and yes!it has kinda ended! and I thank God...he turned it ard when he knew how hard I was struggling with bringing up tt subject.turned out I caught the person and left a msg with this person apologizing and telling me unworthy he is. Wat a relief.haha...i really am.

YAY!!!!i'm OFFICIALLY SINGLE AGAIN!!!!!! feels good.even tho it was short,nothing much happened....but i got to experience(well..kinda) what it's like being in a relationship...and a long distance one sommore.

My friends (those who are christians), always listen to God.because he has tt someone in stored for you. Don't disobey him,because it's not gonna work out.But if it did for you, Good for you. but for me? i know God wants me to obey. I know he has promised me something..but yet..when i got tired of waiting...and i gt frustrated because if God had promised me tt something...(ok..somre of u mmay know the rest of the story,but if u dunno..haha...er...too bad) and thus,i disobeyd and decided to take my own r/s into my own hands.wrong move.and I really want his blessings. I'm gonna wait..yup.patience.seriously not in a hurry.but he shld have talked to me bout it.sigh...wat're u waiting for?
xoxo, on