can u tell black from white?
can u differentiate between man and woman?

but can u sieve out the truth from a lie?

Down the Drain!

Brought the older folks for a fish farm tour....didn't expect they could be like kids...wandering from place to place...or simply just refusing to tag along because they were "forced" to join the tour by their bosses.haha..
But it was fun for me! Experienced my 1st un authentic, man made Long Kang fishing... It's quite addictive I must say and the fishes are so sharp and agile...catching them isn't a mean feat.

All in all, most of them were happy and that makes me happy too! =)
my manager wanted to take a shot of me to "prove" to pple that I was there..hahaha...

how often do u see me in such unglam position? hahaah

see hw many young ones we have? heh...

1 down

it's just Monday....but the week already started off so hectic....if i am this busy everyday...i'm sure i'm bound to lose some kilos from it.hahaha...what with all the hustle and bustle...skipping lunch....running ard.....losing sleep....i'll....be burnt out definitely! haha

every staff session is different...this time...the hall looked so packed...i was wondering if I had asked for too little chairs.....every session is a different experience...and it's always tough getting everything right. this time round...it was a nightmare because there were so many videos to be played...and some....from video had to quickly switch to songs...and stuff...i was really worried for some of the divisions....cos they really looked like they weren't prepared...but thank God all went well..

and as I'm learning to be a good emcee...i've come to realise....that every emcee has their own style of emceeing and 1 day...i'll have my own style too.But sometimes..the more u hear the same person emceeing, the more "sian" and bored you get...cos u already know what he/she is gonna say...it's just too predicatable..and no longer funny..

I hope tt i will not end up tt way either...haiz..

4 more days before the weekend! it's gonna be another long and hectic day tom....but...I can do it! 10 more days! ;)
A guest speaker for a change! Pastor was humourous....very entertaining...and i enjoyed some of his jokes! How did the caterpillar cross the river? haha...

If only every sermon we attended was this entertaining...but oh well...i've always gotta remember my roots no matter what. PUSH!

WHY



And if the vidoe does not remind you of how much God loves you....then I'm sure this does...

"For God so loved the world, that HE gave his ONE and ONLY SON, that whoever believes in him shall not perish...but have everlasting Life"

"Greater Love has no one than this,that he LAY DOWN his life for his friends"

ANd I've experienced so much of God's love for me! If you ever need a boost, reminder or encouragement...u know who to look for! ;)

When God Ran...



God's Love for us...is more than what we can ever imagine!

Heard this song when I was 13...sang it during TC back then....and this song...nv fails to remind me that no matter what I've done, God still loves me as his beloved child.


Lyrics
Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run

CHORUS:
Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran

The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run

And then He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as He brought me to my knees
When God ran – I saw Him run to me

BRIDGE:
I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day

I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again

He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”, He called me Son
He said, “Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me and then I ran to Him
When God ran

Mission Trip

Philippines in less than 13days' time! I'm looking forward to meeting my old friends and catching up on the good ol' times.....yet.....the responsibilities I have to bear this trip round is gonna be really different...

I used to be the youngest....whenever I go philippines...now i have to be the "jie jie" of the group which means more stuff to prepare for and....which reminds me...I have yet to prepare alot of it. Guess I'll have to try and prepare them as much as I can this coming week. But with 4 days of classes, 25km run on sat followed by bday dinner celebration with my awesome 3 good frens....and lunch on sunday with the fam...I realy wonder if i can make it.

On top of tt, work's pretty hectic this week. Seems like it's murphy's law! one come all come...1 dun come...all dun come! And I still have my assignment to prepare and revision to do. Plus FTT's round the corner too....oh God! Help me!

Nevertheless...i'm looking fwd to the short break I'm gonna get. Wonder how L- Mar looks like now.heh...shall find out in 14-15days' time!

TGI.....F!!

Thank you...for turning a hectic, frustrating and worrying Friday into a happy, pleasant surprise....after a terrible day of worrying and working till late...ur presence made a WHOLE LOT of difference!







So thank you.....for putting a smile on my face....and u always (well...not really all the time but....) seem to know....when u need to make me happy. (L)! :)

Tonight....will be a good good night!

