I need a JOANNAday!!

just so tired.i need a break.been streesed at work,overwhelmed with all tt is happening...tired of being so emo....and simply tired of always lending my ears to my friends...but nv getting the same treatment in return for all tt kindness.

Sometimes i wonder...why am i so nice?Why can't i just snap or be firm and turn pple down at times? I get bullied in the end...my frends think i'm too nice...and i always say "it's ok" with a smile.sigh....

everytime my friends ask me out...i'm more den happy to meet em up.....but why do i feel sad everytime we have to say Goodbye?it's like i know the nxt time we meet.....will be way months down the road.I love all my friends...yet..i know we're all busy with our lives and no matter how hard i try to keep in touch with every single person,there's always tt much i can afford....and it's draining me out. sheesh...

Joannaday's only gonna come when i turn 23 man...such a long way to go....i'm just whining..and yes...i am OFFICIALLY a BIMBO in training.haha....
xoxo, on