it's been one of the best weekends i've had! been awhile since i enjoyed myself thoroughly at a dinner meet up...and i'll post up photos soon...
***life's a Bliss! =)
Another phase in life
As I countdown to a new month, I'm filled with very mixed emotions.
April, will not be like any other months that just come and go...but I'll be starting my part time studies. Something which I have been trying to put on hold since I started working.
I'm excited that when I graduate, it'll definitely boost my resume and escalate my career progression. Yet it's the process that I'm scared and worried about. The time taken to attend lessons, assignments and revision on top of the already very heavy workload and thinking of the bond I'm stuck with upon completion of my studies, I wonder if I'm up for such challenges.
I used to think being bonded to a company is a good thing just like any other person would feel. Yet, as I grew older, I start to know myself better and if you know me, I'm someone who enjoys freedom, independence and challenges. I for 1, hates being tied down, hates commitments and hates to be bonded. To me, a bond is like becoming a prisoner to your company. A bond means higher expectations. A bond means, loss of freedom.
My mum is happy tho. Typical u know..mum. Yet, I know that God is in total control of my life and I need to learn to commit my ways and plans to Him. It's frustrating at times, disappointing in some ways but at the end of every down, God has taught me that these lessons make me stronger and tougher...especially in maturity and in the mind.
I am counting down....Lessons begin mid april....so bye bye to job hunt and attractive career opportunities. I will and I can achieve what I wanna achieve with God in the plan!
April, will not be like any other months that just come and go...but I'll be starting my part time studies. Something which I have been trying to put on hold since I started working.
I'm excited that when I graduate, it'll definitely boost my resume and escalate my career progression. Yet it's the process that I'm scared and worried about. The time taken to attend lessons, assignments and revision on top of the already very heavy workload and thinking of the bond I'm stuck with upon completion of my studies, I wonder if I'm up for such challenges.
I used to think being bonded to a company is a good thing just like any other person would feel. Yet, as I grew older, I start to know myself better and if you know me, I'm someone who enjoys freedom, independence and challenges. I for 1, hates being tied down, hates commitments and hates to be bonded. To me, a bond is like becoming a prisoner to your company. A bond means higher expectations. A bond means, loss of freedom.
My mum is happy tho. Typical u know..mum. Yet, I know that God is in total control of my life and I need to learn to commit my ways and plans to Him. It's frustrating at times, disappointing in some ways but at the end of every down, God has taught me that these lessons make me stronger and tougher...especially in maturity and in the mind.
I am counting down....Lessons begin mid april....so bye bye to job hunt and attractive career opportunities. I will and I can achieve what I wanna achieve with God in the plan!
Of pregnancies and marriages
1 of my colleague just gave birth, and another just found out she's pregnant....1 more is getting married...and they are around my age...
When I was younger, I would have envied them for those "ohhh......hw sweeeeettt" or "soooo niceeee!! they're married!!" etc...I'm sure you get what I mean.
But now, to hear of them being pregnant etc...i no longer feel envious and stuff. In fact, the older I am, the more I am sure of what I want and I'm really glad to be living the lifestyle that I have now. Perhaps, it's my independent character that refuses to find a life long partner, or the child in me that hasn't seen enough of the world to wanna settle down as yet. I still have my dreams and goals to fulfil. And until then, marriage...pregnancy....starting a family..is just out of the question.
My 5 yr career plan is right on track. Phase 1 is half completed....I'm starting on Phase 2 soon. Can't wait! Am glad that the milestones I set for this yr have been met and I pray tt i will be consistent and continue to press on till I reach the top of my plan. It wun be easy...but i'm excited!
When I was younger, I would have envied them for those "ohhh......hw sweeeeettt" or "soooo niceeee!! they're married!!" etc...I'm sure you get what I mean.
But now, to hear of them being pregnant etc...i no longer feel envious and stuff. In fact, the older I am, the more I am sure of what I want and I'm really glad to be living the lifestyle that I have now. Perhaps, it's my independent character that refuses to find a life long partner, or the child in me that hasn't seen enough of the world to wanna settle down as yet. I still have my dreams and goals to fulfil. And until then, marriage...pregnancy....starting a family..is just out of the question.
My 5 yr career plan is right on track. Phase 1 is half completed....I'm starting on Phase 2 soon. Can't wait! Am glad that the milestones I set for this yr have been met and I pray tt i will be consistent and continue to press on till I reach the top of my plan. It wun be easy...but i'm excited!
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