i had a great dinner last night with matt and doreen. and i'm truly encouraged even just by having a meal with em. Really miss those Friday evenings praying together, those times we spent hanging out and all...but yet, to Know that God has been good in their lives and how he's providing for em...i just feel happy..tt both of em are growing up!!growing in their faith,trusting in God for His providence.no longer leading a sheltered and protected life.
And then we talked bout me...yeah.....I know God has nv given up on me, and I know He is waiting for me to return...in fact,I've not totally backslidden...and I know He has opened many doors for me to start running back to Him. It's gonna take time....but I do believe tt I will run back to him,like the prodigal son. God has not given up on me,neither have I given up on God.I know where he's leadin me and I know what he is doing in my life. So...I'm just taking it step by step.
His plans are to prosper me and not to harm me.And I believe in it!