought to church today,is my fren.yup.nothing more..and definitely not my CUP OF TEA.haha..
wld i wanna meet my Prince Charming soon?hmm...i'm actually scared.so..NO.NOT NOW.haha..
hmmm...let's see...
i've decided to let go of the shop.figure...i've had enuff worrying bout Paying RENTAL everymonth.for goodness sake...how can my biz go on if i'm just earning enuff to pay for rent yeah?i shldn't be incurring any more losses now.so...finally made the WISE decision to get out of it.FOR NOW.my biz will be BACK!somewhere..someday...
so..tt's somethin i plan to do.
week..went normal...as usual...had a great weekend tho...
let's see....friday..went to the coffee club with the prayer warriors.Thank God for committed pray-ers like em.wish i cld go every Friday too.well..guess i'll be back joining em soon.
Sat...i had supper with a great fren and colleague of mine.even tho it was rather rush..i'm glad we managed to spend some time together..despite the "language' barrier.haha..she's a CHINA lady..so..her chinese..some words are too profound for one who barely passed chinese.heh...so..sometimes...i end up just saying 'ah..oh..' in reply to watever she says.hahaha...
on sunday....hmm..loads loads of events!!tiring..but enjoyable.
Went to attend a wedding LUNCH not lonng after service,it was held at RAFFLES hotel.sounds good eh?well..let's just say..tt the person who sang the song to welcome the bride and groom..is nowhere near SI or any singing competition.haha..she was..well..rather out of tune,blasting into the mike and she cld barely hear wat she was singing.we tried really hard not to luff.yup.and then..the MC actually said the wrong name...eg...*Singer's name* and "Bridegroom's Name"..together.oops!wat a blunder!it seemed as if we were abt to have lunch served..but it turned out to be a buffet lunch.quite an interesting concept and it seems many young couples are doing this to save trouble on having a wedding ceremony in the afternoon,and dinner at night.wat a cost saving way.
well..i still believe in walking down the aisle,led by my dad.He's got only this 1 chance.and i'll love to have my dad to 'hand' me over to my husband(whoever he may be in future.heh)and i still like having diiners!heh..so..for now..a wedding ceremony and dinner it'll be.Bleah!call me traditional.haha..
went for jesslyn's farewell party after tt.nothing much.YPM-ers seem to enjoy playing polar bear.entertaining it may seem...but somehow,i feel...some pple are left out becos they're quieter..and some just seem to be dominating the whole scenario.ah well...better to keep some comments to myself.haha..
everything went pretty well today.heh..i DID NOT end up sitting next to any couples today.Thank God.everywhere i went,were singles...or...couples without thier other half.Hence,i do believe tt whatever happened last week...wasn't coincidental.It was set by God.know wat?i dun seem to be taking it well.hahaha...i'm gonna fail it soon.God..help me to stick to tt decision.
and no.to clarify...the guy i brought to church today,is my fren.yup.nothing more..and definitely not my CUP OF TEA.haha..
wld i wanna meet my Prince Charming soon?hmm...i'm actually scared.so..NO.NOT NOW.haha..
Put to the test!
think before u speak....make sure tt's the decision u wanna make...before u say it out.
cos...as soon as i said something out...God put me STRAIGHT to the test.hahaha...
remember i was telling u guys how i've decided to remain single for now?and i'm not ready to commit?
on sunday...during our usual sunday brunch...we were all separated at treats...after all the settling down..i ended up sitting next to 2 couples!! aaron and jesslyn on my left..jon and ka mun on the right.haha..and i was the LAMPPOST.heh...very bright...but thankfully..both couples are pple i'm close to and can just joke and be open and stuff.so...i didn't feel awakard...when i realised tt i was the only one missing another half there..straight away..in my heart..i knew God was somewhat at work.heh...but it's okie..
after tt..some of us went to marina square in the evening to walk ard...we ended up like..walking in pairs...and zhun zhun as if there were 4 'couples'..of which..only 2 were for real.haha...it was rather hilarious...so..it's kinda like..another test...
den...pam decided to eat kenny rogers..so..off to kenny rogers we went....after or..almost after finishing our food...i realised...i was seated in between couples again!!yes!and so...we were all luffing abt it..
on our way back..once again...they were all in pairs..this time round,i ended up with no 'partner'..so..once again..aaron,jesslyn and i were luffing again.hahaha...
the test didn't stop there.the last 'couple' went to take the train home.so..i was the only one who hitched a ride.once again..i was torn between taking either couple's car..cos they were both on their way.haha..on the way down the escalator..once again,one couple went down...and i was caught in the middle.darn!shld have taken pics.haha...
okie..final test....i dunno whether i saw tt person.but in the car..was another passenger...i'm pretty sure..tt's the car..but can't see if it's the person...well....but it sure was another test.it's more difficult luffing this one off..but i'm preppared for bad news.hahaha...and i'll still be able to move on.very sure!cos...well..cos...:) :) :) :) :) for me to know..and u to find out later later later.heh..
