thk you....for all the lovely compliments and praise. it just made my evening better....
and it just made me feel better too.no overconfident....but more affirmaation...and makes me praise God even more for wat i have gone thru and will go thru in time to come.
Agnes, i'm so glad we shared ytd...it was just such great encouragement...you're doing well!and u're leading well too.we all love you! *hugz*
Fel and dawn...i can't wait for the pictures!!it was just so fun laughing over silly matters and the dessert chosen and all the ugly pics we took.heh....lovely friendship....and i love you all! *muaks*
14years...
Today marks the 14th year God took mummy away....
But the day she left me still remains so fresh in my memory...the stuff we did together seems like it just happened...the food she cooked....the cross stitches she did...
well...Mummy is now in Heaven...but she will remain in our hearts forever and I know...we all missed her...well...well....Happy 14th years mum. I love you!
On a happier note, I've had such a busy week....had lesser sleep but yet...still feel good. So just a brief sum up of the wk tt just passed..
Monday
It was dinner with geri and chri....chatted over hokkien mee and mango dunno wat at food republic....and well....chatting bout the funny stuff we did back in Kokanee was hilarious..making fun of certain pple..haha...and laughing over what we had to do daily back then.
Then...when i reached home...there was Rochor Beancurd delivered right to my well..void deck..so it was meeting up with a certain someone....chatted awhile wheil i was eating the beancurd.it was so nice!!thk u...for wat u did. :)
Tuesday
watched narnia with jas and on my way home, got caught in the rain.thank God bro wasn't asleep yet..and he drove over to tp to pick me up...den....someone wanted to show me his new hairstyle...so i met my fren at the void deck just to see the new hairstyle...chatted awhile..again..before i went back....slept ard 1..
Wednesday
Met up with shu Yi and we had jap food at food republic.goodness!i tell u...the jap food is awesome!!it's really different and the bento is really value for money.u guys shld go try it someday!!! and we had so much to talk about....from work...to religion....to relationship..and almost anything!!!it was wonderful catching up with u babe!!!even tho we're of different religion..tt openess view u have...is nice to not be afraid of offendingur religion shldi say something wrong. :) we'll meet up soon again!miss ya!
Thursday
was supposed to go down to marine terrace for costume measurement but plans were cancelled when i was on my way down!so since i was ard the area...decided to meet up with grace and fam.they were having dinner at this place near katong laksa..and well....i tried the crabs they ordered.wah!!it's very nice leh.one day u guys shld try it too.haha...waited in church for dad and went back together
Friday
went to do eyelash extension and a very very good fren at work asked me out for supper..so we had supper at this 24hrs prata shop near my place and the time passed so quickly..we didnt know we had sat there for like 3hrs plus?there was so much catching up to do....talking bout work....relationship....everything and anything la.it's always enjoyable catching up with u babe. to have someone i can be so transparent with and tell u everything and literally everything...and to have honest opinions from you and all. I'm so glad really glad tt u joined the company.although we may be in different places now, but i know our frienship has grown even more. I love you dearie!!can't wait for the next meet up!hugza!
alright..weekend...i was hooked to gossip girl..spent the whole of sat evening watchin the episodes...just a few more to go before i complete the whole season 1!!
sunday was pretty bad...shan't comment further....but i sure hope...that these leaders wake up their idea....it's not abot the spotlight..can't they see it too?sigh...
this prett much sums up the whole of last week...no pics...too lazy to take.haha...it's gonna be a busy week for me again..with all the catchin up and bday celebrtions and holiday!!shall blog soon!
But the day she left me still remains so fresh in my memory...the stuff we did together seems like it just happened...the food she cooked....the cross stitches she did...
well...Mummy is now in Heaven...but she will remain in our hearts forever and I know...we all missed her...well...well....Happy 14th years mum. I love you!
On a happier note, I've had such a busy week....had lesser sleep but yet...still feel good. So just a brief sum up of the wk tt just passed..
Monday
It was dinner with geri and chri....chatted over hokkien mee and mango dunno wat at food republic....and well....chatting bout the funny stuff we did back in Kokanee was hilarious..making fun of certain pple..haha...and laughing over what we had to do daily back then.
Then...when i reached home...there was Rochor Beancurd delivered right to my well..void deck..so it was meeting up with a certain someone....chatted awhile wheil i was eating the beancurd.it was so nice!!thk u...for wat u did. :)
Tuesday
watched narnia with jas and on my way home, got caught in the rain.thank God bro wasn't asleep yet..and he drove over to tp to pick me up...den....someone wanted to show me his new hairstyle...so i met my fren at the void deck just to see the new hairstyle...chatted awhile..again..before i went back....slept ard 1..
Wednesday
Met up with shu Yi and we had jap food at food republic.goodness!i tell u...the jap food is awesome!!it's really different and the bento is really value for money.u guys shld go try it someday!!! and we had so much to talk about....from work...to religion....to relationship..and almost anything!!!it was wonderful catching up with u babe!!!even tho we're of different religion..tt openess view u have...is nice to not be afraid of offendingur religion shldi say something wrong. :) we'll meet up soon again!miss ya!