*Love...is like war..Easy to start, hard to end and impossible to forget. And when it's time to let go....I know....it's gonna be tough....

Spoilt? Blessed?

Yesterday felt like a dream.....I know u're just waiting for me to blog this out...hehe......and i shall blog it out because i wanted to anyway....

Short few seconds....but what a difference it made to my night....,my sleep...and my morning...thk u for ur lil surprise.....IRCWTSU! hehe.....

and all the promises you made to me....(K)! ;)

And on a separate note....bro waited and picked me up from sch after his bday dinner with his beloved! haha......thanks for waiting and for sending me home first. Really made alot of difference after a tiring day.....and not have to squeeze with the nv ending crowd in the train...or waiting for the bus..... at least my knees can rest and i dun have to walk such a long distance! thks bro! and EL for waiting with him and all! :)

Bestie and I love this song....for now.heh


from 3 months....to the lil surprise...to a month...and now....16 days...or 15 days to be exact. I'm looking fwd to that day......yet....it means the month is coming to an end...and there'll be nothing to look fwd to after tt...i know..there's nv gonna be an ending....neither will we have a beginning...but i'm cherishing every moment now! and i dun care what other pple say...or how others will judge me. this is my space..and i'm glad i nv publicise this space. =)
I know you'll read this....and...... I just wanna say....thk u! ;)



seeing me at my ugliest....my most retarded....my angriest moments....thk you...for still loving me for who i am. there's more expressions you've yet to see...but.....u'll have the chance..dun worry!


thank you for always trying to make me smile...whether it's because you enjoy seeing my smile...or times when you just wan me to be happy....thk you...for always trying.

ILU and ICWTSU! go figure tt! hahaha...i shall decode for u on msn!

bollywood










Bollywood was the theme. As usual, the couple looked good....I'm honoured to be one of the invited guests. 16 tables was all they had. And I was seated right at the front. Thanks to Mama Shu who was their emcee. It was really unusual, different yet relaxed wedding.
Congrats to the couple! Stay loving always! =)

Lil Miss Spoilt Brat

I remember when i was younger...whenever I fell sick, i'll always have the privilege of staying at home to rest and recuperate. Even with the previous company....I nv had to take any MCs because I was too healthy.

But now, even the slightest flu and cough can make me feel so weak that I wish I can take the easy way out and ask for an MC. but to do tt, seems so princessy and weak. And i refuse to ask for any MCs. And it got me thinking back to days when I was younger. I remember how in the past, no matter how hard I tried to fall sick, I could nv even reach te minimal cough or flu. And no matter how late I slept, I still had the energy to go about doing my stuff the very next day.

But now...I'm so weak that I fall sick so easily...Mum noticed it too and pointed out tt i cld be due to the lack of hours I get to really rest and have a good sleep. Guess this is all part and parcel of growing up and I just have to really be strong and try to focus at work no matter how weak I am... oh well....3 more days before the weekend comes! Thank God...no plans for the weekend! Which means...a whole saturday spent sleeping!

Happy? Mother's Day

As they sang this in church today, flashed pictures of the youngsters with their mums....and played a video on what they think of their mummies....i couldn't help but tear....

I've come to realised...that every Mother's Day is an emotional day for me. This year seems more emo den ever...could it be the fact tt I'm older, more mature and I start to learn to appreciate the people around me? What would I have become if Mummy was still here with me?

To my dearest mum, Happy Mother's Day. Altho it was a short 9 years spent with you, the memories were good enuff to make me think of you each and everyday...Thanks for being the BEST mum anyone cld have....I'm proud to be your lil princess and I really realy miss u. Can't wait to join you someday up there. =) You'll always have a special place in my heart and noone can replace tt!

Just for you!

Because YOU asked.....so...here's a quick update! ;)


had dinner sometime back with B&R....and the place we went had a power shutdown! gosh! thank God it was rectified and we didn't have to consider a 2nd alternative when we almost wanted to.

my 2 darlings....can't wait to meet up with them to celebrate the day i turn a quarter of a century....they NV fail to rmb my bday after tt 1 fine day...ahha






den i played lamppost.....and we started playing with lights literally!


my twin! looking different tt evening!

20more days! IRMUUUUUUUUUUU!