Since young, it's a norm for dad to be travelling out and having been in an environment where bro and I had to take care of ourselves, we nv felt anything whenever we were left alone.
In fact, we were happier with less discipline, and more freedom because bro wld not be bothered with what I was doing.
My whole family is away for ABC and once again, I'm left alone. But even before they left, I started to miss them already.
Could it be the fact that I've not been left alone for awhile because i'll usualy have 1 of my bros at home for company? Or the fact that I've become so used to seeing someone at home when i'm back late that I'll not be used to opening doors to a dark home?
Or maybe because of late, the moment i reach home, I'll see miah playing with the rabbit and i'll nv fail to disturb him.haha...
Even tho it's only 4 days, I definitely look forward to the space i'll get, the privacy I've craved for so long and the experience of living alone (A thought I've been contemplating for ages).
This will definitely show me how much my family means to me as well.
And i'm just reminded of mummy all of a sudden. It's just another 8 days to her 13yrs anniversary.
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