I suddenly feel so empty...feels as if something's missing...lacking thereof...
wat issit??issit the thought of tt person???or meeting up with em..hanging ard them...now feels so different...issit gonna be just memories tt's left?
why was i so impulsive...why didn't i think of the consequences before i reacted...sigh...was i really to be blamed?but it wasn't a one sided thing....sheesh...maybe it was a lesson God wanted me to go thru..it sure taught me a lot...expensive lessons i guess...and now,all i can do...is to let time heal all our wounds...building up trust isn't gonna be as easy as ever...
haiz...i really miss those days hanging out...luffing...taking pictures...and doing stupid things...why do we always have to grow up..
Frustrating!
2-3 weeks ago...i was so excited bout quitting my job...and looking forward to a new job...
but...today...i feel frustrated...lost...confused...
do i really want a retail job?Will i be able to survive?issit worth it? Will the efforts pay off?
or shld i just settle for a 9-5 job...get a stable income...and settle down?
haiz..i'm so tired of venturing...i'm so tired..of switching jobs...where does God want me to be exactly? I'm feeling so lost...and praying really hard tt he'll just show me the ways..SOON! I'm seriously trying to stall for time now...sheesh...pls pray for me! God seems so far now..even tho i know he's just beside me...all along...
but...today...i feel frustrated...lost...confused...
do i really want a retail job?Will i be able to survive?issit worth it? Will the efforts pay off?
or shld i just settle for a 9-5 job...get a stable income...and settle down?
haiz..i'm so tired of venturing...i'm so tired..of switching jobs...where does God want me to be exactly? I'm feeling so lost...and praying really hard tt he'll just show me the ways..SOON! I'm seriously trying to stall for time now...sheesh...pls pray for me! God seems so far now..even tho i know he's just beside me...all along...
This week has been a week of just doing nothing,staying at home all day long...and watching vcds...yup.i just finished watching Full House.
haha..and i've come to conclude that Korean dramas aren't tt interesting after all.Most of those i've watched...always end the same...or..the plot..is more or less there..
Female and Male...gotta get married to each other without a choice....they are at loggerheads initially..den the female,as a wife..start to be submisive,does the stuff a wife gotta do...and begins to fall for the male...male starts falling for female after she admits it...male has got EGO..so dun wanna admit yet...PRIDE!argh!!
and in between all these...there's always the 3rd and 4th party...where some guy will wanna protect the female lead..and den there's the other woman who tries all means and ways to break the couple...and in the end,gives up..and ends up good frens with the couple.
Man!can't they come up with something better??
haha...anyway...after 1 week of staying at home and not doing any work,i'm finally sick of staying at home..and wanna go out!!woohoo!!yes!finally got this feeling..so..nxt week's activities are definitely gonna be very pack!yay!!
haha..and i've come to conclude that Korean dramas aren't tt interesting after all.Most of those i've watched...always end the same...or..the plot..is more or less there..
Female and Male...gotta get married to each other without a choice....they are at loggerheads initially..den the female,as a wife..start to be submisive,does the stuff a wife gotta do...and begins to fall for the male...male starts falling for female after she admits it...male has got EGO..so dun wanna admit yet...PRIDE!argh!!
and in between all these...there's always the 3rd and 4th party...where some guy will wanna protect the female lead..and den there's the other woman who tries all means and ways to break the couple...and in the end,gives up..and ends up good frens with the couple.
Man!can't they come up with something better??
haha...anyway...after 1 week of staying at home and not doing any work,i'm finally sick of staying at home..and wanna go out!!woohoo!!yes!finally got this feeling..so..nxt week's activities are definitely gonna be very pack!yay!!
AGain!!
I've just resigned from my job on monday. It was a very sudden and shocking news to my boss as well as my colleagues as noone expected me to resign. I seemed so positive, so persistent and so confident tt i'll not quit.
But i've been facing many problems and i was praying..When it was time to move on, God simply just opened doors for me. It's amazing..although sometimes,i do feel tired, having to keep changing jobs and starting in a new environment. I've asked God before...when will it stop. But well..he knows what's best for me..and i just gotta keep trusting in Him for directions in my life. He knows what's best for me.
And so..yes!i'll be joining bods.bodynits. I'm looking forward to going back to where i belong.. Retail, fashion.tt's me!