God's good!he knows wat's best for me!i'm happy!!Singlehood rocks!!er..for now.ahha
cos...as soon as i said something out...God put me STRAIGHT to the test.hahaha...
remember i was telling u guys how i've decided to remain single for now?and i'm not ready to commit?
on sunday...during our usual sunday brunch...we were all separated at treats...after all the settling down..i ended up sitting next to 2 couples!! aaron and jesslyn on my left..jon and ka mun on the right.haha..and i was the LAMPPOST.heh...very bright...but thankfully..both couples are pple i'm close to and can just joke and be open and stuff.so...i didn't feel awakard...when i realised tt i was the only one missing another half there..straight away..in my heart..i knew God was somewhat at work.heh...but it's okie..
after tt..some of us went to marina square in the evening to walk ard...we ended up like..walking in pairs...and zhun zhun as if there were 4 'couples'..of which..only 2 were for real.haha...it was rather hilarious...so..it's kinda like..another test...
den...pam decided to eat kenny rogers..so..off to kenny rogers we went....after or..almost after finishing our food...i realised...i was seated in between couples again!!yes!and so...we were all luffing abt it..
on our way back..once again...they were all in pairs..this time round,i ended up with no 'partner'..so..once again..aaron,jesslyn and i were luffing again.hahaha...
the test didn't stop there.the last 'couple' went to take the train home.so..i was the only one who hitched a ride.once again..i was torn between taking either couple's car..cos they were both on their way.haha..on the way down the escalator..once again,one couple went down...and i was caught in the middle.darn!shld have taken pics.haha...
okie..final test....i dunno whether i saw tt person.but in the car..was another passenger...i'm pretty sure..tt's the car..but can't see if it's the person...well....but it sure was another test.it's more difficult luffing this one off..but i'm preppared for bad news.hahaha...and i'll still be able to move on.very sure!cos...well..cos...:) :) :) :) :) for me to know..and u to find out later later later.heh..
God's good!he knows wat's best for me!i'm happy!!Singlehood rocks!!er..for now.ahha
Wat shld i title this?
i'm sorry...i haven been blogging for some time...due to the very busy schedule i've had and the many deadlines i had to meet.i've been busy with GDOP,the KL mission trip..gone for ABC and in the midst of it all..had to juggle my shop and choreograph some steps for dance prac.
Thru it all...i went thru alot alot alot of tough conflicts...my patience is wearing off..and it has affected many friendships in church.i dunno whether to say it's good or bad...but i've learnt...tt i'm not ready for a relationship.
while in the bus with some guys...we were discussing some stuff...and i realised...i'm not ready...neither do i wanna commit.i still choose to be a carefree person...with the freedom to choose the guys i wanna date. God really knows when's best for my prince charming to appear.i fully accept his Planning in this.haha..
so..thru all these times...i didn't wanna blog cos i know nothing good will come out of the posts..and i didn't want history to repeat itself.i've lost many frens and i didn't want to worsen more stuff.well..dun worry...even tho it hurts to lose those frens..i've gotten over it and i truly have no regrets moving on now.I'm being taught many many stuff and God has shown me alot more of my character and what he wants to mould me into.It's not easy accepting this decision,But he knows best.so...
i'm tired..and i wanna sleep.haha...keep me updated bout how u are doing ya?i wld love to be part of ur life!all of u!! :D
Thru it all...i went thru alot alot alot of tough conflicts...my patience is wearing off..and it has affected many friendships in church.i dunno whether to say it's good or bad...but i've learnt...tt i'm not ready for a relationship.
while in the bus with some guys...we were discussing some stuff...and i realised...i'm not ready...neither do i wanna commit.i still choose to be a carefree person...with the freedom to choose the guys i wanna date. God really knows when's best for my prince charming to appear.i fully accept his Planning in this.haha..
so..thru all these times...i didn't wanna blog cos i know nothing good will come out of the posts..and i didn't want history to repeat itself.i've lost many frens and i didn't want to worsen more stuff.well..dun worry...even tho it hurts to lose those frens..i've gotten over it and i truly have no regrets moving on now.I'm being taught many many stuff and God has shown me alot more of my character and what he wants to mould me into.It's not easy accepting this decision,But he knows best.so...
i'm tired..and i wanna sleep.haha...keep me updated bout how u are doing ya?i wld love to be part of ur life!all of u!! :D
26 May to 29 May
my weekend went great!!it was a great time...of bonding....faith challenged mission trip..loads of fun..and laughter as usual...whenever there's more den 2 ypmers...it's definitely fun!!
so...let's talk bout...
KL MISSION TRIP
it was great!really..our faith was put to the test right from the beginning when matt and i came up with the list of pple who were supposed to go..down to the very last day of our trip.I thank God tt we trusted God...cos...the sunday sch session was really good...entertaining yet fun..and lessons were learnt.
