It feels not too long ago that I was celebrating my 21st bday. But as I reflect and count the years...tt 21st happened in 2006. And now, I'm in the midst of transitting to the New Year, reaching a quarter of a century.
I still feel like an 18yr old at times, being the youngest in the dept sure has its privileges and I'm glad that will still continue until they decide to expand the dept. haha...
2009 has been an eventful year, a year where I really went thru hard lessons in life, character development, stages where I know I have to learn to submit in order to grow.
Nevertheless, it's been a great year and I definitely thank God for the good and bad times.
Let's see....there are just countless stuff to be thankful for...and I know there will be even more blessings to count in 2010.
As the year comes to an end, 帮我忘记你好吗?Movin on...2010....i'm READY FOR YOU!!!
Peek tures
slow it down...make it STOP! or else my heart is going to POP!!
Hiaks!!!!!!! at the end of the day..my blog is still the place for me to rant, vent and just express any form of expression i can't contain when I choose not to share it out yet. muahahhahah...
AD&D's just round the corner. Freaking nervous. Nv attended any D&Ds before and here i am...organising 1! And my mgr...isn't of much advise. haha..giving me all the wrong info...The pressure to ensure everyone has fun tt night's on me...my career depends on this. It's either a make it or break it. Everyday, thinking of the date sets butterflies fluttering in my stomach.
Can I achieve another success like how God has always pulled me thru everything??
Hiaks!!!!!!! at the end of the day..my blog is still the place for me to rant, vent and just express any form of expression i can't contain when I choose not to share it out yet. muahahhahah...
AD&D's just round the corner. Freaking nervous. Nv attended any D&Ds before and here i am...organising 1! And my mgr...isn't of much advise. haha..giving me all the wrong info...The pressure to ensure everyone has fun tt night's on me...my career depends on this. It's either a make it or break it. Everyday, thinking of the date sets butterflies fluttering in my stomach.
Can I achieve another success like how God has always pulled me thru everything??
Long Hiatus..
I konw i've not been blogging for awhile. Been too lazy and tired after work to do anything...
Let's see....I came back rom BKK a few weeks ago....as usual...trip was good. Made about 4suits and an extra black skirt. Bought tons of clothes and accessories back and now...my room is literally flooded with clothes. I seriously need to clear my stuff man. I can open a shop with my room.haha....
And 2 days after I came back, I was down with Gastric flu...it was a relief actually, cos i got to really sleep and rest at home. Initially, I tot i was suffering from indigestion as I did not vomit at all till I reached home ard 3pm and there was no diarrhoea. The doc actually tot I was pregnant! I wld have become Virgin Mary den.hahahaha.....so thank God for the rest. 3 days later...i took part in the Stan Chart Marathon..
My 1st Half Marathon. Alot of pple said my timing was not bad...but I tot I cld have done better if I had not fallen ill prior to the event,i prolly wld have more strength. Haha....but in honesty, I didn't train at all. oops!
But the good thing tt came out of it is that my appetite have shrunk!!woohooo!! so it sure helps in my diet regime and weight loss resolution. haha..
Been meeting up alot of frens and stuff...yet...lotsa last min disappointments as well...BOO!
Shall upload with some pics soon!
Let's see....I came back rom BKK a few weeks ago....as usual...trip was good. Made about 4suits and an extra black skirt. Bought tons of clothes and accessories back and now...my room is literally flooded with clothes. I seriously need to clear my stuff man. I can open a shop with my room.haha....
And 2 days after I came back, I was down with Gastric flu...it was a relief actually, cos i got to really sleep and rest at home. Initially, I tot i was suffering from indigestion as I did not vomit at all till I reached home ard 3pm and there was no diarrhoea. The doc actually tot I was pregnant! I wld have become Virgin Mary den.hahahaha.....so thank God for the rest. 3 days later...i took part in the Stan Chart Marathon..
My 1st Half Marathon. Alot of pple said my timing was not bad...but I tot I cld have done better if I had not fallen ill prior to the event,i prolly wld have more strength. Haha....but in honesty, I didn't train at all. oops!
But the good thing tt came out of it is that my appetite have shrunk!!woohooo!! so it sure helps in my diet regime and weight loss resolution. haha..
