hmm..it's weird...but why do teens...tertiary students always think they're matured..just cos they're growing up?haha...
esp the childish ones....they think they're the ones who've matured more.but in actual fact...these childish ones are the ones tt nv seem to grow up.i'm no exceptional.heh...
but i've come to conclude tt no matter how old i am..i'll nv be seen as mature...because at every stage in my life,i'll always be learning something..i'll always be growing..and always be inexperienced at something.and i'm happy.to be the way i am.just so long as i know i'm doing wat's right.i'm no longer affected by how pple see me.because just like when i judge pple...or talk behind pple's back...there'll always be pple doing the same thing.so..why shld iget affected by wat pple say eh?unless...i'm perfect and have not done what these pple have done.
the best part is to know God loves me enuff tt when he's 'breaking' me..he'll nv fail to show me love too.it's painful yet it helps me mature.
i guess some pple will nv learn...until they go thru the breaking period.but i sure hope this person..truly grows up without having to be broken.it's up to this person to help themselves. cheers!
i slept the whole day today!!!!well..almost!!woke up at like 1+++++++...had brunch...watched tv till like 4+++sleep until 5.30...den....now...awake!!
well..didn't have a good sleep last night..woke up 1-2 hrs after i fell asleep....had a very very bad tummyache..and it kept me awake for awhile.maybe it was God's timing.haha...cos i was supposed to have an interview at 10am,i called at 9 to request for another interview time...and it so turn out tt my interviewer was on MC.haha...woohoo.
so...ytd was a very long and tiring day...rehearsal started late(as usual) and ended later den usual.ended at 7pm!it was longer den expected and my eyes were trying to keep awake.haha...not bad not bad..at least i dun look tt fat with the other dancers.hehehe....black's a good choice for costumes!heh..and i'm trying to lose as much as i can.the stomache did me well!woo...
3more days before going to bintan!can't wait for the trip!
one to 2 weeks' time going to another place for hols with fam.nt sure where yet tho.woohoo!!great dec!!
well..didn't have a good sleep last night..woke up 1-2 hrs after i fell asleep....had a very very bad tummyache..and it kept me awake for awhile.maybe it was God's timing.haha...cos i was supposed to have an interview at 10am,i called at 9 to request for another interview time...and it so turn out tt my interviewer was on MC.haha...woohoo.
so...ytd was a very long and tiring day...rehearsal started late(as usual) and ended later den usual.ended at 7pm!it was longer den expected and my eyes were trying to keep awake.haha...not bad not bad..at least i dun look tt fat with the other dancers.hehehe....black's a good choice for costumes!heh..and i'm trying to lose as much as i can.the stomache did me well!woo...
3more days before going to bintan!can't wait for the trip!
one to 2 weeks' time going to another place for hols with fam.nt sure where yet tho.woohoo!!great dec!!
hmmm...so far so good.i've been nice to pple.remaining as neutral as possible to many many pple....only 1 person..well..God help me to be nice to this person.not only has A got on my nerves,A has been getting on a lot of pple's nerves.i just hope A will not go thru a painful lesson like a few of us did before A realises the mistakes.
I've been a good daughter too!!woohoo!!!managed to speak to my mum in a very nice and polite manner.thank God.i hope..my temper remains nice and calm.Dun wanna be hot tempered.it sucks.altho sometimes we let our emotions get the better of us.Indeed...one day without prayer really makes one weak.So....we really can't live without God.
Today's lesson was abt No Pain No Gain.i can totally agree with it man.been thru many pains...before i learnt many many things.All things work for good i guess. :)
I've been a good daughter too!!woohoo!!!managed to speak to my mum in a very nice and polite manner.thank God.i hope..my temper remains nice and calm.Dun wanna be hot tempered.it sucks.altho sometimes we let our emotions get the better of us.Indeed...one day without prayer really makes one weak.So....we really can't live without God.
Today's lesson was abt No Pain No Gain.i can totally agree with it man.been thru many pains...before i learnt many many things.All things work for good i guess. :)
the saying goes...Pride comes before a fall.
how true is this. everyone has got pride.it just depends on HOW much this person has of it.
Some are unfortunately blessed with more pride...while others...simply gives way to humility.
