I've so many photos to upload...but abit lazy...

Yeah~~I've gotten out of my emoness! haha... L..I know u're reading this.... HAPPY FOOD WORKED!! i had some during my training today...heh...

And prolly cos I have a few holidays coming up, I'm EXCITED!! it's Bangkok for MORE SHOPPING this weekend....and cameron highlands with the family next month.

Mun and I will prolly squeeze in some time to head to Malacca as well.

Planning for D&D has been pretty smooth...thus far.. *crossing fingers* Praying hard that the Finance Director will increase our budget.

Tt's all for now!! :D

EMO EMO-ing

I've been damn emo of late....i seriously dunno why man.usually the emoness will go off after awhile...

but it's been far too long....wat's wrong with me? I need to get out of this stage and not be EMO!!

Thank You!

i finally passed my BTT!!hahahaha....like FINALLY!!!

Thanks to my cousin J, who gave me a link tt allows me to practice those questions, answering them today was a breeze altho there were some questions tt were not in those links.

Gotta thank K as well....for always driving me to the centre for the tests and waiting for me...and times when i needed a lift back. But too bad, K's just like a supportive fren to me. =)

I'm just really glad tt stage 1 is finally over and i can move on to the next level!!

Wish me luck!woohooo!!

I'm still trying to move on from there....yet...it's still so tough. FUnny how we were nv together, yet, the friendship's so strong..I dunno how long it'll take me to really not think of you this way. But i'm gla,d we're still really good frens.

Is God playing a joke on me?

strong headed

certain lessons in life that I just nv seem to learn. it's my stubborness and the unwillingness to let go tt I'm still stuck here.

haha....when oh when....will I finally listen to God and do as he says?

His strength is definitely made perfect when I am weak. All tt i CLING to, I SHLD lay them down at his feet. BUT yet, sometimes.....u dunno whether u can just lay it down completely...

Can I still trust Him in those certain areas?

Love-Hate?

I know i've not been uploading pics.....been a lil too lazy....but my pics are all in FB tho....So you may check it out there!

Just completed the GE10k a couple of weeks ago....it was a really good run...altho me and zp did slacked a lil and decided to walk for 1km!hahaah.... on the 9.5thkm, there was this lady who was sitting down and screaming in pain,even tho the medics were there to tending to her already. And it occurred to me how vulnerable 1 may be, no matter how sporty you are, or what a health freak you may be. Anything can happen.

And I learnt to thank God for the state I am in, for always protecting me every time i take part in such marathons, I know His hand is upon me and my gfs who nv train for the event.

On a side note, life have been really really good. Not much events this month, but preparing my calendar of events for 2010, planning new activities as well as to get this yr's AD&D over and done with. Date has been changed.....(yet again) but I'm not complaining....everyday's a lesson learnt, and the continuous opportunity to learn and grow here. I'm Contented. =)

Am starting to serve in the YM soon....the spirit's willing but the flesh is still weak. Guess....i shld PROCRASTINATE no more!!

1 more down!

the students came today....this time, this group is more vocal, outspoken, sociable and mischievous! haha....but it was a joy seeing them having fun and feeling excited bout joining us in future as well as tt chance to be able to explore something tt they've always learnt in school.

Project is under my mgr..altho there were some lasr min screw ups....i wld say it was yet again, another successful event organised. As we get used to the ups and downs of our jobscope...boss and I are getting better at what we are supposed to excel in. Next up...will be my final big event for the year....the Annual Dinner and Dance...a theme I'm not exactly excited about, but i'll definitely try my best to end this year with 5 stars for myself!

Excellence at work....and looking forward to more nxt year.

3 more holidays before I say goodbye to 2009 and I'm definitely looking forward to these long awaited breaks....it's been a good year...and I look forward to 2010.

mismatched was the theme this time. My 1st self initiated theme...emceeing was a breeze....glad the guests were entertained....and 1 of the easiest theme to work with.

Oh....if every theme cld work out this way. Theme for the next quarter has been set and decided! I'm looking forward to the CULTURE!

Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see....

God is faithful even when we are faithless. :)

Not a girl...not yet a woman...

Looking back, I remember how i always used this as an excuse to make mistakes...and how i'll blame anything, anyone but myself for the wrongs i've done...and Pride got in the way, thinking that I had the answers to everything...but now I know, life doesn't always go my way. There are times when you'll struggle between being who you are or changing the way you are for the better.

Many experiences, disciplines and wat have you, I'll nv fail to attribute it to God and thru all these years, he has disciplined me, break me where Pride had gotten in my way and all these...I know...is for the better.

And as you start working, it's no longer what you want and you don't always get it your way. At work, noone is there to defend you or protect you, you are on your own fending yourself...a time to stand up and face up to these all on your own.

But when 1 choose not to change for the better, and still believes he/she still has the right of way, I do agree with my Dir that it will just bring this person down, and he/she will nv go far. That will only be a person's downfall.

As time goes by, i know I am slowly becoming a woman....and sometimes,I wonder how i'll be like, what I'll be doing 10yrs down the road...20yrs down the rd etc...

We just had the final phase of community programme with this old folk's home on Friday and I started to think...alot...again...

Like how did these elderly folks look like when they were younger....what kinda person were they and how it's so encouraging to see that despite they disabilities at this age, they can still remain so joyful and stuff. It's a choice. You choose the kinda life you wanna lead.

If you ask me now, I am afraid of growing old. But at every stage in life, Lord, I'm gonna choose to praise u!