Thursday
was supposed to go down to marine terrace for costume measurement but plans were cancelled when i was on my way down!so since i was ard the area...decided to meet up with grace and fam.they were having dinner at this place near katong laksa..and well....i tried the crabs they ordered.wah!!it's very nice leh.one day u guys shld try it too.haha...waited in church for dad and went back together
Friday
went to do eyelash extension and a very very good fren at work asked me out for supper..so we had supper at this 24hrs prata shop near my place and the time passed so quickly..we didnt know we had sat there for like 3hrs plus?there was so much catching up to do....talking bout work....relationship....everything and anything la.it's always enjoyable catching up with u babe. to have someone i can be so transparent with and tell u everything and literally everything...and to have honest opinions from you and all. I'm so glad really glad tt u joined the company.although we may be in different places now, but i know our frienship has grown even more. I love you dearie!!can't wait for the next meet up!hugza!
alright..weekend...i was hooked to gossip girl..spent the whole of sat evening watchin the episodes...just a few more to go before i complete the whole season 1!!
sunday was pretty bad...shan't comment further....but i sure hope...that these leaders wake up their idea....it's not abot the spotlight..can't they see it too?sigh...
this prett much sums up the whole of last week...no pics...too lazy to take.haha...it's gonna be a busy week for me again..with all the catchin up and bday celebrtions and holiday!!shall blog soon!
ENFP in Love
This is so true of me...haha....I'm a true blue ENFP!
When they are in love, they may either overcommit and ignore any unpleasant yet true facts; or they may undercommit, believing that there may be a better love "just around the corner."
Therefore, ENFPs may be seen as fickle in their relationships as they search for the "right one."
When and if the flaws in the relationship become too obvious to ENFPs, they may admit defeat, feeling great pain because they have put so much energy into perfecting a particular relationship. When ENFPs are scorned, they overgeneralize about their partners' worst faults. Because ENFPs thrive on new possibilities, when they fall out of love, they rebound
quickly.
VERY TRUE!!
When they are in love, they may either overcommit and ignore any unpleasant yet true facts; or they may undercommit, believing that there may be a better love "just around the corner."
Therefore, ENFPs may be seen as fickle in their relationships as they search for the "right one."
When and if the flaws in the relationship become too obvious to ENFPs, they may admit defeat, feeling great pain because they have put so much energy into perfecting a particular relationship. When ENFPs are scorned, they overgeneralize about their partners' worst faults. Because ENFPs thrive on new possibilities, when they fall out of love, they rebound
quickly.
VERY TRUE!!
God's Perfect Timing!
I finally caught Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian ytd.
COuld have caught it earlier but jas had a camp to attend last week. and we delayed till this week. But everything seems to fall under God's perfect timing when there were certain issues tt needed answers.
He affirmed me so much bout this particular issue tt tears just flowed down as I continued to absorb tt affirmation. It has been so long and i am to go on waiting...i dunno how i can do it...but i know i shld continue to trust in God.
FAITH. tt was clearly spoken to me ytd after watching narnia...and as i was at the bus stop...this guy was giving out tracts and he just gave 1 to me even after i told him tt i was a christian. I thought nothing of him passing me the tract until in the bus,...realised the tract was abt Faith and i knew it wasn't a coincidence looking at how his reaction to my exclamation was very different.
it's been so long since i had such revelation.yup.may sound abit foreign to some of you..but it's alright.
I'll keep on waiting...in God's perfect timing!
COuld have caught it earlier but jas had a camp to attend last week. and we delayed till this week. But everything seems to fall under God's perfect timing when there were certain issues tt needed answers.
He affirmed me so much bout this particular issue tt tears just flowed down as I continued to absorb tt affirmation. It has been so long and i am to go on waiting...i dunno how i can do it...but i know i shld continue to trust in God.
FAITH. tt was clearly spoken to me ytd after watching narnia...and as i was at the bus stop...this guy was giving out tracts and he just gave 1 to me even after i told him tt i was a christian. I thought nothing of him passing me the tract until in the bus,...realised the tract was abt Faith and i knew it wasn't a coincidence looking at how his reaction to my exclamation was very different.
it's been so long since i had such revelation.yup.may sound abit foreign to some of you..but it's alright.
I'll keep on waiting...in God's perfect timing!
He provides
it's as if God knows I wun eat dinner unless i have dinner appts....and of all weeks...this has to be THE week packed with meet ups when mum's in malaysia and dad's in ABC, also in Malaysia.