Pride...creates a wall in Friendship
Pride...causes hurt
Pride...does not allow friendships to bond
Pride...causes miscommunication
Pride...hides a person's true feelings
Pride...is selfish
Pride...makes pple cry
Pride..makes one feel better den another...
Pride...is the oppositr of humility.
Pride..
isn't good for the body.it's harmful and it causes you to be lonely.So...when u wanna praise or compliment someone,dun let Pride get in the way. When u HAVE to apologise to someone,dun let PRIDE to spoil this friendship because of one mere apology.Pride...belongs to the devil.not God.let's hate PRIDE!
how true is this. everyone has got pride.it just depends on HOW much this person has of it.
Some are unfortunately blessed with more pride...while others...simply gives way to humility.
Pride...creates a wall in Friendship
Pride...causes hurt
Pride...does not allow friendships to bond
Pride...causes miscommunication
Pride...hides a person's true feelings
Pride...is selfish
Pride...makes pple cry
Pride..makes one feel better den another...
Pride...is the oppositr of humility.
Pride..
isn't good for the body.it's harmful and it causes you to be lonely.So...when u wanna praise or compliment someone,dun let Pride get in the way. When u HAVE to apologise to someone,dun let PRIDE to spoil this friendship because of one mere apology.Pride...belongs to the devil.not God.let's hate PRIDE!
oh...and i've decided tt i wanna be a nice gal..whether or not i like you...i'm gonna be nice.i'll try...no promises...but i'll work towards tt.
and whether or not a fren complains bout another fren..i'm gonna try to be just a wall...neutral...and just listen..and smile.i'll try.
i'm gonna be...a NICE GAL!aren't u happy for me?oh u better be!
and whether or not a fren complains bout another fren..i'm gonna try to be just a wall...neutral...and just listen..and smile.i'll try.
i'm gonna be...a NICE GAL!aren't u happy for me?oh u better be!
i thought step up was bad enuff...Save the last dance 2 was worse!and my bros..who ain't exactly dance fanatics totallyagree.we were all so DISAPPOINTED with the ending..like...HUH?tt's it??man!save the last dance 2 was like a cut and paste of 'you got served', 'honey', 'centrestage' and the actress was trying so hard to be like the 1st save the last dance actress.she was HORRIBLE!!man!!so disappointing.when will they ever produce good dance movies again..sheesh...
on a sidenote...went for an interview today.haha...i tot today's was one of the worst!i think i sounded too bubbly..and chatty.haha...i covered my nervous-ness with a lot of fake laughter...the interviewer was not bad.she actually..managed to keep 1 expression all the time..smiling here and there...haha...so..i dunno if i managed to impress her.she's good!
and while thinking bout lots of stuff while waiting for the bus and in the bus,i realised how our jobs...can link to us going into a relationship.
A full time job,we can't just say yes to the 1st job offer tt comes our way.Full time job is for life...and we really gotta think twice whether tt's where we wanna be growing...and it requires our commitment too!the same goes for a relationship!it's for life..and u can't just say yes to any 'tom' dick or harry'.it's for life too..and it requires commitment for it to grow.
A part time job...is like the courtship period...where both parties get to know each other better...to see if they can go further..or 'fa zhan' into a relationship...if not,it ends at the courtship period.just like when we take up part time jobs..it cld be for fun,to earn money...or to see if tt industry's where we wanna be working all our lives.if it's not,we dun look into it as a full time career.
Temporary jobs...are like the dating period...u get to know each other..and see if sparks fly...if not..well..it ends there.period.
Contract jobs...are for those..who enjoy flirting...or are simply just making use of each other..once they know time's up..they let go..with no hard feelings...it's over..just liddat.both parties..leave happy.no strings attached.
wat a cool theory eh??hehe
on a sidenote...went for an interview today.haha...i tot today's was one of the worst!i think i sounded too bubbly..and chatty.haha...i covered my nervous-ness with a lot of fake laughter...the interviewer was not bad.she actually..managed to keep 1 expression all the time..smiling here and there...haha...so..i dunno if i managed to impress her.she's good!
and while thinking bout lots of stuff while waiting for the bus and in the bus,i realised how our jobs...can link to us going into a relationship.
A full time job,we can't just say yes to the 1st job offer tt comes our way.Full time job is for life...and we really gotta think twice whether tt's where we wanna be growing...and it requires our commitment too!the same goes for a relationship!it's for life..and u can't just say yes to any 'tom' dick or harry'.it's for life too..and it requires commitment for it to grow.
