I suddenly feel so empty...feels as if something's missing...lacking thereof...
wat issit??issit the thought of tt person???or meeting up with em..hanging ard them...now feels so different...issit gonna be just memories tt's left?
why was i so impulsive...why didn't i think of the consequences before i reacted...sigh...was i really to be blamed?but it wasn't a one sided thing....sheesh...maybe it was a lesson God wanted me to go thru..it sure taught me a lot...expensive lessons i guess...and now,all i can do...is to let time heal all our wounds...building up trust isn't gonna be as easy as ever...
haiz...i really miss those days hanging out...luffing...taking pictures...and doing stupid things...why do we always have to grow up..
Frustrating!
2-3 weeks ago...i was so excited bout quitting my job...and looking forward to a new job...
but...today...i feel frustrated...lost...confused...
do i really want a retail job?Will i be able to survive?issit worth it? Will the efforts pay off?
or shld i just settle for a 9-5 job...get a stable income...and settle down?
haiz..i'm so tired of venturing...i'm so tired..of switching jobs...where does God want me to be exactly? I'm feeling so lost...and praying really hard tt he'll just show me the ways..SOON! I'm seriously trying to stall for time now...sheesh...pls pray for me! God seems so far now..even tho i know he's just beside me...all along...
but...today...i feel frustrated...lost...confused...
do i really want a retail job?Will i be able to survive?issit worth it? Will the efforts pay off?
or shld i just settle for a 9-5 job...get a stable income...and settle down?
haiz..i'm so tired of venturing...i'm so tired..of switching jobs...where does God want me to be exactly? I'm feeling so lost...and praying really hard tt he'll just show me the ways..SOON! I'm seriously trying to stall for time now...sheesh...pls pray for me! God seems so far now..even tho i know he's just beside me...all along...
This week has been a week of just doing nothing,staying at home all day long...and watching vcds...yup.i just finished watching Full House.
haha..and i've come to conclude that Korean dramas aren't tt interesting after all.Most of those i've watched...always end the same...or..the plot..is more or less there..
Female and Male...gotta get married to each other without a choice....they are at loggerheads initially..den the female,as a wife..start to be submisive,does the stuff a wife gotta do...and begins to fall for the male...male starts falling for female after she admits it...male has got EGO..so dun wanna admit yet...PRIDE!argh!!
and in between all these...there's always the 3rd and 4th party...where some guy will wanna protect the female lead..and den there's the other woman who tries all means and ways to break the couple...and in the end,gives up..and ends up good frens with the couple.
Man!can't they come up with something better??
haha...anyway...after 1 week of staying at home and not doing any work,i'm finally sick of staying at home..and wanna go out!!woohoo!!yes!finally got this feeling..so..nxt week's activities are definitely gonna be very pack!yay!!
haha..and i've come to conclude that Korean dramas aren't tt interesting after all.Most of those i've watched...always end the same...or..the plot..is more or less there..
Female and Male...gotta get married to each other without a choice....they are at loggerheads initially..den the female,as a wife..start to be submisive,does the stuff a wife gotta do...and begins to fall for the male...male starts falling for female after she admits it...male has got EGO..so dun wanna admit yet...PRIDE!argh!!
and in between all these...there's always the 3rd and 4th party...where some guy will wanna protect the female lead..and den there's the other woman who tries all means and ways to break the couple...and in the end,gives up..and ends up good frens with the couple.
Man!can't they come up with something better??
haha...anyway...after 1 week of staying at home and not doing any work,i'm finally sick of staying at home..and wanna go out!!woohoo!!yes!finally got this feeling..so..nxt week's activities are definitely gonna be very pack!yay!!
AGain!!
I've just resigned from my job on monday. It was a very sudden and shocking news to my boss as well as my colleagues as noone expected me to resign. I seemed so positive, so persistent and so confident tt i'll not quit.
But i've been facing many problems and i was praying..When it was time to move on, God simply just opened doors for me. It's amazing..although sometimes,i do feel tired, having to keep changing jobs and starting in a new environment. I've asked God before...when will it stop. But well..he knows what's best for me..and i just gotta keep trusting in Him for directions in my life. He knows what's best for me.
And so..yes!i'll be joining bods.bodynits. I'm looking forward to going back to where i belong.. Retail, fashion.tt's me!
It's sad to leave because i've made many wonderful frens in Jeregon International, but also,alot have left abt the same time as i am.so...haha..tt's fine.heh...
So what am i doing with my holiday now?
well...i've been shopping!yes!shopping...went to bugis,went to orchard and even shopped at my own erhem shop!haha...so..yeah..took out all my clothes to stock take,and take pics so tt agnes or anyone of you can help to spread the word around,so i can clear them as fast as i can.and i'm also helping grace upload contents into her shop's online shopping cart.
there goes my rest man.as always,i nv seem to get time off for myself.i hope i do get enough rest before i start a new job again.else,i'll nv be refreshed.
But i've been facing many problems and i was praying..When it was time to move on, God simply just opened doors for me. It's amazing..although sometimes,i do feel tired, having to keep changing jobs and starting in a new environment. I've asked God before...when will it stop. But well..he knows what's best for me..and i just gotta keep trusting in Him for directions in my life. He knows what's best for me.
And so..yes!i'll be joining bods.bodynits. I'm looking forward to going back to where i belong.. Retail, fashion.tt's me!
It's sad to leave because i've made many wonderful frens in Jeregon International, but also,alot have left abt the same time as i am.so...haha..tt's fine.heh...
So what am i doing with my holiday now?
well...i've been shopping!yes!shopping...went to bugis,went to orchard and even shopped at my own erhem shop!haha...so..yeah..took out all my clothes to stock take,and take pics so tt agnes or anyone of you can help to spread the word around,so i can clear them as fast as i can.and i'm also helping grace upload contents into her shop's online shopping cart.
there goes my rest man.as always,i nv seem to get time off for myself.i hope i do get enough rest before i start a new job again.else,i'll nv be refreshed.
Evangelistic Outreach
praise God!! i've been used in the fields....always doing things associated to evangelism.and i'm glad for the opportunities and the channels God has used me in.
Today's cantonese outreach was so wonderful..seeing these old pple accept Christ is just...PRICELESS!
okie...as for me...hahaha....i'm quitting my job this week!woohoo!it means i'll have more time for myself soon!yes!and more time to meet up with my frens!!
Today's cantonese outreach was so wonderful..seeing these old pple accept Christ is just...PRICELESS!
okie...as for me...hahaha....i'm quitting my job this week!woohoo!it means i'll have more time for myself soon!yes!and more time to meet up with my frens!!
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