Been meeting up alot of frens and stuff...yet...lotsa last min disappointments as well...BOO!
Shall upload with some pics soon!
I've so many photos to upload...but abit lazy...
Yeah~~I've gotten out of my emoness! haha... L..I know u're reading this.... HAPPY FOOD WORKED!! i had some during my training today...heh...
And prolly cos I have a few holidays coming up, I'm EXCITED!! it's Bangkok for MORE SHOPPING this weekend....and cameron highlands with the family next month.
Mun and I will prolly squeeze in some time to head to Malacca as well.
Planning for D&D has been pretty smooth...thus far.. *crossing fingers* Praying hard that the Finance Director will increase our budget.
Tt's all for now!! :D

Yeah~~I've gotten out of my emoness! haha... L..I know u're reading this.... HAPPY FOOD WORKED!! i had some during my training today...heh...
And prolly cos I have a few holidays coming up, I'm EXCITED!! it's Bangkok for MORE SHOPPING this weekend....and cameron highlands with the family next month.
Mun and I will prolly squeeze in some time to head to Malacca as well.
Planning for D&D has been pretty smooth...thus far.. *crossing fingers* Praying hard that the Finance Director will increase our budget.
Tt's all for now!! :D
EMO EMO-ing
I've been damn emo of late....i seriously dunno why man.usually the emoness will go off after awhile...
but it's been far too long....wat's wrong with me? I need to get out of this stage and not be EMO!!
but it's been far too long....wat's wrong with me? I need to get out of this stage and not be EMO!!
Thank You!
i finally passed my BTT!!hahahaha....like FINALLY!!!
Thanks to my cousin J, who gave me a link tt allows me to practice those questions, answering them today was a breeze altho there were some questions tt were not in those links.
Gotta thank K as well....for always driving me to the centre for the tests and waiting for me...and times when i needed a lift back. But too bad, K's just like a supportive fren to me. =)
I'm just really glad tt stage 1 is finally over and i can move on to the next level!!
Wish me luck!woohooo!!
Thanks to my cousin J, who gave me a link tt allows me to practice those questions, answering them today was a breeze altho there were some questions tt were not in those links.
Gotta thank K as well....for always driving me to the centre for the tests and waiting for me...and times when i needed a lift back. But too bad, K's just like a supportive fren to me. =)
I'm just really glad tt stage 1 is finally over and i can move on to the next level!!
Wish me luck!woohooo!!
strong headed
certain lessons in life that I just nv seem to learn. it's my stubborness and the unwillingness to let go tt I'm still stuck here.
haha....when oh when....will I finally listen to God and do as he says?
His strength is definitely made perfect when I am weak. All tt i CLING to, I SHLD lay them down at his feet. BUT yet, sometimes.....u dunno whether u can just lay it down completely...
Can I still trust Him in those certain areas?
haha....when oh when....will I finally listen to God and do as he says?
His strength is definitely made perfect when I am weak. All tt i CLING to, I SHLD lay them down at his feet. BUT yet, sometimes.....u dunno whether u can just lay it down completely...
Can I still trust Him in those certain areas?
Love-Hate?
I know i've not been uploading pics.....been a lil too lazy....but my pics are all in FB tho....So you may check it out there!
Just completed the GE10k a couple of weeks ago....it was a really good run...altho me and zp did slacked a lil and decided to walk for 1km!hahaah.... on the 9.5thkm, there was this lady who was sitting down and screaming in pain,even tho the medics were there to tending to her already. And it occurred to me how vulnerable 1 may be, no matter how sporty you are, or what a health freak you may be. Anything can happen.
And I learnt to thank God for the state I am in, for always protecting me every time i take part in such marathons, I know His hand is upon me and my gfs who nv train for the event.
On a side note, life have been really really good. Not much events this month, but preparing my calendar of events for 2010, planning new activities as well as to get this yr's AD&D over and done with. Date has been changed.....(yet again) but I'm not complaining....everyday's a lesson learnt, and the continuous opportunity to learn and grow here. I'm Contented. =)
Am starting to serve in the YM soon....the spirit's willing but the flesh is still weak. Guess....i shld PROCRASTINATE no more!!
