brought Kris today to YPM. it's kinda like my 1st time bringing someone to ypm and it feels really great! Knowing tt he enjoyed himself as well...i seriously hope he doesn't feel left out
Kris is a great guy...nice to talk to him...and he's really open abt alot of christian stuff.
By bringing him,it has taught me alot of things.bringing someone doesn't end just by him coming regularly. Follow up is very important.Building a strong foundation,the time invested and the commitments to seeing someone become as fervent as u are..all these requires time. It's like wat i'm taught in my company.with trainees under me..i've to put in even more time and commitment..cos wat i can achieve,my trainees can only achieve 2/3 of it.
It seems God is using new pple to bring me back to YPM.much as i'll like to spend time catching up with my frens on saturdays...i've to sacrifice all these to add numbers to the kingdom of God.issit worth it?definitely!but if i can't fit into ypm myself..how can i help my frens to fit in?
wel...i'm sure God'll lead the way.It's really great tt pple do notice my absence..and i really appreciate the fact tt they feel happy when i'm joining em for dinner...
for now..it's time to take a rest...and off to work i go tom!!
Blessed!
many a times...we take God's blessings for granted...many a times....these blessings,we dun deserve...
but i've been so blessed monday to wednesday....tt when things didn't go my way on thursday...i was unhappy...when things didn't turn out the way i want it to...i blame God.
It's been such a great week altho politics between my fren and manager is still ongoing..i choose to be neutral..altho it's somewhat affecting me..sheesh...i pray tt i'll be able to focus in work
I've a trainee coming in on monday and i'm so excited!!it's exciting yet scary cos it means i've to put in more commitments and effort into my work...no more slacking..gotta set an example!!hohohoh...
Just came back from my cousin's 21st party...haha..it was...somewhat a different culture cos when it was cutting of cake,it wasn't announced...the pple ard her just sang a birthday song..she blew the candle..and there...that was it.hahaa...quite weird..but oh well...so long as the bday gal's happy.it was nice meeting up with my cousins...when we meet only like once a yr..i'm glad there was time for some catching up...and to realise tt those ard my agee are all attached.and yes!there were questions of "why aren't u attached?" and "when am i gonna meet ur boyfriend" coming up.thankfully...there was my bro who's attached..and so...i nv had to answer tt question.haha..but even so..i know i'm pretty much sure i dun wanan get attached anytime this yr because i wanna focus on my career (sheesh..why am i becoming career minded?) so i can give my parents and bros a better life...looking at my grandpa today..i really want the best for him too!!i know my aunts can't provide him with tt because they're not well off...and they've their own families to feed too.more importantly,i pray tt they'll come to know Christ soon!
well..pc of good news...i nv expected tt my cousin will tell me she'll come back to COS again after her O levels!!praise God!!He's definitely movin in my life and in the life of the pple ard me..
okie...i guess..it's time for me to get ready for bed!goodnights u all and i pray tt he's opening as many doors for u as he is for me.PUSH!!!
but i've been so blessed monday to wednesday....tt when things didn't go my way on thursday...i was unhappy...when things didn't turn out the way i want it to...i blame God.
It's been such a great week altho politics between my fren and manager is still ongoing..i choose to be neutral..altho it's somewhat affecting me..sheesh...i pray tt i'll be able to focus in work
I've a trainee coming in on monday and i'm so excited!!it's exciting yet scary cos it means i've to put in more commitments and effort into my work...no more slacking..gotta set an example!!hohohoh...
Just came back from my cousin's 21st party...haha..it was...somewhat a different culture cos when it was cutting of cake,it wasn't announced...the pple ard her just sang a birthday song..she blew the candle..and there...that was it.hahaa...quite weird..but oh well...so long as the bday gal's happy.it was nice meeting up with my cousins...when we meet only like once a yr..i'm glad there was time for some catching up...and to realise tt those ard my agee are all attached.and yes!there were questions of "why aren't u attached?" and "when am i gonna meet ur boyfriend" coming up.thankfully...there was my bro who's attached..and so...i nv had to answer tt question.haha..but even so..i know i'm pretty much sure i dun wanan get attached anytime this yr because i wanna focus on my career (sheesh..why am i becoming career minded?) so i can give my parents and bros a better life...looking at my grandpa today..i really want the best for him too!!i know my aunts can't provide him with tt because they're not well off...and they've their own families to feed too.more importantly,i pray tt they'll come to know Christ soon!
well..pc of good news...i nv expected tt my cousin will tell me she'll come back to COS again after her O levels!!praise God!!He's definitely movin in my life and in the life of the pple ard me..
okie...i guess..it's time for me to get ready for bed!goodnights u all and i pray tt he's opening as many doors for u as he is for me.PUSH!!!
In His time
i was supposed to attend 1st svc today...supposedly very tired ytd,i cldn't sleep at 2am...was still very much wide awake...thought of alot of things...
den...i cldn't wake up for 1st svc..as usual...so...decided to attend 2nd svc..at least..i'm still attending svc right??
I guess it was all in God's timing..because Chu Hou Ren spoke today...and it was so relevant!just the answers i was looking for the past week...It's amazing..God answered all my questions...esp the part when i feel so lousy in everything i do. His strength is made perfect when i am weak! 2 Cor 12:9.
Amen to tt!
den...i cldn't wake up for 1st svc..as usual...so...decided to attend 2nd svc..at least..i'm still attending svc right??