It's sad to leave because i've made many wonderful frens in Jeregon International, but also,alot have left abt the same time as i am.so...haha..tt's fine.heh...
So what am i doing with my holiday now?
well...i've been shopping!yes!shopping...went to bugis,went to orchard and even shopped at my own erhem shop!haha...so..yeah..took out all my clothes to stock take,and take pics so tt agnes or anyone of you can help to spread the word around,so i can clear them as fast as i can.and i'm also helping grace upload contents into her shop's online shopping cart.
there goes my rest man.as always,i nv seem to get time off for myself.i hope i do get enough rest before i start a new job again.else,i'll nv be refreshed.
But i've been facing many problems and i was praying..When it was time to move on, God simply just opened doors for me. It's amazing..although sometimes,i do feel tired, having to keep changing jobs and starting in a new environment. I've asked God before...when will it stop. But well..he knows what's best for me..and i just gotta keep trusting in Him for directions in my life. He knows what's best for me.
And so..yes!i'll be joining bods.bodynits. I'm looking forward to going back to where i belong.. Retail, fashion.tt's me!
It's sad to leave because i've made many wonderful frens in Jeregon International, but also,alot have left abt the same time as i am.so...haha..tt's fine.heh...
So what am i doing with my holiday now?
well...i've been shopping!yes!shopping...went to bugis,went to orchard and even shopped at my own erhem shop!haha...so..yeah..took out all my clothes to stock take,and take pics so tt agnes or anyone of you can help to spread the word around,so i can clear them as fast as i can.and i'm also helping grace upload contents into her shop's online shopping cart.
there goes my rest man.as always,i nv seem to get time off for myself.i hope i do get enough rest before i start a new job again.else,i'll nv be refreshed.
Evangelistic Outreach
praise God!! i've been used in the fields....always doing things associated to evangelism.and i'm glad for the opportunities and the channels God has used me in.
Today's cantonese outreach was so wonderful..seeing these old pple accept Christ is just...PRICELESS!
okie...as for me...hahaha....i'm quitting my job this week!woohoo!it means i'll have more time for myself soon!yes!and more time to meet up with my frens!!
Today's cantonese outreach was so wonderful..seeing these old pple accept Christ is just...PRICELESS!
okie...as for me...hahaha....i'm quitting my job this week!woohoo!it means i'll have more time for myself soon!yes!and more time to meet up with my frens!!
Can't be better!
brought Kris today to YPM. it's kinda like my 1st time bringing someone to ypm and it feels really great! Knowing tt he enjoyed himself as well...i seriously hope he doesn't feel left out
Kris is a great guy...nice to talk to him...and he's really open abt alot of christian stuff.
By bringing him,it has taught me alot of things.bringing someone doesn't end just by him coming regularly. Follow up is very important.Building a strong foundation,the time invested and the commitments to seeing someone become as fervent as u are..all these requires time. It's like wat i'm taught in my company.with trainees under me..i've to put in even more time and commitment..cos wat i can achieve,my trainees can only achieve 2/3 of it.
It seems God is using new pple to bring me back to YPM.much as i'll like to spend time catching up with my frens on saturdays...i've to sacrifice all these to add numbers to the kingdom of God.issit worth it?definitely!but if i can't fit into ypm myself..how can i help my frens to fit in?
wel...i'm sure God'll lead the way.It's really great tt pple do notice my absence..and i really appreciate the fact tt they feel happy when i'm joining em for dinner...
for now..it's time to take a rest...and off to work i go tom!!
Kris is a great guy...nice to talk to him...and he's really open abt alot of christian stuff.
By bringing him,it has taught me alot of things.bringing someone doesn't end just by him coming regularly. Follow up is very important.Building a strong foundation,the time invested and the commitments to seeing someone become as fervent as u are..all these requires time. It's like wat i'm taught in my company.with trainees under me..i've to put in even more time and commitment..cos wat i can achieve,my trainees can only achieve 2/3 of it.
It seems God is using new pple to bring me back to YPM.much as i'll like to spend time catching up with my frens on saturdays...i've to sacrifice all these to add numbers to the kingdom of God.issit worth it?definitely!but if i can't fit into ypm myself..how can i help my frens to fit in?
wel...i'm sure God'll lead the way.It's really great tt pple do notice my absence..and i really appreciate the fact tt they feel happy when i'm joining em for dinner...
for now..it's time to take a rest...and off to work i go tom!!
