I suddenly feel so empty...feels as if something's missing...lacking thereof...
wat issit??issit the thought of tt person???or meeting up with em..hanging ard them...now feels so different...issit gonna be just memories tt's left?
why was i so impulsive...why didn't i think of the consequences before i reacted...sigh...was i really to be blamed?but it wasn't a one sided thing....sheesh...maybe it was a lesson God wanted me to go thru..it sure taught me a lot...expensive lessons i guess...and now,all i can do...is to let time heal all our wounds...building up trust isn't gonna be as easy as ever...
haiz...i really miss those days hanging out...luffing...taking pictures...and doing stupid things...why do we always have to grow up..