Highly favoured,deeply Blessed, dearly Loved!

inspirations.....looking for inspirations...

they noticed the change in her...
they were not her close frens...
they wish....she was her usual self again.

she wonders what has happened to.
someone who used to be cheerful..
someone who used to be independent..
someone who used to be optismistic...
someone who used to be friendly..
someone who used to be strong..
someone who used to luff alot..
someone who used to heck care wat pple think...
someone who used to smile...alot alot...
someeone who used to be thickskinned...
someone who used to be crazy...

she misses the way she used to be too...
she misses the frens who went thru crazy times with her...
she misses the one who brought her to this world...

she wants to be cheerful again...
but....wat's stopping her???
has growing up caused her her character??
has growing up caused her much pain?
has growing up caused her to lose her frens?
has growing up... taught her to grow up even more??

she'll try to hang in there..
she'll try..to be someone she used to be.
she'll try..to be nicer...
she'll try..to remember tt she can feel secure when she has Christ...

she's still....growing..