Blessed!
many a times...we take God's blessings for granted...many a times....these blessings,we dun deserve...
but i've been so blessed monday to wednesday....tt when things didn't go my way on thursday...i was unhappy...when things didn't turn out the way i want it to...i blame God.
It's been such a great week altho politics between my fren and manager is still ongoing..i choose to be neutral..altho it's somewhat affecting me..sheesh...i pray tt i'll be able to focus in work
I've a trainee coming in on monday and i'm so excited!!it's exciting yet scary cos it means i've to put in more commitments and effort into my work...no more slacking..gotta set an example!!hohohoh...
Just came back from my cousin's 21st party...haha..it was...somewhat a different culture cos when it was cutting of cake,it wasn't announced...the pple ard her just sang a birthday song..she blew the candle..and there...that was it.hahaa...quite weird..but oh well...so long as the bday gal's happy.it was nice meeting up with my cousins...when we meet only like once a yr..i'm glad there was time for some catching up...and to realise tt those ard my agee are all attached.and yes!there were questions of "why aren't u attached?" and "when am i gonna meet ur boyfriend" coming up.thankfully...there was my bro who's attached..and so...i nv had to answer tt question.haha..but even so..i know i'm pretty much sure i dun wanan get attached anytime this yr because i wanna focus on my career (sheesh..why am i becoming career minded?) so i can give my parents and bros a better life...looking at my grandpa today..i really want the best for him too!!i know my aunts can't provide him with tt because they're not well off...and they've their own families to feed too.more importantly,i pray tt they'll come to know Christ soon!
well..pc of good news...i nv expected tt my cousin will tell me she'll come back to COS again after her O levels!!praise God!!He's definitely movin in my life and in the life of the pple ard me..
okie...i guess..it's time for me to get ready for bed!goodnights u all and i pray tt he's opening as many doors for u as he is for me.PUSH!!!
but i've been so blessed monday to wednesday....tt when things didn't go my way on thursday...i was unhappy...when things didn't turn out the way i want it to...i blame God.
It's been such a great week altho politics between my fren and manager is still ongoing..i choose to be neutral..altho it's somewhat affecting me..sheesh...i pray tt i'll be able to focus in work
I've a trainee coming in on monday and i'm so excited!!it's exciting yet scary cos it means i've to put in more commitments and effort into my work...no more slacking..gotta set an example!!hohohoh...
Just came back from my cousin's 21st party...haha..it was...somewhat a different culture cos when it was cutting of cake,it wasn't announced...the pple ard her just sang a birthday song..she blew the candle..and there...that was it.hahaa...quite weird..but oh well...so long as the bday gal's happy.it was nice meeting up with my cousins...when we meet only like once a yr..i'm glad there was time for some catching up...and to realise tt those ard my agee are all attached.and yes!there were questions of "why aren't u attached?" and "when am i gonna meet ur boyfriend" coming up.thankfully...there was my bro who's attached..and so...i nv had to answer tt question.haha..but even so..i know i'm pretty much sure i dun wanan get attached anytime this yr because i wanna focus on my career (sheesh..why am i becoming career minded?) so i can give my parents and bros a better life...looking at my grandpa today..i really want the best for him too!!i know my aunts can't provide him with tt because they're not well off...and they've their own families to feed too.more importantly,i pray tt they'll come to know Christ soon!
well..pc of good news...i nv expected tt my cousin will tell me she'll come back to COS again after her O levels!!praise God!!He's definitely movin in my life and in the life of the pple ard me..
okie...i guess..it's time for me to get ready for bed!goodnights u all and i pray tt he's opening as many doors for u as he is for me.PUSH!!!
In His time
i was supposed to attend 1st svc today...supposedly very tired ytd,i cldn't sleep at 2am...was still very much wide awake...thought of alot of things...
den...i cldn't wake up for 1st svc..as usual...so...decided to attend 2nd svc..at least..i'm still attending svc right??