A part time job...is like the courtship period...where both parties get to know each other better...to see if they can go further..or 'fa zhan' into a relationship...if not,it ends at the courtship period.just like when we take up part time jobs..it cld be for fun,to earn money...or to see if tt industry's where we wanna be working all our lives.if it's not,we dun look into it as a full time career.
Temporary jobs...are like the dating period...u get to know each other..and see if sparks fly...if not..well..it ends there.period.
Contract jobs...are for those..who enjoy flirting...or are simply just making use of each other..once they know time's up..they let go..with no hard feelings...it's over..just liddat.both parties..leave happy.no strings attached.
wat a cool theory eh??hehe
wow...it's been so long since i had such a good luff!!!so long since pple joined me in being lame and all tt stuff.i had such an enjoyable trip back.even tho it was a short trip back.to have uncle kim san and uncle william joining in...makes it even more memorable!!
thks guys!for being lame and all tt with me!hhaa...been so long since i cld be myself again!whee!!
thks guys!for being lame and all tt with me!hhaa...been so long since i cld be myself again!whee!!
Congratulations Jon and Ka mun!!!finally married!!!
time flies eh??4yrs ago....wow...it felt as if u guys just got together...
when ka mun was walking in.(the procession),i cld feel my goosebumps...and had tears welling up.haha...yup..many pple may wonder why wld i even wanna cry..when i'm not her mum or something..haha..
it's cos...jon and ka mun...are 2 very dear frens...and i saw the whole 'not together to together' time..and i recall how i got to know em...so..when u recall all these events...it's simply tears of joy...because after everything..they're finally married!!!one of the sweetest couples i know!!! Continue to stay so sweet !!!!
i'll definitely miss u 2...and i hope i dun cry when i see u guys off on tues!!haha....going ypm is definitely gonna be different now..haiz....i'll be strong.i will!thks for always being there for me!!
time flies eh??4yrs ago....wow...it felt as if u guys just got together...
when ka mun was walking in.(the procession),i cld feel my goosebumps...and had tears welling up.haha...yup..many pple may wonder why wld i even wanna cry..when i'm not her mum or something..haha..
it's cos...jon and ka mun...are 2 very dear frens...and i saw the whole 'not together to together' time..and i recall how i got to know em...so..when u recall all these events...it's simply tears of joy...because after everything..they're finally married!!!one of the sweetest couples i know!!! Continue to stay so sweet !!!!
i'll definitely miss u 2...and i hope i dun cry when i see u guys off on tues!!haha....going ypm is definitely gonna be different now..haiz....i'll be strong.i will!thks for always being there for me!!
inspirations.....looking for inspirations...
they noticed the change in her...
they were not her close frens...
they wish....she was her usual self again.
she wonders what has happened to.
someone who used to be cheerful..
someone who used to be independent..
someone who used to be optismistic...
someone who used to be friendly..
someone who used to be strong..
someone who used to luff alot..
someone who used to heck care wat pple think...
someone who used to smile...alot alot...
someeone who used to be thickskinned...
someone who used to be crazy...
she misses the way she used to be too...
she misses the frens who went thru crazy times with her...
she misses the one who brought her to this world...
she wants to be cheerful again...
but....wat's stopping her???
has growing up caused her her character??
has growing up caused her much pain?
has growing up caused her to lose her frens?
has growing up... taught her to grow up even more??
she'll try to hang in there..
she'll try..to be someone she used to be.
she'll try..to be nicer...
she'll try..to remember tt she can feel secure when she has Christ...
she's still....growing..
they noticed the change in her...
they were not her close frens...
they wish....she was her usual self again.
she wonders what has happened to.
someone who used to be cheerful..
someone who used to be independent..
someone who used to be optismistic...
someone who used to be friendly..
someone who used to be strong..
someone who used to luff alot..
someone who used to heck care wat pple think...
someone who used to smile...alot alot...
someeone who used to be thickskinned...
someone who used to be crazy...
she misses the way she used to be too...
she misses the frens who went thru crazy times with her...
she misses the one who brought her to this world...
she wants to be cheerful again...
but....wat's stopping her???
has growing up caused her her character??