So...last week was a great week...no meet ups..and i went hm straight after work almost everyday just to nua.
and so.....i Had dinner with Shu and Lam on Saturday. It was great catching up with em both. Unfortunately, we didn't take much pics 'cept tt one with my dessert..and it's only me.sheesh...nvm...there will be a nxt time aye? Thks for the dinner treat! i really appreciate this friendship and how u guys still made it in the end despite shu having the back pain.I hope by now u're fine dear.We'll catch up again soon. bitching online and stuff. *Grinz*
And den Sunday morning was spent at East Coast struggling to complete my 15km marathon. Dearest Yunz was such an encouragement....nv leaving me behind even tho i know she cld have completed it in a shorter time. Thanks dear for being there thruout the whole journey.I' m really encouraged by ur strength despite ur busy schedules and commitments...but pls...dun blend in too much with the culture ok? (U know what i mean.;) )
and it was off for service,followed by dance prac...den meeting and i went to meet bern for ice cream at Century Square. Before he goes NS. we had chocolate fondue and all of you...PLS DUN ever try the fondue ok?it is not value for money and it taste awful.even home made fondues are so much better! den we walked ard a lil..it's just weird walking nxt to him in flats cos bernanrd is not just tall...but..well....i'm sure some of you know him..haha..he's like a giant standing nxt to me.heh...hey bern! jia you in NS yeah!!and may you mature more as you go thru all the S*** and crap during trainings out there.haha...dun become despo when u're in NS!!!hahah...i wun intro gals to you.
ok....so....had fam bible study after tt...it was alright...the usual person going on and on...and on....over the same thing..sheesh...
it's monday! muscles are aching!but...it's cool!i wanna do a marathon again.with training put in..this time.
So...last week was a great week...no meet ups..and i went hm straight after work almost everyday just to nua.
and so.....i Had dinner with Shu and Lam on Saturday. It was great catching up with em both. Unfortunately, we didn't take much pics 'cept tt one with my dessert..and it's only me.sheesh...nvm...there will be a nxt time aye? Thks for the dinner treat! i really appreciate this friendship and how u guys still made it in the end despite shu having the back pain.I hope by now u're fine dear.We'll catch up again soon. bitching online and stuff. *Grinz*
And den Sunday morning was spent at East Coast struggling to complete my 15km marathon. Dearest Yunz was such an encouragement....nv leaving me behind even tho i know she cld have completed it in a shorter time. Thanks dear for being there thruout the whole journey.I' m really encouraged by ur strength despite ur busy schedules and commitments...but pls...dun blend in too much with the culture ok? (U know what i mean.;) )
and it was off for service,followed by dance prac...den meeting and i went to meet bern for ice cream at Century Square. Before he goes NS. we had chocolate fondue and all of you...PLS DUN ever try the fondue ok?it is not value for money and it taste awful.even home made fondues are so much better! den we walked ard a lil..it's just weird walking nxt to him in flats cos bernanrd is not just tall...but..well....i'm sure some of you know him..haha..he's like a giant standing nxt to me.heh...hey bern! jia you in NS yeah!!and may you mature more as you go thru all the S*** and crap during trainings out there.haha...dun become despo when u're in NS!!!hahah...i wun intro gals to you.
ok....so....had fam bible study after tt...it was alright...the usual person going on and on...and on....over the same thing..sheesh...
it's monday! muscles are aching!but...it's cool!i wanna do a marathon again.with training put in..this time.
conversation
and i was just chatting with him early in the morning...
and we came to a certain topic....thought this certain sentence makes alot of sense..and it's quite cool.
"a marriage that works out well is when husband and wife knows each other so well they are like one. the husband will love his wife like himself and the wife, will respect her husband as she respects herself. "
it's actually taken from a small portion from the bible.
so I pray for all of us out there who is not married or abt to get married or is looking for their life partner to well...maybe use this as one of ur guide lines...
and ur other sentence...gives me more hope...but i will keep praying...and continue to wait...i hope u will too. *Grinz*
and we came to a certain topic....thought this certain sentence makes alot of sense..and it's quite cool.
"a marriage that works out well is when husband and wife knows each other so well they are like one. the husband will love his wife like himself and the wife, will respect her husband as she respects herself. "
it's actually taken from a small portion from the bible.
so I pray for all of us out there who is not married or abt to get married or is looking for their life partner to well...maybe use this as one of ur guide lines...
and ur other sentence...gives me more hope...but i will keep praying...and continue to wait...i hope u will too. *Grinz*
Bday with the family
swensen's ice cream cake. and i was coughing at tt time.haha
the pic explains it all..
gid took the first pic..
and den dad took over...they feel tt taking an auto pic is too ley chey.hence...take turns.haha
after the blowing of cake, dad said a prayer for me
and we had the cake..with miah taking the biggest portion.
Pictures!!!
okie...i've uploaded the pics....but.....too many to upload...so here're some sneaks...you can view the whole album in facebook
with the japanese division and my team
ZOUK
our yummilicious dessert 
we dined at this place.nice food,ambience is ok....price very affordable! I wanna go back there again.
my 2 dear lovely sisters,best frens and mentor.they act bimbotic with me. despite our age gap...they've been such a blessing in my life!
the lovely roses they got for me. hearts!
In the Office
lovely choco cake.yummy!
with the japanese division and my team
my lovely funky orchard team!
with the asst business devt managers
ZOUK
1st round of drinks - vodka with red bull
ladies of the team, minus rachel
was this our 3rd round?yeah..it was....heineken. 2nd round was e-thirty three
us trying to come up with sexy poses
in our room, all tired.