I guess it was all in God's timing..because Chu Hou Ren spoke today...and it was so relevant!just the answers i was looking for the past week...It's amazing..God answered all my questions...esp the part when i feel so lousy in everything i do. His strength is made perfect when i am weak! 2 Cor 12:9.
Amen to tt!
den...i cldn't wake up for 1st svc..as usual...so...decided to attend 2nd svc..at least..i'm still attending svc right??
I guess it was all in God's timing..because Chu Hou Ren spoke today...and it was so relevant!just the answers i was looking for the past week...It's amazing..God answered all my questions...esp the part when i feel so lousy in everything i do. His strength is made perfect when i am weak! 2 Cor 12:9.
Amen to tt!
Whenever i'm down...besides going to God, the only other place that really perks me up...is at Brise De Joie. Indeed...it really is a brezze of joy everytime i'm there.
Feeling down with some problems with work and all...i just didn't feel like going out on my only off day..thought it'll be good to drop by grace and peter's shop at Katong Mall...i actually spent like 4hrs++ there w/o realising it. I'm really thankful for em man!Anytime i feel down and i need company,i know they'll always welcome me..and tt's the place where i can just be relaxed..talk to em abt it...play with lil perry who has grown up into a fine,cute,active boy...yup...going to their shop just makes me so welcomed,i dun wanna leave literally. Really really miss working with em...but sometimes,life just gotta move on.
Been overwhelmed with some stuff lately..God has opened up another business opportunity for me...but really...i dunno if i want it.i'm so tired..i just wanna stay somewhere and settle down.My manager has been really nice towards me..said he's gonna spare me more time to groom me...It's now a state of confusion..whether to move on...or to stay...there're just so many things to consider...really really gotta pray hard and trust in God.
Went to JB for a lil leisure trip on thursday with matt,doreen and helu.It was a really nice destressing trip. We caught a movie there.Woah!!it's been soooo long since i last paid for a show tt costs only SGD5!! and the popcorn's really really nice...or maybe...i've not eaten pop corn for quite some time.haha...i bought a few tops..everyone came back with some shopping definitely!haha..i think we didn't have much time...but it was all worth it.We had great fellowship too.
I look forward to the holiday in dec!!woohoo!!time to start saving man!haha
Feeling down with some problems with work and all...i just didn't feel like going out on my only off day..thought it'll be good to drop by grace and peter's shop at Katong Mall...i actually spent like 4hrs++ there w/o realising it. I'm really thankful for em man!Anytime i feel down and i need company,i know they'll always welcome me..and tt's the place where i can just be relaxed..talk to em abt it...play with lil perry who has grown up into a fine,cute,active boy...yup...going to their shop just makes me so welcomed,i dun wanna leave literally. Really really miss working with em...but sometimes,life just gotta move on.
Been overwhelmed with some stuff lately..God has opened up another business opportunity for me...but really...i dunno if i want it.i'm so tired..i just wanna stay somewhere and settle down.My manager has been really nice towards me..said he's gonna spare me more time to groom me...It's now a state of confusion..whether to move on...or to stay...there're just so many things to consider...really really gotta pray hard and trust in God.
Went to JB for a lil leisure trip on thursday with matt,doreen and helu.It was a really nice destressing trip. We caught a movie there.Woah!!it's been soooo long since i last paid for a show tt costs only SGD5!! and the popcorn's really really nice...or maybe...i've not eaten pop corn for quite some time.haha...i bought a few tops..everyone came back with some shopping definitely!haha..i think we didn't have much time...but it was all worth it.We had great fellowship too.
I look forward to the holiday in dec!!woohoo!!time to start saving man!haha
hmm...
oops!so when was the last time i posted another entry??
haha....well...yes...been so busy with rehearsals,dance pracs,work and stuff to prepare,i really hadn't much time for any other stuff...whenever i think of posting an entry...i'll be too tired by then.
so..Everyday! is over! Finally i dun have to struggle between work and commitments...such choice really sucks.the past few weeks hasn't been good.i've been struglling...office politics really sucks....i'm trying to 'siam' out of it...but inadvertently,i think...i've offended my manager...one way or another...and cos of it...i've been trying to excel in work just to get back to his 'good books'...to have favours in his eyes...but tt's not gonna happen...and after awhile...i'm just so sick and tired of trying...like in church...why am i doing things just to please pple?or even to live up to other pple's expectations...
