hmm...

oops!so when was the last time i posted another entry??

haha....well...yes...been so busy with rehearsals,dance pracs,work and stuff to prepare,i really hadn't much time for any other stuff...whenever i think of posting an entry...i'll be too tired by then.

so..Everyday! is over! Finally i dun have to struggle between work and commitments...such choice really sucks.the past few weeks hasn't been good.i've been struglling...office politics really sucks....i'm trying to 'siam' out of it...but inadvertently,i think...i've offended my manager...one way or another...and cos of it...i've been trying to excel in work just to get back to his 'good books'...to have favours in his eyes...but tt's not gonna happen...and after awhile...i'm just so sick and tired of trying...like in church...why am i doing things just to please pple?or even to live up to other pple's expectations...

it's tiring enuff being a pastor's daughter...having to live up to tt status...when u're equally human as anyone...trying to put on a smile all the time...it's nv easy...after awhile...i remember tt my boss...isn't my manager...i've the GREATEST boss ever!why do i need to try so hard to please anyone but him..God's my greatest boss!it's thru God tt i'll be blessed! It's God i shld be trusting...so...i'm learning to remind myself...and try to steer away from office politics..

off to bed i go..ciaoz!