Waraku
dear yun yun and her curry udon
me and my creamy hotate udon
ruth and...er....i forgot wat is this called.nvm...it's nice
dear besties who are always bz but still there for me.
the almost smashed cake cos ruth was rushing down.haha
our yummilicious dessert
ruth's got a funny bf.notice tt water bottle?tt was his food..for the whole day.hence we had to include it in the pic.
shall include my family pics in the next post.i wanna go to the washroom now!!
I'm truly BLESSED!
Once again...the time of the year has passed...and it marks another yr's passing...
1 week before the day...I felt really depressed and I wasn't looking forward to my bday...not at all.esp after I came back from BKK and tt was the time i dreaded having my bf celebrate with me.
And I told my colleagues nt to get me anything, no cake celebration and no wishes.Just let the day passed..
BUT.....things took for a change...and my colleague suuggested going ZOUK the night before and because all of them still had to work the nxt day, suggestions of booking a room was brought up.So...the celebrations begun... No pics yet.shall upload em soon.
I'm truly grateful by what my colleagues did.....them having to go back to work stoned the following day...i'm really touched by all of u.really.thks for the love!
So...Clubbing on Wednesday, checked out at 2pm on Thursday, met up with my lovely good fren,Yvonne, at her shop in Bugis Street and she gave me very good discount for a dress I bought and she got me to choose another top I fancied as a bday gift...
later in the evening, met up with another 2 lovely besties - Yunz and Ruth and Ruth's bf at Central Waraku....walked ard abit and decided to cab hm.super tired also.
Friday....cell was cancelled but my another 2 lovely besties,sisters and good frens,Betty and Grace aka my son-in-law's mum, took the time off just to have dinner with me. They were both very very tired and had lotsa work to do, and yet,they still had to wait till i arrived ard 9 before having dinner at tuk tuk with me. And so, Grace wants to shop for a dress with me..as a bday gift.
Saturday....finally...a day to rest....and i tot dinners and treats are over...
Sunday....after dance, Aunty Dolly and I went for dinner...and she treated me to a sumptous dinner at Swensens.SILLY me thought I didn't bring my cam..and so...i didn't take any pictures...but nvm...the fellowship was good,she's so encouraging and I'm so glad she knows how i feel and what i've been thru. Plus the fact tt when we went shopping...she wldn't pick clothes tt i didn't like.in fact..she's got great taste!haha..so i bought a top at Dorothy Perkins, and another in M)phosis, and a wallet from Isetan. It's fun shopping with her.seriously...den we became aunties and went to Watsons to get daily neccessities.heh...I got myself a Mascara, Strawberry Exfoliating body wash, and 5 packets of Mask.heh..went back to church to wait for dad and went back with him.
The celebrations aren't over. B&R is going to celebrate for me later this mth....my girlies are meeting up end of this mth....and wat's most touching is tt Sam and Shu were waiting for me on MSN last night just to ask me out for a treat..and we had to arrange it before their holiday..so...I'm mtg them this sat.Can't wait to catch up.and I really appreciate their gesture. They're like the sweetest fren ever! we hardly meet up,but yet..the friendship still stays.
Alright...pics up by the next post.
And not forgetting....all the smses, wishes on MSN, Facebook and Friendster from my frens! Thank you for taking the time off to message me too.I do.appreciate these gestures. Thank you my lovelies! I love u guys lots!
1 week before the day...I felt really depressed and I wasn't looking forward to my bday...not at all.esp after I came back from BKK and tt was the time i dreaded having my bf celebrate with me.
And I told my colleagues nt to get me anything, no cake celebration and no wishes.Just let the day passed..
BUT.....things took for a change...and my colleague suuggested going ZOUK the night before and because all of them still had to work the nxt day, suggestions of booking a room was brought up.So...the celebrations begun... No pics yet.shall upload em soon.
I'm truly grateful by what my colleagues did.....them having to go back to work stoned the following day...i'm really touched by all of u.really.thks for the love!
So...Clubbing on Wednesday, checked out at 2pm on Thursday, met up with my lovely good fren,Yvonne, at her shop in Bugis Street and she gave me very good discount for a dress I bought and she got me to choose another top I fancied as a bday gift...
later in the evening, met up with another 2 lovely besties - Yunz and Ruth and Ruth's bf at Central Waraku....walked ard abit and decided to cab hm.super tired also.
Friday....cell was cancelled but my another 2 lovely besties,sisters and good frens,Betty and Grace aka my son-in-law's mum, took the time off just to have dinner with me. They were both very very tired and had lotsa work to do, and yet,they still had to wait till i arrived ard 9 before having dinner at tuk tuk with me. And so, Grace wants to shop for a dress with me..as a bday gift.
Saturday....finally...a day to rest....and i tot dinners and treats are over...
Sunday....after dance, Aunty Dolly and I went for dinner...and she treated me to a sumptous dinner at Swensens.SILLY me thought I didn't bring my cam..and so...i didn't take any pictures...but nvm...the fellowship was good,she's so encouraging and I'm so glad she knows how i feel and what i've been thru. Plus the fact tt when we went shopping...she wldn't pick clothes tt i didn't like.in fact..she's got great taste!haha..so i bought a top at Dorothy Perkins, and another in M)phosis, and a wallet from Isetan. It's fun shopping with her.seriously...den we became aunties and went to Watsons to get daily neccessities.heh...I got myself a Mascara, Strawberry Exfoliating body wash, and 5 packets of Mask.heh..went back to church to wait for dad and went back with him.