it's tiring enuff being a pastor's daughter...having to live up to tt status...when u're equally human as anyone...trying to put on a smile all the time...it's nv easy...after awhile...i remember tt my boss...isn't my manager...i've the GREATEST boss ever!why do i need to try so hard to please anyone but him..God's my greatest boss!it's thru God tt i'll be blessed! It's God i shld be trusting...so...i'm learning to remind myself...and try to steer away from office politics..
off to bed i go..ciaoz!
haha....well...yes...been so busy with rehearsals,dance pracs,work and stuff to prepare,i really hadn't much time for any other stuff...whenever i think of posting an entry...i'll be too tired by then.
so..Everyday! is over! Finally i dun have to struggle between work and commitments...such choice really sucks.the past few weeks hasn't been good.i've been struglling...office politics really sucks....i'm trying to 'siam' out of it...but inadvertently,i think...i've offended my manager...one way or another...and cos of it...i've been trying to excel in work just to get back to his 'good books'...to have favours in his eyes...but tt's not gonna happen...and after awhile...i'm just so sick and tired of trying...like in church...why am i doing things just to please pple?or even to live up to other pple's expectations...
it's tiring enuff being a pastor's daughter...having to live up to tt status...when u're equally human as anyone...trying to put on a smile all the time...it's nv easy...after awhile...i remember tt my boss...isn't my manager...i've the GREATEST boss ever!why do i need to try so hard to please anyone but him..God's my greatest boss!it's thru God tt i'll be blessed! It's God i shld be trusting...so...i'm learning to remind myself...and try to steer away from office politics..
off to bed i go..ciaoz!
TGIS!
Yes!it's saturday!!my off day!!!
went to watch love wrecked today...didn't know movies cld speak to me too.haha...it got me depressed actually...sadly..heh...but well...all in God's hands!
This week has been really hectic...even tho i had off on thursday...was just rushing from place to place...wat a day...
thursday's everyday! rehearsal went okie..just tt i wasn't prepared with a speech i was supposed to prepare...den..sat...last minute got training in the office...haiz...so...had to wake up early...like 7am....when work ended only at like 10++ the night before...my company's crazy!u gotta be the cream of the crop to get the owner's help..but i'm not gonna wait for my owner...i trust in God..and i'm gonna be pro active...doing things myself...recruiting team members on my own..makes my career advance faster...
yup...so...my week has been more or less..just like this...in case u guys dunno...i spent 150 on thursday!!on clothes!!hahaha....but it was all worth it.
juice to u guys!!have a blessed coming week! :)
went to watch love wrecked today...didn't know movies cld speak to me too.haha...it got me depressed actually...sadly..heh...but well...all in God's hands!
This week has been really hectic...even tho i had off on thursday...was just rushing from place to place...wat a day...
thursday's everyday! rehearsal went okie..just tt i wasn't prepared with a speech i was supposed to prepare...den..sat...last minute got training in the office...haiz...so...had to wake up early...like 7am....when work ended only at like 10++ the night before...my company's crazy!u gotta be the cream of the crop to get the owner's help..but i'm not gonna wait for my owner...i trust in God..and i'm gonna be pro active...doing things myself...recruiting team members on my own..makes my career advance faster...
yup...so...my week has been more or less..just like this...in case u guys dunno...i spent 150 on thursday!!on clothes!!hahaha....but it was all worth it.
juice to u guys!!have a blessed coming week! :)
HELLO HELLO HELLO!!
i'm sorry!!i've been really too tired and busy to update my blog.
work has been really really good..altho this week....i kinda slacked a little.haha..
yup...went thru some ups and downs this week as well...many stuff...tt's been buried for quite some time..i know...it won't be solved so soon..but well...i'm trying to slowly let go of it....slowly forgive...but it's so difficult.i'm praying hard.
i went to watch CLICK today...hilarious yet TOUCHING movie.even my manager cried.haha...ya..it's a really great movie.it's funny,entertaining yet the moral of the movie is something we can learn from. There're just so many things in life tt we shld learn to appreciate and not fast forward..things tt we've to learn to let go off as well as take it 1 step at a time...and not escape from stuff u simply hate and wanna avoid.
maybe...it's a lesson i can learn frm.not to avoid..but solve it one by one.tough tho.ah well...