Just completed the GE10k a couple of weeks ago....it was a really good run...altho me and zp did slacked a lil and decided to walk for 1km!hahaah.... on the 9.5thkm, there was this lady who was sitting down and screaming in pain,even tho the medics were there to tending to her already. And it occurred to me how vulnerable 1 may be, no matter how sporty you are, or what a health freak you may be. Anything can happen.
And I learnt to thank God for the state I am in, for always protecting me every time i take part in such marathons, I know His hand is upon me and my gfs who nv train for the event.
On a side note, life have been really really good. Not much events this month, but preparing my calendar of events for 2010, planning new activities as well as to get this yr's AD&D over and done with. Date has been changed.....(yet again) but I'm not complaining....everyday's a lesson learnt, and the continuous opportunity to learn and grow here. I'm Contented. =)
Am starting to serve in the YM soon....the spirit's willing but the flesh is still weak. Guess....i shld PROCRASTINATE no more!!
1 more down!
the students came today....this time, this group is more vocal, outspoken, sociable and mischievous! haha....but it was a joy seeing them having fun and feeling excited bout joining us in future as well as tt chance to be able to explore something tt they've always learnt in school.
Project is under my mgr..altho there were some lasr min screw ups....i wld say it was yet again, another successful event organised. As we get used to the ups and downs of our jobscope...boss and I are getting better at what we are supposed to excel in. Next up...will be my final big event for the year....the Annual Dinner and Dance...a theme I'm not exactly excited about, but i'll definitely try my best to end this year with 5 stars for myself!
Excellence at work....and looking forward to more nxt year.
3 more holidays before I say goodbye to 2009 and I'm definitely looking forward to these long awaited breaks....it's been a good year...and I look forward to 2010.
Project is under my mgr..altho there were some lasr min screw ups....i wld say it was yet again, another successful event organised. As we get used to the ups and downs of our jobscope...boss and I are getting better at what we are supposed to excel in. Next up...will be my final big event for the year....the Annual Dinner and Dance...a theme I'm not exactly excited about, but i'll definitely try my best to end this year with 5 stars for myself!
Excellence at work....and looking forward to more nxt year.
3 more holidays before I say goodbye to 2009 and I'm definitely looking forward to these long awaited breaks....it's been a good year...and I look forward to 2010.
Not a girl...not yet a woman...
Looking back, I remember how i always used this as an excuse to make mistakes...and how i'll blame anything, anyone but myself for the wrongs i've done...and Pride got in the way, thinking that I had the answers to everything...but now I know, life doesn't always go my way. There are times when you'll struggle between being who you are or changing the way you are for the better.
Many experiences, disciplines and wat have you, I'll nv fail to attribute it to God and thru all these years, he has disciplined me, break me where Pride had gotten in my way and all these...I know...is for the better.
And as you start working, it's no longer what you want and you don't always get it your way. At work, noone is there to defend you or protect you, you are on your own fending yourself...a time to stand up and face up to these all on your own.
But when 1 choose not to change for the better, and still believes he/she still has the right of way, I do agree with my Dir that it will just bring this person down, and he/she will nv go far. That will only be a person's downfall.
As time goes by, i know I am slowly becoming a woman....and sometimes,I wonder how i'll be like, what I'll be doing 10yrs down the road...20yrs down the rd etc...
We just had the final phase of community programme with this old folk's home on Friday and I started to think...alot...again...
Like how did these elderly folks look like when they were younger....what kinda person were they and how it's so encouraging to see that despite they disabilities at this age, they can still remain so joyful and stuff. It's a choice. You choose the kinda life you wanna lead.
If you ask me now, I am afraid of growing old. But at every stage in life, Lord, I'm gonna choose to praise u!
Many experiences, disciplines and wat have you, I'll nv fail to attribute it to God and thru all these years, he has disciplined me, break me where Pride had gotten in my way and all these...I know...is for the better.
And as you start working, it's no longer what you want and you don't always get it your way. At work, noone is there to defend you or protect you, you are on your own fending yourself...a time to stand up and face up to these all on your own.
But when 1 choose not to change for the better, and still believes he/she still has the right of way, I do agree with my Dir that it will just bring this person down, and he/she will nv go far. That will only be a person's downfall.