The celebrations aren't over. B&R is going to celebrate for me later this mth....my girlies are meeting up end of this mth....and wat's most touching is tt Sam and Shu were waiting for me on MSN last night just to ask me out for a treat..and we had to arrange it before their holiday..so...I'm mtg them this sat.Can't wait to catch up.and I really appreciate their gesture. They're like the sweetest fren ever! we hardly meet up,but yet..the friendship still stays.
Alright...pics up by the next post.
And not forgetting....all the smses, wishes on MSN, Facebook and Friendster from my frens! Thank you for taking the time off to message me too.I do.appreciate these gestures. Thank you my lovelies! I love u guys lots!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Every year,ever since i got to know this good friend of mine, I make sure i dun forget to wish him.And this year is no exception. Just tt it's 1 day earlier cos i dun think i'll have much time to use the com tom. Den again..is UK always a day later? Nvm la...earlier better den late.
So....here's wishing you a BLESSED BIRTHDAY Matthew Chen!!
Thanks for being such a great friend all these years...listening to me talk bout him....giving me advise and those support and encouragement....u've been a blessing!
Pls come online more often!it's been so long since i last chatted with you and well...not much updates now also la....haha..shall talk to u soon and enjoy this special day ok!!I'll be enjoying mine. *winks*
Cheers!!
So....here's wishing you a BLESSED BIRTHDAY Matthew Chen!!
Thanks for being such a great friend all these years...listening to me talk bout him....giving me advise and those support and encouragement....u've been a blessing!
Pls come online more often!it's been so long since i last chatted with you and well...not much updates now also la....haha..shall talk to u soon and enjoy this special day ok!!I'll be enjoying mine. *winks*
Cheers!!
SUN-day
was a great day ytd...
a particular someone said i reminded her of my mum and tt i had wat mum had. She was initially hesistant bout bringing this up as her hubby said it was a sensitive issue. But upon hearing her comment I exclaim with joy how happy i am everytime someone say i resembled my mum or tt i had the attributes of what mum had. It's nice to know tt mum is really being thought of after so long. She still puts a smile on my face and she's the reason why i can always smile.
Den after dance....this person came up to me...sounding really serious..i tot i had offended him or something...in a way..i prolly did...but it turned out well. He actually apologised to me for judging me and for being 'cold' towards me because of the misconception he had.
it taught me alot and it was more of an encouragement rather than anything because this was what happened.
This guy used to look up to me when we were younger (and tt's what e claims) and i remember how everytime he saw me in sch he'll approach me just to say hi and stuff. den as we grew up...i didn't had a very good impression of him over an incident and i guess it was the same for him.so for a period of time,i gave him the cold shoulders as he did the same. Then I told myself i was eing childish and even if he DOES dislike me,I shldn't act the same way. So..slowly,i just told myself...pple can hate me...but i'll still try to be nice and smile at the person..and tt's what i did.
So the encouraging part is tt when I did it, resentment is broken, walls are broken down,friendship is reconciled. I told him tt it's alright and we shld all move forward.It sure takes alot of guts to apologise.I know how tt feels.but it sure hurts when u've apologised but ur frens are still unforgiving.
I pray for reconciliation. I'm still waiting for tt miracle to happen.I love and miss them.But I know it's all in God's hand.tt 1 day will come...I'm Sure.
a particular someone said i reminded her of my mum and tt i had wat mum had. She was initially hesistant bout bringing this up as her hubby said it was a sensitive issue. But upon hearing her comment I exclaim with joy how happy i am everytime someone say i resembled my mum or tt i had the attributes of what mum had. It's nice to know tt mum is really being thought of after so long. She still puts a smile on my face and she's the reason why i can always smile.
Den after dance....this person came up to me...sounding really serious..i tot i had offended him or something...in a way..i prolly did...but it turned out well. He actually apologised to me for judging me and for being 'cold' towards me because of the misconception he had.
it taught me alot and it was more of an encouragement rather than anything because this was what happened.
This guy used to look up to me when we were younger (and tt's what e claims) and i remember how everytime he saw me in sch he'll approach me just to say hi and stuff. den as we grew up...i didn't had a very good impression of him over an incident and i guess it was the same for him.so for a period of time,i gave him the cold shoulders as he did the same. Then I told myself i was eing childish and even if he DOES dislike me,I shldn't act the same way. So..slowly,i just told myself...pple can hate me...but i'll still try to be nice and smile at the person..and tt's what i did.
So the encouraging part is tt when I did it, resentment is broken, walls are broken down,friendship is reconciled. I told him tt it's alright and we shld all move forward.It sure takes alot of guts to apologise.I know how tt feels.but it sure hurts when u've apologised but ur frens are still unforgiving.