has growing up caused her much pain?
has growing up caused her to lose her frens?
has growing up... taught her to grow up even more??
she'll try to hang in there..
she'll try..to be someone she used to be.
she'll try..to be nicer...
she'll try..to remember tt she can feel secure when she has Christ...
she's still....growing..
she felt so foolish...
she felt like an idiot..
wat was she thinking when it was just her feelings...
wld it be just another fairytale just like the song says?
wat is on the mind of the other person?
she seems to have lost all inspirations in writing...but
she seems to have found the thing she loves doin most..
she seems happier now...
she's loving the things she's doing..
she seems to have found frens to encourage her..
her life seems to be improving...
her life seems to be going somewhere...
her life....
is a gift from God..
whether she likes it or not...
she just gotta accept this gift...
what will her future be??
where will her future take her to?
she felt like an idiot..
wat was she thinking when it was just her feelings...
wld it be just another fairytale just like the song says?
wat is on the mind of the other person?
she seems to have lost all inspirations in writing...but
she seems to have found the thing she loves doin most..
she seems happier now...
she's loving the things she's doing..
she seems to have found frens to encourage her..
her life seems to be improving...
her life seems to be going somewhere...
her life....
is a gift from God..
whether she likes it or not...
she just gotta accept this gift...
what will her future be??
where will her future take her to?
went to watch lil shop of horrors just now.great play.music was great!voices were awesome!
went for an interview in the afternoon...bosses are christians...the day they want the staff to start work..is ard the same time i wld prefer to start work.
this cld be the job.
God's revealing more of his future for me...hanging there...trusting him...slowly..but surely.
went for an interview in the afternoon...bosses are christians...the day they want the staff to start work..is ard the same time i wld prefer to start work.
this cld be the job.
God's revealing more of his future for me...hanging there...trusting him...slowly..but surely.
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
just went to watch step up....wat a disappointment...
i guess after watching too many dance movies...u start to realise..nthing beats watching the classics. Centrestage , Save the last dance and Honey's still my fav movies.yup.although honey isn't tt classic.but seriously...Step up isn't even touching..there wasn't even a clear storyline...it's as if they were just trying to keep the movie within a certain time period...and they just wanted to get the finale over and done with.but well..wat can i say...the dance steps are still good...and the show did make u feel like dancing..everytime the music's on.plus...after the finale,u felt as if u were part of the audience..and u'll naturally wanna applaud.haha...
well..went shopping today.woohoo!!!retail therapy!as always!hahaha...it's become somewhat of a routine tt it no longer can be term therapy.haha...and while shopping,i got another call!i've got another interview on THURSDAY!!!and yes...i impressed the person who called me...before being given a chance to be interviewd by the big shot.interviews are fun.hahaha..i'm actually enjoying it.
and i've finally found my passion!!!although i know my passion can't be a full time job now,i'm gonna treat it as a hobby...and do it part time....until i'm good enuff to do it full time with confidence.
right...just had coffee...at like..11am..and i'm wide awake...and i'm finally gonna exercise tom!!woohoo!!yun hui!!thks for being my exercising partner!!haha..i'm looking forward to it!! :D
i guess after watching too many dance movies...u start to realise..nthing beats watching the classics. Centrestage , Save the last dance and Honey's still my fav movies.yup.although honey isn't tt classic.but seriously...Step up isn't even touching..there wasn't even a clear storyline...it's as if they were just trying to keep the movie within a certain time period...and they just wanted to get the finale over and done with.but well..wat can i say...the dance steps are still good...and the show did make u feel like dancing..everytime the music's on.plus...after the finale,u felt as if u were part of the audience..and u'll naturally wanna applaud.haha...
well..went shopping today.woohoo!!!retail therapy!as always!hahaha...it's become somewhat of a routine tt it no longer can be term therapy.haha...and while shopping,i got another call!i've got another interview on THURSDAY!!!and yes...i impressed the person who called me...before being given a chance to be interviewd by the big shot.interviews are fun.hahaha..i'm actually enjoying it.
and i've finally found my passion!!!although i know my passion can't be a full time job now,i'm gonna treat it as a hobby...and do it part time....until i'm good enuff to do it full time with confidence.