I guess it was all in God's timing..because Chu Hou Ren spoke today...and it was so relevant!just the answers i was looking for the past week...It's amazing..God answered all my questions...esp the part when i feel so lousy in everything i do. His strength is made perfect when i am weak! 2 Cor 12:9.
Amen to tt!
Whenever i'm down...besides going to God, the only other place that really perks me up...is at Brise De Joie. Indeed...it really is a brezze of joy everytime i'm there.
Feeling down with some problems with work and all...i just didn't feel like going out on my only off day..thought it'll be good to drop by grace and peter's shop at Katong Mall...i actually spent like 4hrs++ there w/o realising it. I'm really thankful for em man!Anytime i feel down and i need company,i know they'll always welcome me..and tt's the place where i can just be relaxed..talk to em abt it...play with lil perry who has grown up into a fine,cute,active boy...yup...going to their shop just makes me so welcomed,i dun wanna leave literally. Really really miss working with em...but sometimes,life just gotta move on.
Been overwhelmed with some stuff lately..God has opened up another business opportunity for me...but really...i dunno if i want it.i'm so tired..i just wanna stay somewhere and settle down.My manager has been really nice towards me..said he's gonna spare me more time to groom me...It's now a state of confusion..whether to move on...or to stay...there're just so many things to consider...really really gotta pray hard and trust in God.
Went to JB for a lil leisure trip on thursday with matt,doreen and helu.It was a really nice destressing trip. We caught a movie there.Woah!!it's been soooo long since i last paid for a show tt costs only SGD5!! and the popcorn's really really nice...or maybe...i've not eaten pop corn for quite some time.haha...i bought a few tops..everyone came back with some shopping definitely!haha..i think we didn't have much time...but it was all worth it.We had great fellowship too.
I look forward to the holiday in dec!!woohoo!!time to start saving man!haha
Feeling down with some problems with work and all...i just didn't feel like going out on my only off day..thought it'll be good to drop by grace and peter's shop at Katong Mall...i actually spent like 4hrs++ there w/o realising it. I'm really thankful for em man!Anytime i feel down and i need company,i know they'll always welcome me..and tt's the place where i can just be relaxed..talk to em abt it...play with lil perry who has grown up into a fine,cute,active boy...yup...going to their shop just makes me so welcomed,i dun wanna leave literally. Really really miss working with em...but sometimes,life just gotta move on.
Been overwhelmed with some stuff lately..God has opened up another business opportunity for me...but really...i dunno if i want it.i'm so tired..i just wanna stay somewhere and settle down.My manager has been really nice towards me..said he's gonna spare me more time to groom me...It's now a state of confusion..whether to move on...or to stay...there're just so many things to consider...really really gotta pray hard and trust in God.
Went to JB for a lil leisure trip on thursday with matt,doreen and helu.It was a really nice destressing trip. We caught a movie there.Woah!!it's been soooo long since i last paid for a show tt costs only SGD5!! and the popcorn's really really nice...or maybe...i've not eaten pop corn for quite some time.haha...i bought a few tops..everyone came back with some shopping definitely!haha..i think we didn't have much time...but it was all worth it.We had great fellowship too.
I look forward to the holiday in dec!!woohoo!!time to start saving man!haha
hmm...
oops!so when was the last time i posted another entry??
haha....well...yes...been so busy with rehearsals,dance pracs,work and stuff to prepare,i really hadn't much time for any other stuff...whenever i think of posting an entry...i'll be too tired by then.
so..Everyday! is over! Finally i dun have to struggle between work and commitments...such choice really sucks.the past few weeks hasn't been good.i've been struglling...office politics really sucks....i'm trying to 'siam' out of it...but inadvertently,i think...i've offended my manager...one way or another...and cos of it...i've been trying to excel in work just to get back to his 'good books'...to have favours in his eyes...but tt's not gonna happen...and after awhile...i'm just so sick and tired of trying...like in church...why am i doing things just to please pple?or even to live up to other pple's expectations...
it's tiring enuff being a pastor's daughter...having to live up to tt status...when u're equally human as anyone...trying to put on a smile all the time...it's nv easy...after awhile...i remember tt my boss...isn't my manager...i've the GREATEST boss ever!why do i need to try so hard to please anyone but him..God's my greatest boss!it's thru God tt i'll be blessed! It's God i shld be trusting...so...i'm learning to remind myself...and try to steer away from office politics..
off to bed i go..ciaoz!
haha....well...yes...been so busy with rehearsals,dance pracs,work and stuff to prepare,i really hadn't much time for any other stuff...whenever i think of posting an entry...i'll be too tired by then.
so..Everyday! is over! Finally i dun have to struggle between work and commitments...such choice really sucks.the past few weeks hasn't been good.i've been struglling...office politics really sucks....i'm trying to 'siam' out of it...but inadvertently,i think...i've offended my manager...one way or another...and cos of it...i've been trying to excel in work just to get back to his 'good books'...to have favours in his eyes...but tt's not gonna happen...and after awhile...i'm just so sick and tired of trying...like in church...why am i doing things just to please pple?or even to live up to other pple's expectations...
it's tiring enuff being a pastor's daughter...having to live up to tt status...when u're equally human as anyone...trying to put on a smile all the time...it's nv easy...after awhile...i remember tt my boss...isn't my manager...i've the GREATEST boss ever!why do i need to try so hard to please anyone but him..God's my greatest boss!it's thru God tt i'll be blessed! It's God i shld be trusting...so...i'm learning to remind myself...and try to steer away from office politics..
off to bed i go..ciaoz!
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