I pray for reconciliation. I'm still waiting for tt miracle to happen.I love and miss them.But I know it's all in God's hand.tt 1 day will come...I'm Sure.
Short and Sweet
and so....it ended....amicably?
for those of you who know....yes...i broke up with him. for thos e who dunno....well...nw u know.
decided tt it was the best for both of us...and i hope u feel alright.
once again...i've treated this as a game.
Love is a complex thing...the person who likes you...may nt be the one u truly love....but the one you found perfect and truly love....just simply choose to ignore u and treat you as a friend.
I'm glad.really glad to be single. many try so hard to find a partner....hoping for those 'romantic' moments...but at this point of time...i know i'm not ready for commitments even if the perfect one comes along.
I'm enjoying singlehood.really.enjoying those solitary moments...nights out with my pals...dates with the guys...not having to feel guilty or accountable to anyone.just me.and the holy ones will prolly say and God. yes. God..to a certain extend,i'm accountable to Him too.
Thought it wld be easy just letting go liddat...didn't expect myself to actually have some after effects..i'll be fine! :)
for those of you who know....yes...i broke up with him. for thos e who dunno....well...nw u know.
decided tt it was the best for both of us...and i hope u feel alright.
once again...i've treated this as a game.
Love is a complex thing...the person who likes you...may nt be the one u truly love....but the one you found perfect and truly love....just simply choose to ignore u and treat you as a friend.
I'm glad.really glad to be single. many try so hard to find a partner....hoping for those 'romantic' moments...but at this point of time...i know i'm not ready for commitments even if the perfect one comes along.
I'm enjoying singlehood.really.enjoying those solitary moments...nights out with my pals...dates with the guys...not having to feel guilty or accountable to anyone.just me.and the holy ones will prolly say and God. yes. God..to a certain extend,i'm accountable to Him too.
Thought it wld be easy just letting go liddat...didn't expect myself to actually have some after effects..i'll be fine! :)
Backdated photos...
Lots of backdated photos to upload...I shall...post up my post chalet pictures...
Met the guys and Yvonne for breakfast at 9am at Bedok Interchange before heading to Sheng Shion for some Marketing
The chalet left us with many lessons learnt...it was an angry yet fun and memorable and enjoyable one.
Met the guys and Yvonne for breakfast at 9am at Bedok Interchange before heading to Sheng Shion for some Marketing
Left them around 11+ to visit granddad at the hospital before joining back them with the preparations at around 2pm.
After settling down....we went to cycle,grab some light refreshments at Lagoon hawker...before returning to prepare the BBQ while urs truly cycled to church to collect something from bro and grace,before returning to prepare for a jog.
Some of the food we had....just some..
Holiday Plans...
Yes!!
My holiday plans are all right on track!!!
Thank God for providing enough leave...really wonder how everything just fits in....and I can even take leave on my bday.
So...Plans for the yr are as follows:
March: Batam Trip
May: Bangkok Trip with the partners and SIL
June: Genting Awana with the family
July: HK trip with Dancers
December: Philippines with B&R
Really thank God for providing for my expenses too.Was really worried that I may not have enuff..but His grace is enough and he is my Jehovah Jireh!!
Can't wait for all these to happen!
My holiday plans are all right on track!!!
Thank God for providing enough leave...really wonder how everything just fits in....and I can even take leave on my bday.
So...Plans for the yr are as follows:
March: Batam Trip
May: Bangkok Trip with the partners and SIL
June: Genting Awana with the family
July: HK trip with Dancers
December: Philippines with B&R
Really thank God for providing for my expenses too.Was really worried that I may not have enuff..but His grace is enough and he is my Jehovah Jireh!!
Can't wait for all these to happen!
Mother's Day
and so....it was Happy Mother's Day yesterday..
while many are out celebrating over dinner and all....most christians rather give up nice comfy dinner to attend GDOP.how did GDOP go? i dunno...
cos i didn't attend....GDOP brought back many memories..
when Matt was ard..we wld sacrifice our sleep to pray together...praying for the pple...for the church and for everyone...and because most of my frens in church ain't prayer enthusiasts...i didn't wanna attend this event alone...hence....my decision to stay at home...and rest...
cldn't take a nap....and ended up chatting with frens online...
started thinknig alot...
and decided that i shld dedicate this post to my most beloved one and only...
you left us 14years ago...according to God's will...
although it was a short 9 years being ur daughter,
the love and care you showered on me remains etched on my mind.
I can still remember those days when you will tie my hair before I go to school and everyday will be a different hairstyle. You made me look pretty...even with those toot looking specs..and even tho i was tt chubby lookiing girl...you simply made me adorable and cute...
not forgetting those pretty dresses that you sewed and made for me...although i wun agree that it was trendy or fashionable,it was MADE with Love.
The pillows and bolsters tt we sleep on and hugged to sleep....we cld feel ur love and hardwork making them.those were priceless! I remember how i used to have this small little pillow that I've to carry with me everywhere I go...and even when it had a 'personal smell' I simply wldn't allow you to replace it with a new one. But u knew u had to throw away the old as it was unhygenic..
Mummy...how can i forget those cross stitches tt you sewed? it's the only love left behind tt can remind me of you...