As time goes by, i know I am slowly becoming a woman....and sometimes,I wonder how i'll be like, what I'll be doing 10yrs down the road...20yrs down the rd etc...
We just had the final phase of community programme with this old folk's home on Friday and I started to think...alot...again...
Like how did these elderly folks look like when they were younger....what kinda person were they and how it's so encouraging to see that despite they disabilities at this age, they can still remain so joyful and stuff. It's a choice. You choose the kinda life you wanna lead.
If you ask me now, I am afraid of growing old. But at every stage in life, Lord, I'm gonna choose to praise u!
All in a day...
early in the morning, i received a really heart warming sms....warmed enuff to make my day smile..
and late in the afternoon...i was given a very nice surprising news by my director....and tt pc of gd news has reaffirmed me of my progression and performance at work.that heart to heart talk was really good and i got to know her even better thru that short time spent.A short time of sharing, yet there was so much i cld learn from....and I'm glad. this is prolly where i'll be staying for a long time....I wldn't mind signing a bond just to further my studies.
in the evening...jog was good...managed to do 7 ytd...and today...shortened the timing so i can let the body rest.
late at night....found out my filipino boy had met with an accident last yr...and there i was being so selfish,thinking tt he was out to cheat me again only to find out he had met with an accident.sigh...i feel so guilty now....no matter what,he's still this special fren tt i'll nv forget.the memories of hanging out with him and the guys when i first went philippines...when we first got distracted by the moth while the pastor was speaking...and how the moth was the ultimate ice breakers between the filipinos and sporeans....and how all of u started chasing me ard with tt moth cos i was so horrified by it...they were damn good memories...time flies...it's been 7yrs...since tt first trip over. and i do hope u're fine....and u still remember me as tt special girl...
i hope you're doing well and u're happy..i'll be looking fwd to visiting u guys again...nxt yr.wait for me!
and late in the afternoon...i was given a very nice surprising news by my director....and tt pc of gd news has reaffirmed me of my progression and performance at work.that heart to heart talk was really good and i got to know her even better thru that short time spent.A short time of sharing, yet there was so much i cld learn from....and I'm glad. this is prolly where i'll be staying for a long time....I wldn't mind signing a bond just to further my studies.
in the evening...jog was good...managed to do 7 ytd...and today...shortened the timing so i can let the body rest.
late at night....found out my filipino boy had met with an accident last yr...and there i was being so selfish,thinking tt he was out to cheat me again only to find out he had met with an accident.sigh...i feel so guilty now....no matter what,he's still this special fren tt i'll nv forget.the memories of hanging out with him and the guys when i first went philippines...when we first got distracted by the moth while the pastor was speaking...and how the moth was the ultimate ice breakers between the filipinos and sporeans....and how all of u started chasing me ard with tt moth cos i was so horrified by it...they were damn good memories...time flies...it's been 7yrs...since tt first trip over. and i do hope u're fine....and u still remember me as tt special girl...
i hope you're doing well and u're happy..i'll be looking fwd to visiting u guys again...nxt yr.wait for me!
getting used...
all i need is time...to get u out of my mind..
the only 2 who cld make me feel this way...
them who cld make me shed unwanted,uncalled for tears..
them who left great memories tt made me smile.
HBY to you...
I'm sure you had a great time of celebration...
you've been a really great fren to me and I know it'll always stay tt way.
Those days hanging out and laughing and chilling were the best days and I look forward to the many more to come...even if we're just frens. :)
the only 2 who cld make me feel this way...
them who cld make me shed unwanted,uncalled for tears..
them who left great memories tt made me smile.
HBY to you...
I'm sure you had a great time of celebration...
you've been a really great fren to me and I know it'll always stay tt way.
Those days hanging out and laughing and chilling were the best days and I look forward to the many more to come...even if we're just frens. :)
Positive Attitude
I am HAPPY happy HApPy hApPy super duper happpy!!
Just yesterday i was really down and almost close to tears when I felt as if my pride and ego had been burst. Yet out of this discouragement came many words of encouragement from 1 of my closest colleague, smses from good frens and a hug from this colleague whom we regard as our mum.
And out of this, I've learnt to see things from another angle, from a perspective I would never have seen it from and I've learnt to be strong and mature from this situation.