it's really weird.cos it has been sometime since i last watch a movie with more den 3 pple...so..when i went today...i had to remind myself...tt it wasn't a date.haha...yeah..the past few movies were watched with a date.hence...it felt like a date.haha...and no..i'm not typing this to brag or anything...but it's been really nice.saturdays not going for this particular place has made me very happy...going out on dates...has made me happier...and taught me how to enjoy a saturday night the way it shld be enjoyed.
every date is unique.they've shown me wat a gentleman they are...wat a guy shld be doing and i really enjoy being treated the way a LADY shld be treated.thks guys!for making me like i'm a LADY...not a kid...not a guy...or not someone transparent.
yup....so..it's been so long..i hope all of u are doing fine too!tt's all for now!
work has been really really good..altho this week....i kinda slacked a little.haha..
yup...went thru some ups and downs this week as well...many stuff...tt's been buried for quite some time..i know...it won't be solved so soon..but well...i'm trying to slowly let go of it....slowly forgive...but it's so difficult.i'm praying hard.
i went to watch CLICK today...hilarious yet TOUCHING movie.even my manager cried.haha...ya..it's a really great movie.it's funny,entertaining yet the moral of the movie is something we can learn from. There're just so many things in life tt we shld learn to appreciate and not fast forward..things tt we've to learn to let go off as well as take it 1 step at a time...and not escape from stuff u simply hate and wanna avoid.
maybe...it's a lesson i can learn frm.not to avoid..but solve it one by one.tough tho.ah well...
it's really weird.cos it has been sometime since i last watch a movie with more den 3 pple...so..when i went today...i had to remind myself...tt it wasn't a date.haha...yeah..the past few movies were watched with a date.hence...it felt like a date.haha...and no..i'm not typing this to brag or anything...but it's been really nice.saturdays not going for this particular place has made me very happy...going out on dates...has made me happier...and taught me how to enjoy a saturday night the way it shld be enjoyed.
every date is unique.they've shown me wat a gentleman they are...wat a guy shld be doing and i really enjoy being treated the way a LADY shld be treated.thks guys!for making me like i'm a LADY...not a kid...not a guy...or not someone transparent.
yup....so..it's been so long..i hope all of u are doing fine too!tt's all for now!
it's time!!
hi guys!!!!!i'm so sorry!!it's been AGES since i last updated.haha...for those who've been constantly coming back to my blog..thank you for taking the time and effort to 'drop' by.
So sorry...been working...and when i come home,i'm too tired to blog or type anything out.
so yup!i've started working with the company.most unexpected because i really dreaded the fact tt i've to be dressed in a RED POLO TEE(tucked in) with black pants,going door to door,raising funds for charity.It's so unglam and the tot of having to work in the evening again just put me off.
So...many wld know..i actually rejected/turned down the job offer..but even after turning it down,i kept praying bout it.cos when i went for the interviews,i felt very very at peace.i know God's with me.and after numerous calls from my manager,i just felt tt it had something to do with God.so i prayed tt if this job is where God wants me to be,den i prayed tt He'll bless me. So...it's been a few weeks since i started this job..and i'm beginning to see God blessing me.Cos i've started to hit the fields alone,and i'm on my own.results has been quite good.Although my pitch still needs a lot of brushing up,God's been so faithful,i've been able to raise a not too bad amt when my trainers and anyone above me aren't doing tt well.So..i really thank God.it sure is a DEFINITE confirmation.alright...i'm tired.tt's all for now!till den!!
have a great week!
So sorry...been working...and when i come home,i'm too tired to blog or type anything out.
so yup!i've started working with the company.most unexpected because i really dreaded the fact tt i've to be dressed in a RED POLO TEE(tucked in) with black pants,going door to door,raising funds for charity.It's so unglam and the tot of having to work in the evening again just put me off.
So...many wld know..i actually rejected/turned down the job offer..but even after turning it down,i kept praying bout it.cos when i went for the interviews,i felt very very at peace.i know God's with me.and after numerous calls from my manager,i just felt tt it had something to do with God.so i prayed tt if this job is where God wants me to be,den i prayed tt He'll bless me. So...it's been a few weeks since i started this job..and i'm beginning to see God blessing me.Cos i've started to hit the fields alone,and i'm on my own.results has been quite good.Although my pitch still needs a lot of brushing up,God's been so faithful,i've been able to raise a not too bad amt when my trainers and anyone above me aren't doing tt well.So..i really thank God.it sure is a DEFINITE confirmation.alright...i'm tired.tt's all for now!till den!!
have a great week!
