Mixed feelings

I don't know how or where some people get their inspiration or motivation to blog so regularly. Guess ever since i started workin where I am now, i've been so tired, i just want to slack and stone whenever I get to stay home and do nothing.

Just found out last night tt an ex colleague's bro just passed away from a bike accident. Kate and I are both shocked and we were just talking bout his condition on Thursday. Guess life still has to go on...but i was a tad disappointed with God.

Why did he save Ian and not S's bro? S is a new christian and i tot tt it'll encourage her by sending ian's testimony to encourage her. Kept telling her to trust God and tt everyone's praying for his recovery but why did God allow him to pass away? Will it make her fall away from God?

We all know that God is in control but sometimes, it feels as if we living under a dictator.Everything is done according to his will.Even our life choices, do we really HAVE a choice sometimes? It's more like, if you choose to take this option, den BE prepared to face the consequences.

Tt's all gribing for now.