right...just had coffee...at like..11am..and i'm wide awake...and i'm finally gonna exercise tom!!woohoo!!yun hui!!thks for being my exercising partner!!haha..i'm looking forward to it!! :D
welcome back jonathan!!
haha..it was nice welcoming him back...the happiness and excitement on the looks from his beloved wife to be..and family.these expressions were priceless...hanging out at his place for awhile really made some difference to my day too.haha..hilarious how we found out jon almost had a name tt wld have made him a laughing stock.we're sure glad,he's called jonathan.haha..
well..today was a tiring day..dance...was...long...and..well...i went thru it!!!amen!!!speaking to ka mun bout certain issues made me somewhat better...
telling j some stuff i was unhappy..and feeling betrayed..made me realised...wat a great fren i've found...and i know j's definitely a fren i can count on..esp when i need a ear during YPM camp.not really excited bout it...but well...God definitely has a purpose leadin me there...sigh....i just can't wait for my great frens to be back!
things hasn't yet improve...i'm still looking for a job..but i'm definitely enjoying sending resumes (since email is free) and i sure enjoy going for interviews!hahaha..it's fun...speaking and just giving answers tt simply impress the interviewers and being 100% confident tt u'll get the job.woohoo!!it sure is fun..haha..esp when u know u can keep impressing companies,and choose the best job without ending up desperate cos every job offered,is stated to start work in january.best excuses used...holiday commitments in december.hahaha...Thank God for such long period..gives me time to truly think what i really want..and if its the best job...till den..happy sending resumes!
haha..it was nice welcoming him back...the happiness and excitement on the looks from his beloved wife to be..and family.these expressions were priceless...hanging out at his place for awhile really made some difference to my day too.haha..hilarious how we found out jon almost had a name tt wld have made him a laughing stock.we're sure glad,he's called jonathan.haha..
well..today was a tiring day..dance...was...long...and..well...i went thru it!!!amen!!!speaking to ka mun bout certain issues made me somewhat better...
telling j some stuff i was unhappy..and feeling betrayed..made me realised...wat a great fren i've found...and i know j's definitely a fren i can count on..esp when i need a ear during YPM camp.not really excited bout it...but well...God definitely has a purpose leadin me there...sigh....i just can't wait for my great frens to be back!
things hasn't yet improve...i'm still looking for a job..but i'm definitely enjoying sending resumes (since email is free) and i sure enjoy going for interviews!hahaha..it's fun...speaking and just giving answers tt simply impress the interviewers and being 100% confident tt u'll get the job.woohoo!!it sure is fun..haha..esp when u know u can keep impressing companies,and choose the best job without ending up desperate cos every job offered,is stated to start work in january.best excuses used...holiday commitments in december.hahaha...Thank God for such long period..gives me time to truly think what i really want..and if its the best job...till den..happy sending resumes!
she had a dream..
she was hanging out with a grp of friends...
she had so much fun...
she thought they were ard 24-27yrs old...
she started talking more and asking em questions..
she realised that they were all ard her age!!
she was elated...
she cld nv get along with peers ard her age..because
she had a different life path...
in her world...
she tries to hang ard peers ard her age...
she tries to communicate...
she just couldn't find tt kinda chemistry...
she's all alone in church...
she goes with a smile,bubbly and cheerful...
she tells herself..it's gonna be okie...
until she met that someone...whom she cld pour everything out..
she knows he'll be there for her...even when he can't help her in anyway..
he lends her his ears..
he listens...
she's happy just knowing tt he's always there for her...
she's happy...he's finally here!
she...learns that she can nv please anyone
she..learns that she shld be who she is..even if it means offending pple
she...learns that her strength may not please pple in church...but it sure helps at work..
she...learns to put career before anything else.
she...isn't afraid of losing her frens in church...because she has him...and the close ones who truly loves you,and appreciates the way u are..good or bad..
she...learns that true frens come from her workplace..even after leaving the company
she..has nv felt so carefree for so long...
she...still thank God for the blessings in her life.
she...is still learning....
she was hanging out with a grp of friends...
she had so much fun...
she thought they were ard 24-27yrs old...
she started talking more and asking em questions..
she realised that they were all ard her age!!
she was elated...
she cld nv get along with peers ard her age..because
she had a different life path...
in her world...
she tries to hang ard peers ard her age...
she tries to communicate...
she just couldn't find tt kinda chemistry...