I remember how we were all so close as a family...gatherings with relatives were made possible only because of u...you nv compared me to anyone..and u loved us all the same...whether we're smart,dumb,or anything...you nv compared...
I miss your cooking,i miss your self made pillows, bolsters and dresses....i miss your cross stitches and crochets...
i miss having you style my hair..
I miss seeing a mummy tt is dearly loved...you were so friendly...to all our neighbours and pple ard...they cld sense your friendliness,sincerity and love.
You're the best mother I ever had and no matter what...nobody can replace you in my heart.And i'm sure you're fondly remembered by those whose hearts you have touched.
Although you're gone and can nv come back to us...i'll always be missing you.
Happy Mother's Day mummy!
I love you and I hope you're very very happy in Heaven.
With love,
Your daughter..
while many are out celebrating over dinner and all....most christians rather give up nice comfy dinner to attend GDOP.how did GDOP go? i dunno...
cos i didn't attend....GDOP brought back many memories..
when Matt was ard..we wld sacrifice our sleep to pray together...praying for the pple...for the church and for everyone...and because most of my frens in church ain't prayer enthusiasts...i didn't wanna attend this event alone...hence....my decision to stay at home...and rest...
cldn't take a nap....and ended up chatting with frens online...
started thinknig alot...
and decided that i shld dedicate this post to my most beloved one and only...
you left us 14years ago...according to God's will...
although it was a short 9 years being ur daughter,
the love and care you showered on me remains etched on my mind.
I can still remember those days when you will tie my hair before I go to school and everyday will be a different hairstyle. You made me look pretty...even with those toot looking specs..and even tho i was tt chubby lookiing girl...you simply made me adorable and cute...
not forgetting those pretty dresses that you sewed and made for me...although i wun agree that it was trendy or fashionable,it was MADE with Love.
The pillows and bolsters tt we sleep on and hugged to sleep....we cld feel ur love and hardwork making them.those were priceless! I remember how i used to have this small little pillow that I've to carry with me everywhere I go...and even when it had a 'personal smell' I simply wldn't allow you to replace it with a new one. But u knew u had to throw away the old as it was unhygenic..
Mummy...how can i forget those cross stitches tt you sewed? it's the only love left behind tt can remind me of you...
I remember how we were all so close as a family...gatherings with relatives were made possible only because of u...you nv compared me to anyone..and u loved us all the same...whether we're smart,dumb,or anything...you nv compared...
I miss your cooking,i miss your self made pillows, bolsters and dresses....i miss your cross stitches and crochets...
i miss having you style my hair..
I miss seeing a mummy tt is dearly loved...you were so friendly...to all our neighbours and pple ard...they cld sense your friendliness,sincerity and love.
You're the best mother I ever had and no matter what...nobody can replace you in my heart.And i'm sure you're fondly remembered by those whose hearts you have touched.
Although you're gone and can nv come back to us...i'll always be missing you.
Happy Mother's Day mummy!
I love you and I hope you're very very happy in Heaven.
With love,
Your daughter..
Tiring but fun week...
It's been a really interesting week for me..
ok...hard disk is officially declared DEAD and it means we have to get a new system....now...we either have to pay to retrieve our data..or trust my good fren to help retrieve it for us first.I'm praying fren can do it..save us the money...
Alright.....the week has been a fun and interesting one...i went viewing with my fren on wednesday and thursday..and because he's a chiongster...he hardly sleeps early....and because we didn't have dinner before viewing...we went to eat after tt....
wednesday: went to jln besar (ard there) for yummy yong tau foo...before he decided tt he wanted to go Mustafa....and u know what?? he went there cos he wanted to get a laser pointer...and when i asked him what did he want it for he say cos he has nv own one in his life.DOTZ....so had to get one...haha..wat a reason man.but it was my first time there..so it was worth accompanying him.
thursday: viewing again....this time...this guy....drove the tenants off to their destination...and left me..and 2 other frens waiting.again...they wanted to eat...so we went to geylang for bak chor mee...before going to a dessert shop tt the guys often frequented.and because joanna has nv been in a red light district (tt's pretty obvious...most of us nv been ard tt area)...they decided to 'show' me ard tt area.of cos..we were in the car.haha..and they were telling me which area cost how much...where the free lancers are...and where the top graders hung out.it was quite an eye opener for me...and i felt realy sad for these gals.my frens too.....we all agreed tt they were brought up in the wrong part of the world...and had they been born in another country..they prolly wldn't have to do this...and lead a better life..
ok....so...cos i was out these 2 night..i slept at like 1am,went to work the next day.amazing..i survived!whee!!
Friday: after cell...supposed to go home early..but ended up staying in peter and grace's shop watching Ah Long Pte Ltd. was super funny...so no regrets....slept at like 3am..got up at 7 to go to work.
Sat: went to work....yoga at 3.15....reached home at 7, ate dinner,mopped the floor..and totally conked out at 8pm...till sunday..woke up at 9am...prepare for service.
surprisingly..i'm still awake now...
and I can't wait..for BKK trip!!
ok...hard disk is officially declared DEAD and it means we have to get a new system....now...we either have to pay to retrieve our data..or trust my good fren to help retrieve it for us first.I'm praying fren can do it..save us the money...
