i like to be the best....but i'm nv the best...
i like to be appreciated....but u nv say thanks...
i like to be recognised....but u always bring me down...
i like to be noticed....but tt nv seems to be the case...

what exactly am i to u?

and u said....CNY is not about you or me....it's about FAMILY.it's all bullshit!

It's more about what time your frens call you to GAMBLE.

Day 1 gamble....day 2 gamble sommore...day 3..go boss place but still can go home, change and go gambling again. With a pathetic excuse. Seriously! Why don't you use sometime looking at investments or thinking of ways to upgrade your skills to something more meaningful.

All you think about is gamble gamble gamble. Even ur gf is 2nd to none. I might as well change my status to single everytime it's CNY.

FUCK U seriously!

Neglected this space...as always. heh..

But it seems to be the place where I can just rant and pen out my feelings. It's CNY...supposed to be a brand new start. But what was supposed to be a happy and exciting occasion turned out to be one that left me crying myself to sleep every nite.

It was a tough decision.....one tt wld prolly caused me to go on a solo trip this weekend. Kinda scared...but there's no point calling another person cos I'll prolly not be in the mood to do anything after what just happened. Can't believe tt u'll leave me walking back all myself....without even trying to catch up with me....and continued walking with ur frens. Heartless asshole.

I guess it's time to move on....back to career....back to where I first started.Thanks for the good and bad memories.I'll take it on from here...