As I countdown to a new month, I'm filled with very mixed emotions.
April, will not be like any other months that just come and go...but I'll be starting my part time studies. Something which I have been trying to put on hold since I started working.
I'm excited that when I graduate, it'll definitely boost my resume and escalate my career progression. Yet it's the process that I'm scared and worried about. The time taken to attend lessons, assignments and revision on top of the already very heavy workload and thinking of the bond I'm stuck with upon completion of my studies, I wonder if I'm up for such challenges.
I used to think being bonded to a company is a good thing just like any other person would feel. Yet, as I grew older, I start to know myself better and if you know me, I'm someone who enjoys freedom, independence and challenges. I for 1, hates being tied down, hates commitments and hates to be bonded. To me, a bond is like becoming a prisoner to your company. A bond means higher expectations. A bond means, loss of freedom.
My mum is happy tho. Typical u know..mum. Yet, I know that God is in total control of my life and I need to learn to commit my ways and plans to Him. It's frustrating at times, disappointing in some ways but at the end of every down, God has taught me that these lessons make me stronger and tougher...especially in maturity and in the mind.
I am counting down....Lessons begin mid april....so bye bye to job hunt and attractive career opportunities. I will and I can achieve what I wanna achieve with God in the plan!
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