Started Working
so...i started working this week.in the end,i took up tt job offer.haha..
why did i take it up?cos the manager kept calling me..and i was rather irritated la..so...tot..aiya..since got nothing to do,might as well just go for the training and try it out.haha...little did i know...tt i'll like this company so much.the pple there are really nice,supportive,friendly..and so not competitive.i can be assured there'll be no back biting.it reminds me of church...somewhat better.hence,i decide to stay on.3rd day into it,and i'm loving it.told myself tt since i'm at the company already...i must do my best.this place is somewhere where i know i can achieve something and i'm not gonna lose this opportunity.
alright...i'm off to bathe!more updates soon!ciaoz!
why did i take it up?cos the manager kept calling me..and i was rather irritated la..so...tot..aiya..since got nothing to do,might as well just go for the training and try it out.haha...little did i know...tt i'll like this company so much.the pple there are really nice,supportive,friendly..and so not competitive.i can be assured there'll be no back biting.it reminds me of church...somewhat better.hence,i decide to stay on.3rd day into it,and i'm loving it.told myself tt since i'm at the company already...i must do my best.this place is somewhere where i know i can achieve something and i'm not gonna lose this opportunity.
alright...i'm off to bathe!more updates soon!ciaoz!
things seem to be..well...i dunno whether to say picking up or still the same...
but i seem to be in an identity crisis now.haha....yeah..at 21....suddenly...confused bout lotsa stuff...frustrated at the way i was brought up...and....been going thru alot of 'condemning' tots...
keep me in prayers ya?thk u!
but i seem to be in an identity crisis now.haha....yeah..at 21....suddenly...confused bout lotsa stuff...frustrated at the way i was brought up...and....been going thru alot of 'condemning' tots...
keep me in prayers ya?thk u!
i'm sorry...i'm so troublesome....because...i've decided tt this is the place where i'll talk a lil bout my unhappiness...and sometimes...it may not sound nice to some pple...thus..it's safer tt only my close frens get to read this..well..close frens..and lil sheep!cos i want em to know wat's going on in my life too.and i know they'll understand.right anjellyna?
and i know tt u guys...after reading my posts...are pple who'll nv judge me...yeah?so thk u for loving me the way i am....and thk u...for not judging me.i'm just so sick of pple who're hypocritical...talks abt other pple judging em..yet on their part..still judging pple.on my part...well..i do admit..i used to judge pple too...but now?not really.i'm so tired of judging pple and i just wanna accept pple the way they are..but sometimes...there ARE TIMES..when some pple just get on my nerves....just like they get on urs yeah?so...this is where my blog comes...hence...i wanna keep it as private as can be.thk u!for keeping this private..
aren't u guys honoured??to be given the password??haha...thks for being frens who've stood by me..and constantly sending regards.i hope to do the same back to u!!love ya!
and i know tt u guys...after reading my posts...are pple who'll nv judge me...yeah?so thk u for loving me the way i am....and thk u...for not judging me.i'm just so sick of pple who're hypocritical...talks abt other pple judging em..yet on their part..still judging pple.on my part...well..i do admit..i used to judge pple too...but now?not really.i'm so tired of judging pple and i just wanna accept pple the way they are..but sometimes...there ARE TIMES..when some pple just get on my nerves....just like they get on urs yeah?so...this is where my blog comes...hence...i wanna keep it as private as can be.thk u!for keeping this private..
aren't u guys honoured??to be given the password??haha...thks for being frens who've stood by me..and constantly sending regards.i hope to do the same back to u!!love ya!
Holiday rocks!
so...it's meeting up with pple over lunch and tanning and jogging this week!
it's been fun!i'm totally enjoying myself.today..met up with yu jia,sean,jonk,pam,gina and kamun.jonk was really entertaining and funny.made us luff thruout.ahha..
had a really great time catching up with Ka mun.once again,it takes someone mature to know wat to say and when to listen.I'm totally grateful tt she understands.