The ultimate lesson learnt, is to always stay happy and positive. Cos whereever you go, whatever you do, it's the ATTITUDE that matters!
Just yesterday i was really down and almost close to tears when I felt as if my pride and ego had been burst. Yet out of this discouragement came many words of encouragement from 1 of my closest colleague, smses from good frens and a hug from this colleague whom we regard as our mum.
And out of this, I've learnt to see things from another angle, from a perspective I would never have seen it from and I've learnt to be strong and mature from this situation.
The ultimate lesson learnt, is to always stay happy and positive. Cos whereever you go, whatever you do, it's the ATTITUDE that matters!
Pride & Joy
Just came back from this dinner fellowship with the Church elders and mentors...and i must say....i am filled with pride as introductions were made.
The 1st person tt makes me proud...is my DADDY!!! having worked 2decades full time in church, dad made it into the elder board and he's the youngest amongst the 7. And daddy's hardwork and efforts are not in vain..and i am filled with pride whenever i hear comments about daddy. Altho growing up as a pastor's kid isn't always smooth sailing....and the pressures that not every PK can accept,i really am proud of dad's contributions as well as his obedience in listening to God. even when he was being put thru a very painful test, Dad nv strayed away but remain faithful in God.
and of cos...the other person i can be proud of is elder bro.tho we're only 2yrs apart....bro is so different from me and my 2 younger bros. He is indeed the elder bro always setting a good example....setting benchmarks tt we can nv meet up to. Altho there were times when i felt bitter and envious of how he is being respected and favoured whenever he is and how he always excels in watever he does, he is this big brother that i know i can always be proud of.And he is the exact replica of daddy.
I'm just thankful to have such a wonderful family even tho the growing up years were painful and trying....but the Lord has shown us his graciousness and how he loves us all.
I am definitely glad that God is using me in a mighty and different way and i do pray that in time to come,i can be a good example to my younger bros too.
The 1st person tt makes me proud...is my DADDY!!! having worked 2decades full time in church, dad made it into the elder board and he's the youngest amongst the 7. And daddy's hardwork and efforts are not in vain..and i am filled with pride whenever i hear comments about daddy. Altho growing up as a pastor's kid isn't always smooth sailing....and the pressures that not every PK can accept,i really am proud of dad's contributions as well as his obedience in listening to God. even when he was being put thru a very painful test, Dad nv strayed away but remain faithful in God.
and of cos...the other person i can be proud of is elder bro.tho we're only 2yrs apart....bro is so different from me and my 2 younger bros. He is indeed the elder bro always setting a good example....setting benchmarks tt we can nv meet up to. Altho there were times when i felt bitter and envious of how he is being respected and favoured whenever he is and how he always excels in watever he does, he is this big brother that i know i can always be proud of.And he is the exact replica of daddy.
I'm just thankful to have such a wonderful family even tho the growing up years were painful and trying....but the Lord has shown us his graciousness and how he loves us all.
I am definitely glad that God is using me in a mighty and different way and i do pray that in time to come,i can be a good example to my younger bros too.
5.0.0. Days...of...S.u.M.M.E.R
just went to catch this show in the evening...late night show actually.....well.....i won't say it's a WOW show....but i guess some gals (like me) definitely can relate to how Summer felt...bout being attached and getting tied down.it sure is a scary thing...but at the end of the day...we still are happy if we do meet our "soul" mate and get married.
Interesting show with interesting humour.....go catch the show for the humour i guess...
Interesting show with interesting humour.....go catch the show for the humour i guess...
Catching up over a nice hot meal
B & R Buds
they who stood by me when something happened between my very best frens and still kept by me till now.
And they who have also become my jogging khakis, taking part in runs together. All thanks to....YOURS TRULY!haha
10.10.09
Today....marks mummy's special day.she wld have turned 52 if she was still here...
so here's wishing you Happy Birthday Mum!! i hope you're enjoying ur time up there, singing, praising God and simply just enjoying the company of Jesus.
Will you still remember us when we join u up there someday? U're dearly missed and I'll be waiting for the day God decides it's time for me to join u up there.
Till then, I love you mummy...and I always will...
so here's wishing you Happy Birthday Mum!! i hope you're enjoying ur time up there, singing, praising God and simply just enjoying the company of Jesus.
