I dun wanna think about it.....but my heart just feels so down everytime i think abt it. Not the least bit of effort.....and the sentence that hurt me so much. This is how much you treasure everything....when will you finally take the initiative?

Is the C and your B all tt matters to u? It sure seems like it's just numbers. After putting in so much effort into doing so much...I've learnt that I shld not even bother. All I am to you is prolly just your manager and secretary. You're just a pathetic boy who'll nv grow up.Not career minded but expects to be rich....want to buy something you cannot afford and I have to suffer with you.

I don't know..but i really dun think we're meant to be. I really want a man after God's heart....but all the excuses u give in not going with me.....just pains me so much. Do i really want to cling onto it? And at the end of that day, what if it does not happen?