Been thinking alot after CLCN camp 2006..and i realised...tt one shld nv term another as a best fren when the level of maturity is different,the level of understanding isn't the same..and the chemistry just isn't there.i guess one shld nv be quick to judge.and as best frens,shldn't the other not judge when problems are shared between each other?Best frens are pple who'll tell each other stuff,be supportive,and be understanding.best frens do not assume u're gossipping just because u're bad mouthing someone.it just goes to show she trusts that u were just venting ur anger..and after venting it out...nothing will be said.discussion ends there.
so...i guess i was wrong to assume she was my best fren...but i'm so glad...it's made me realise...tt it's the older ones tt i can count on to listen to my woes...and receive mature comments and help..pple who'll definitely NOT JUDGE me...and pple who're supportive no matter where they are,how busy they are.pple...who've been there,done that and understands me.I'm really grateful because i know at times..u guys are reading my blog and always asks whenever u know i'm going thru a down period.thank you for always praying for me.i really appreciate the many yrs of friendship!thks guys!
as for the younger ones...i guess they shld nv assume me as their best frens...because...i can only lend em a supporting ear,give em advices...but they can't give me the same.
wat does best fren means to me?Honestly?i dun care if i have 1.cos in my eyes...i've more best frens den 1!!and best frens no longer mean doing crazy stuff together...and all tt girly things...different best fren does different stuff...eg..some can be my lending ears...another -a person who does crazy stuff...while another,my bitching/gossipping partner(tt of cos..i've not been doing much.yay!!) and another,my bs mate..so on and so forth.and best frens...does not mean...having one from the same gender.
of cos..FELICIA dearest...u'll always be my BEST FREN!!!i love u!!and i pray tt our friendship will last.as mentioned in ur blog. and the card u wrote to me.it's amazing how God brought this friendship back again eh?
u guys wanna know wat happened?well..to be continued soon!heh..tt's all for now..i'm off to bed!!
it's been fun!i'm totally enjoying myself.today..met up with yu jia,sean,jonk,pam,gina and kamun.jonk was really entertaining and funny.made us luff thruout.ahha..
had a really great time catching up with Ka mun.once again,it takes someone mature to know wat to say and when to listen.I'm totally grateful tt she understands.
Been thinking alot after CLCN camp 2006..and i realised...tt one shld nv term another as a best fren when the level of maturity is different,the level of understanding isn't the same..and the chemistry just isn't there.i guess one shld nv be quick to judge.and as best frens,shldn't the other not judge when problems are shared between each other?Best frens are pple who'll tell each other stuff,be supportive,and be understanding.best frens do not assume u're gossipping just because u're bad mouthing someone.it just goes to show she trusts that u were just venting ur anger..and after venting it out...nothing will be said.discussion ends there.
so...i guess i was wrong to assume she was my best fren...but i'm so glad...it's made me realise...tt it's the older ones tt i can count on to listen to my woes...and receive mature comments and help..pple who'll definitely NOT JUDGE me...and pple who're supportive no matter where they are,how busy they are.pple...who've been there,done that and understands me.I'm really grateful because i know at times..u guys are reading my blog and always asks whenever u know i'm going thru a down period.thank you for always praying for me.i really appreciate the many yrs of friendship!thks guys!
as for the younger ones...i guess they shld nv assume me as their best frens...because...i can only lend em a supporting ear,give em advices...but they can't give me the same.
wat does best fren means to me?Honestly?i dun care if i have 1.cos in my eyes...i've more best frens den 1!!and best frens no longer mean doing crazy stuff together...and all tt girly things...different best fren does different stuff...eg..some can be my lending ears...another -a person who does crazy stuff...while another,my bitching/gossipping partner(tt of cos..i've not been doing much.yay!!) and another,my bs mate..so on and so forth.and best frens...does not mean...having one from the same gender.
of cos..FELICIA dearest...u'll always be my BEST FREN!!!i love u!!and i pray tt our friendship will last.as mentioned in ur blog. and the card u wrote to me.it's amazing how God brought this friendship back again eh?
u guys wanna know wat happened?well..to be continued soon!heh..tt's all for now..i'm off to bed!!
Life's good
oops!it's been a week since i last blogged.
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
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