Will you still remember us when we join u up there someday? U're dearly missed and I'll be waiting for the day God decides it's time for me to join u up there.
Till then, I love you mummy...and I always will...
Friday...
And so......the move happened today.yup! I've switched desks and i'm in an office now...not tt i'm promoted but because my dir decided that everyone shld be sitting according to their centres for communication sake.
And so 1 of my colleagues had to switch places with me, so while i had the luxury and privilege of being in the room now,she has to be outside due to the nature of the centre she's in...and the nature of my mgr's portfolio,we had to be in the room.I sure am glad to have more privacy to focus on my work now. No more disturbances.....no more pple irritatin me when i'm trying to focus. I'm trying to keep my desk as neat as i can...yet again.hahaha...
And so...spent almost the whole day moving stuff...
On a side note...i was talking to this guy fren and he was askin me for feedback with regards to his blog...it sounded more like a braggart....looking at the way he posted stuff and the stuff he posted.gosh...i can't stand it when guys start bragging.sorry....i know it's an ego thing...but some are so extreme...they nv lend their ears AT ALL.haha....ok...anyway..
today's a great day!!! took some pics during dinner...shall post them soon!
And so 1 of my colleagues had to switch places with me, so while i had the luxury and privilege of being in the room now,she has to be outside due to the nature of the centre she's in...and the nature of my mgr's portfolio,we had to be in the room.I sure am glad to have more privacy to focus on my work now. No more disturbances.....no more pple irritatin me when i'm trying to focus. I'm trying to keep my desk as neat as i can...yet again.hahaha...
And so...spent almost the whole day moving stuff...
On a side note...i was talking to this guy fren and he was askin me for feedback with regards to his blog...it sounded more like a braggart....looking at the way he posted stuff and the stuff he posted.gosh...i can't stand it when guys start bragging.sorry....i know it's an ego thing...but some are so extreme...they nv lend their ears AT ALL.haha....ok...anyway..
today's a great day!!! took some pics during dinner...shall post them soon!
Updates!
And these are the events tt have taken place thus far....
After F1, i met up some ladies from my church for great food and service at none other than....GH!!the hotel's buffet restaurant. Where we were treated with special care and attn....and free drinks!! hehe...on top of the discount we got. wooohooo!sometimes...it's good to be working where i am.I feel blessed! =)


THe Gen Ys of the night!
All of us!! =D
After F1, i met up some ladies from my church for great food and service at none other than....GH!!the hotel's buffet restaurant. Where we were treated with special care and attn....and free drinks!! hehe...on top of the discount we got. wooohooo!sometimes...it's good to be working where i am.I feel blessed! =)
After tt meet up, I met up with P dear again on Saturday for a movie and great food again!hahahaha...
At MHFM......food was pretty ok....the best part was...i bumped into someone who used to work for my hotel and he actually gave us staff discount!! Damn blessed la! Can't believe the world is so small and it was my first time meeting him actually.haha...
the rice is really yummy!
and more yums for the garlic mussels!
salmon was very fresh!



Camwhoring time while waiting for the bus....


and in the bus....

till we reached church...
CHeck out the sequel to these pics in my FB!




camwhored while waiting for the ladies to pack up and go home...





And den the day before i met P....i had Mooncake Celebration with my cell!!not much pics cos my batt died and the other pics are with my cell mbrs
the organisers of the event!


And my long overdue F1 pics....more in my FB!! :)





Everything's been going pretty smooth and well for me....I still have so many frens who love and care for me...haha.....and work's been great! with the new changes and stuff.....it's gonne be even more exciting...plus the new seating arrangement.....i definitely look forward the Nov!!
Camwhoring time while waiting for the bus....
and in the bus....
till we reached church...
camwhored while waiting for the ladies to pack up and go home...
And den the day before i met P....i had Mooncake Celebration with my cell!!not much pics cos my batt died and the other pics are with my cell mbrs
And my long overdue F1 pics....more in my FB!! :)
Going BKK end of nov too!!woohoo!!and we've been given an extra 50% off our associate rates for hotel. Which means I'm only gonna be paying like 35++ per night a Mar***t.wooohoooo!God answered my prayers!
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