she's all alone in church...
she goes with a smile,bubbly and cheerful...
she tells herself..it's gonna be okie...
until she met that someone...whom she cld pour everything out..
she knows he'll be there for her...even when he can't help her in anyway..
he lends her his ears..
he listens...
she's happy just knowing tt he's always there for her...
she's happy...he's finally here!
she...learns that she can nv please anyone
she..learns that she shld be who she is..even if it means offending pple
she...learns that her strength may not please pple in church...but it sure helps at work..
she...learns to put career before anything else.
she...isn't afraid of losing her frens in church...because she has him...and the close ones who truly loves you,and appreciates the way u are..good or bad..
she...learns that true frens come from her workplace..even after leaving the company
she..has nv felt so carefree for so long...
she...still thank God for the blessings in her life.
she...is still learning....
Can i be a writer?
He'll harden her heart
He made her stubborn,very stubborn
Made her go thru life differently
Took away things tt were precious to her
Life was nv fair to her
SHe tried to count her blessings
But no matter how many times she tried to sincerely count her blessings
Nothing just seems to go right
She still loses pple she treasures so much
She dunno how to go deeper into her friendships
All she gets are surface friends
Watever she does....nv seems right..
Watever she said...nv sounded pleasin
No matter how hard she tries...
She nv seems to get it..
So much so...she no longer cares bout friendships, love, care and concern.
All tt she's doing...is done in vain.
She knows..God loves her..
But she doesn't understand why He made her go thru it all...
It hurts..so muc hso..
tt she cries out every night...but to no avail...
She feels so much for so many things...
But helpless is she...
She's working hard...trying to please the pple she sees
She working hard....to provide a better life for her family
She's working hard..to show pple she did it...
She's working hard...because noone understands her
She's working hard...just so the day will pass by faster
All she was looking for...is a better place....
All she wants is for her good frens to stand by her
All she wants is to be like everybody...
All she wants...is to be contented...
Will she ever find tt contentment?
Will she ever find true friendships?
Will she continue to look to God?
Will she ever count her blessings??
He made her stubborn,very stubborn
Made her go thru life differently
Took away things tt were precious to her
Life was nv fair to her
SHe tried to count her blessings
But no matter how many times she tried to sincerely count her blessings
Nothing just seems to go right
She still loses pple she treasures so much
She dunno how to go deeper into her friendships
All she gets are surface friends
Watever she does....nv seems right..
Watever she said...nv sounded pleasin
No matter how hard she tries...
She nv seems to get it..
So much so...she no longer cares bout friendships, love, care and concern.
All tt she's doing...is done in vain.
She knows..God loves her..
But she doesn't understand why He made her go thru it all...
It hurts..so muc hso..
tt she cries out every night...but to no avail...
She feels so much for so many things...
But helpless is she...
She's working hard...trying to please the pple she sees
She working hard....to provide a better life for her family
She's working hard..to show pple she did it...
She's working hard...because noone understands her
She's working hard...just so the day will pass by faster
All she was looking for...is a better place....
All she wants is for her good frens to stand by her
All she wants is to be like everybody...
All she wants...is to be contented...
Will she ever find tt contentment?
Will she ever find true friendships?
Will she continue to look to God?
Will she ever count her blessings??
Motivation...where's it??
i seem to have lost all motivation to diet and exercise.and it really sucks!!argh!!i wanna be slim again!!haha...i sure hope something pushes me again
well well...still am slacking..but of cos!i'm doin some free lance work..so i still get some money.phew!!enuff to cover the 2 weddings i've to attend.haha...
guess wat?i forgot to pay 3 months of Hp Bill and i got barred from making phonecalls or smsing pple.wah!!tt feeling's really terrible.i WILL NOT every FORGET to pay for my bills again.hehehe...
just went for an interview...hmm...pay sounds good..but well...all in God's hands where i'll go.
well well...still am slacking..but of cos!i'm doin some free lance work..so i still get some money.phew!!enuff to cover the 2 weddings i've to attend.haha...
guess wat?i forgot to pay 3 months of Hp Bill and i got barred from making phonecalls or smsing pple.wah!!tt feeling's really terrible.i WILL NOT every FORGET to pay for my bills again.hehehe...
just went for an interview...hmm...pay sounds good..but well...all in God's hands where i'll go.
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