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He'll harden her heart
He made her stubborn,very stubborn
Made her go thru life differently
Took away things tt were precious to her
Life was nv fair to her
SHe tried to count her blessings
But no matter how many times she tried to sincerely count her blessings
Nothing just seems to go right
She still loses pple she treasures so much
She dunno how to go deeper into her friendships
All she gets are surface friends
Watever she does....nv seems right..
Watever she said...nv sounded pleasin
No matter how hard she tries...
She nv seems to get it..

So much so...she no longer cares bout friendships, love, care and concern.
All tt she's doing...is done in vain.
She knows..God loves her..
But she doesn't understand why He made her go thru it all...
It hurts..so muc hso..
tt she cries out every night...but to no avail...
She feels so much for so many things...
But helpless is she...

She's working hard...trying to please the pple she sees
She working hard....to provide a better life for her family
She's working hard..to show pple she did it...
She's working hard...because noone understands her
She's working hard...just so the day will pass by faster

All she was looking for...is a better place....
All she wants is for her good frens to stand by her
All she wants is to be like everybody...
All she wants...is to be contented...

Will she ever find tt contentment?
Will she ever find true friendships?
Will she continue to look to God?
Will she ever count her blessings??