Financial wise,we almost ran out of money...but everything worked out in the end.praise God!thank God for a good and understanding team.i really enjoyed those times...singing,dancing,eating....i didn't get to eat my fav egg tarts this time round tho!!hmph!nvm...there'll always be a nxt time!hahaso..trip went liddat la..
the dance tt i did...even tho i've done tt dance so many times before...i dare say...tt day...it was the best!!i cld feel my heart giving it all to God!praise God!
My BIRTHDAY
many thanks to all who wore pink for me!i'm really touched!!even tho i didn't cry...thanks for making me feel so princessy!!and for finding me a prince..hahahahaha....was rather entertaining...everyone was sporting...and all in the name of fun.more to come during ABC yeah??i can't wait!!alright..i shall load pics up soon!gimme some time to recuperate!
so...let's talk bout...
KL MISSION TRIP
it was great!really..our faith was put to the test right from the beginning when matt and i came up with the list of pple who were supposed to go..down to the very last day of our trip.I thank God tt we trusted God...cos...the sunday sch session was really good...entertaining yet fun..and lessons were learnt.
Financial wise,we almost ran out of money...but everything worked out in the end.praise God!thank God for a good and understanding team.i really enjoyed those times...singing,dancing,eating....i didn't get to eat my fav egg tarts this time round tho!!hmph!nvm...there'll always be a nxt time!hahaso..trip went liddat la..
the dance tt i did...even tho i've done tt dance so many times before...i dare say...tt day...it was the best!!i cld feel my heart giving it all to God!praise God!
My BIRTHDAY
many thanks to all who wore pink for me!i'm really touched!!even tho i didn't cry...thanks for making me feel so princessy!!and for finding me a prince..hahahahaha....was rather entertaining...everyone was sporting...and all in the name of fun.more to come during ABC yeah??i can't wait!!alright..i shall load pics up soon!gimme some time to recuperate!
3 more days!!
yeah!!i'm turning 21 in 3 more days!!!
i was actually reflecting on my life a few days ago...know wat???i realised..tt i dun seem to have achieved anything at all..these 21yrs..haha...
bad at my studies...a failing business....lost good frens ...nv knew how to cherish friendships in the past..haiz...
wat have i achieved??a jack of all trades...but a master of none...
but nevertheless...i still thank God for my family and the frens tt are still here supporting me!thk u!!i love all of u!!really!!
and i believe,God's still in the midst of moulding the person he wants me to be!a Princess!!hahaha...no la no la...tt's beside the point.i'm excited to see what and who i'll be in time to come!!whee!!
my fam celebrated my bday today..it was nice...thanks daddy and mummy!for the treat,the necklace and the cake!and to my bros!i love all of u loads!!here's some pics!!
the cake!!from 4 leaves!yummy!
the lil bro who brings luffter to the fam!
i'm the rose among the thorns!hahaha...i love em all!!beloved bros!
well...they love me most!!*hUgz*
i like this shot taken by gideon.haha..i dun look FAT AT ALL!!whee!
i was actually reflecting on my life a few days ago...know wat???i realised..tt i dun seem to have achieved anything at all..these 21yrs..haha...
bad at my studies...a failing business....lost good frens ...nv knew how to cherish friendships in the past..haiz...
wat have i achieved??a jack of all trades...but a master of none...
but nevertheless...i still thank God for my family and the frens tt are still here supporting me!thk u!!i love all of u!!really!!
and i believe,God's still in the midst of moulding the person he wants me to be!a Princess!!hahaha...no la no la...tt's beside the point.i'm excited to see what and who i'll be in time to come!!whee!!
my fam celebrated my bday today..it was nice...thanks daddy and mummy!for the treat,the necklace and the cake!and to my bros!i love all of u loads!!here's some pics!!
the cake!!from 4 leaves!yummy!
the lil bro who brings luffter to the fam!
i'm the rose among the thorns!hahaha...i love em all!!beloved bros!
well...they love me most!!*hUgz*
i like this shot taken by gideon.haha..i dun look FAT AT ALL!!whee!
New Blog!!
i'm sorry u guys had to change the link...cos...well..let's just say..tt blog brought back many unpleasant memories..and i just wanted to start afresh.hence....this blog..isn't exactly publicised.
cried on sunday night again...i hope i wun cry over the same things anymore...it just keeps hanging there.i wanna move on...i believe God's restoring my emotional wounds too.i'm praying.yup...learning to just go to God.
thank you,once again,for taking the effort to re link me.appreciate it! :)
cried on sunday night again...i hope i wun cry over the same things anymore...it just keeps hanging there.i wanna move on...i believe God's restoring my emotional wounds too.i'm praying.yup...learning to just go to God.
thank you,once again,for taking the effort to re link me.appreciate it! :)
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