Started Working

so...i started working this week.in the end,i took up tt job offer.haha..

why did i take it up?cos the manager kept calling me..and i was rather irritated la..so...tot..aiya..since got nothing to do,might as well just go for the training and try it out.haha...little did i know...tt i'll like this company so much.the pple there are really nice,supportive,friendly..and so not competitive.i can be assured there'll be no back biting.it reminds me of church...somewhat better.hence,i decide to stay on.3rd day into it,and i'm loving it.told myself tt since i'm at the company already...i must do my best.this place is somewhere where i know i can achieve something and i'm not gonna lose this opportunity.

alright...i'm off to bathe!more updates soon!ciaoz!
things seem to be..well...i dunno whether to say picking up or still the same...

but i seem to be in an identity crisis now.haha....yeah..at 21....suddenly...confused bout lotsa stuff...frustrated at the way i was brought up...and....been going thru alot of 'condemning' tots...

keep me in prayers ya?thk u!
i'm sorry...i'm so troublesome....because...i've decided tt this is the place where i'll talk a lil bout my unhappiness...and sometimes...it may not sound nice to some pple...thus..it's safer tt only my close frens get to read this..well..close frens..and lil sheep!cos i want em to know wat's going on in my life too.and i know they'll understand.right anjellyna?

and i know tt u guys...after reading my posts...are pple who'll nv judge me...yeah?so thk u for loving me the way i am....and thk u...for not judging me.i'm just so sick of pple who're hypocritical...talks abt other pple judging em..yet on their part..still judging pple.on my part...well..i do admit..i used to judge pple too...but now?not really.i'm so tired of judging pple and i just wanna accept pple the way they are..but sometimes...there ARE TIMES..when some pple just get on my nerves....just like they get on urs yeah?so...this is where my blog comes...hence...i wanna keep it as private as can be.thk u!for keeping this private..

aren't u guys honoured??to be given the password??haha...thks for being frens who've stood by me..and constantly sending regards.i hope to do the same back to u!!love ya!

Holiday rocks!

so...it's meeting up with pple over lunch and tanning and jogging this week!

it's been fun!i'm totally enjoying myself.today..met up with yu jia,sean,jonk,pam,gina and kamun.jonk was really entertaining and funny.made us luff thruout.ahha..

had a really great time catching up with Ka mun.once again,it takes someone mature to know wat to say and when to listen.I'm totally grateful tt she understands.

Been thinking alot after CLCN camp 2006..and i realised...tt one shld nv term another as a best fren when the level of maturity is different,the level of understanding isn't the same..and the chemistry just isn't there.i guess one shld nv be quick to judge.and as best frens,shldn't the other not judge when problems are shared between each other?Best frens are pple who'll tell each other stuff,be supportive,and be understanding.best frens do not assume u're gossipping just because u're bad mouthing someone.it just goes to show she trusts that u were just venting ur anger..and after venting it out...nothing will be said.discussion ends there.

so...i guess i was wrong to assume she was my best fren...but i'm so glad...it's made me realise...tt it's the older ones tt i can count on to listen to my woes...and receive mature comments and help..pple who'll definitely NOT JUDGE me...and pple who're supportive no matter where they are,how busy they are.pple...who've been there,done that and understands me.I'm really grateful because i know at times..u guys are reading my blog and always asks whenever u know i'm going thru a down period.thank you for always praying for me.i really appreciate the many yrs of friendship!thks guys!

as for the younger ones...i guess they shld nv assume me as their best frens...because...i can only lend em a supporting ear,give em advices...but they can't give me the same.

wat does best fren means to me?Honestly?i dun care if i have 1.cos in my eyes...i've more best frens den 1!!and best frens no longer mean doing crazy stuff together...and all tt girly things...different best fren does different stuff...eg..some can be my lending ears...another -a person who does crazy stuff...while another,my bitching/gossipping partner(tt of cos..i've not been doing much.yay!!) and another,my bs mate..so on and so forth.and best frens...does not mean...having one from the same gender.

of cos..FELICIA dearest...u'll always be my BEST FREN!!!i love u!!and i pray tt our friendship will last.as mentioned in ur blog. and the card u wrote to me.it's amazing how God brought this friendship back again eh?

u guys wanna know wat happened?well..to be continued soon!heh..tt's all for now..i'm off to bed!!

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Life's good

oops!it's been a week since i last blogged.
So...updates updates...

Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.

Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.

Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!

On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..

It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.

So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!

Life's good

oops!it's been a week since i last blogged.
So...updates updates...

Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.

Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.

Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!

On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..

It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.

So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!