Alright.....the week has been a fun and interesting one...i went viewing with my fren on wednesday and thursday..and because he's a chiongster...he hardly sleeps early....and because we didn't have dinner before viewing...we went to eat after tt....
wednesday: went to jln besar (ard there) for yummy yong tau foo...before he decided tt he wanted to go Mustafa....and u know what?? he went there cos he wanted to get a laser pointer...and when i asked him what did he want it for he say cos he has nv own one in his life.DOTZ....so had to get one...haha..wat a reason man.but it was my first time there..so it was worth accompanying him.
thursday: viewing again....this time...this guy....drove the tenants off to their destination...and left me..and 2 other frens waiting.again...they wanted to eat...so we went to geylang for bak chor mee...before going to a dessert shop tt the guys often frequented.and because joanna has nv been in a red light district (tt's pretty obvious...most of us nv been ard tt area)...they decided to 'show' me ard tt area.of cos..we were in the car.haha..and they were telling me which area cost how much...where the free lancers are...and where the top graders hung out.it was quite an eye opener for me...and i felt realy sad for these gals.my frens too.....we all agreed tt they were brought up in the wrong part of the world...and had they been born in another country..they prolly wldn't have to do this...and lead a better life..
ok....so...cos i was out these 2 night..i slept at like 1am,went to work the next day.amazing..i survived!whee!!
Friday: after cell...supposed to go home early..but ended up staying in peter and grace's shop watching Ah Long Pte Ltd. was super funny...so no regrets....slept at like 3am..got up at 7 to go to work.
Sat: went to work....yoga at 3.15....reached home at 7, ate dinner,mopped the floor..and totally conked out at 8pm...till sunday..woke up at 9am...prepare for service.
surprisingly..i'm still awake now...
and I can't wait..for BKK trip!!
1 Cor 13
If I speak in tongues of men and of angels but have not love, I am only a resounding gong and a clanging cymbal.
If I have the gift of prophesies and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am NOTHING.
If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain NOTHING.
Love is....
Patient
Kind
It does not Envy
Does not Boast
It is not Proud
It is not Rude
Not Self Seeking
Not easily Angered
It keeps NO record of Wrongs
Love....
does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
Love always...
Protects...trusts,hope and perseveres.
Love NEVER....fails...
But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge,it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
BUT when perfection comes...
the imperfect disappears....
When I was a child, I talked like a child, i thought like a child, i reasoned like a child.
When I became man,I put ALL childish ways behind me.
Now...we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully,even as I am fully known.
And now....these 3 remain:
FAITH, HOPE and LOVE.
but the GREATEST of these is...
LOVE.
and it's nv......being a perfect person...it's nv being nice all the time...it's nv easy pleasing everybody...it's nv easy accepting pple the way they are...it's nv easy working together...it's nv easy resolving conflicts....BUT....
God's strength is made perfect...when I am weak.and I will continue to learn to rely on His grace and strength.
If I have the gift of prophesies and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am NOTHING.
If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain NOTHING.
Love is....
Patient
Kind
It does not Envy
Does not Boast
It is not Proud
It is not Rude
Not Self Seeking
Not easily Angered
It keeps NO record of Wrongs
Love....
does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
Love always...
Protects...trusts,hope and perseveres.
Love NEVER....fails...
But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge,it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
BUT when perfection comes...
the imperfect disappears....
When I was a child, I talked like a child, i thought like a child, i reasoned like a child.
When I became man,I put ALL childish ways behind me.
Now...we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully,even as I am fully known.
And now....these 3 remain:
FAITH, HOPE and LOVE.
but the GREATEST of these is...
LOVE.
and it's nv......being a perfect person...it's nv being nice all the time...it's nv easy pleasing everybody...it's nv easy accepting pple the way they are...it's nv easy working together...it's nv easy resolving conflicts....BUT....
God's strength is made perfect...when I am weak.and I will continue to learn to rely on His grace and strength.
weekend...
i've got no mood to work!!!plus...i'm having a bad headache now...so..i shall take some time off to blog bout my PH.
Eve of PH,we had pur 1st cell grp outing!! Thanks to Joanna who refuse to stay home on an eve and suggested to 2 of my cell mates bout hanging out and they thought it'll be nice getting the members to join in too.hence....the cell outing! it was fun....very fun...the ladies suddenly started acting like they were my age and we were talking in an 'atas' and bimbotic manner.heh....we had steamboat at marina square before heading off to cityhall's starbucks to chill out. a few of em had conked out by den...and left like at 11? den it was down to 4 of us -->Grace, Peter, Myself and this other guy..chee yong i think.
So the guys started talking bout guyish stuff like china history and gadgets and stuff and the ladies went on talking bout girlish stuff...heh...ya...i'm glad i managed to share with Grace bout something i wanted to be accountable to.it was a lovely evening...
i reached home bout 2...slept at bout 3.30 and woke up at like 11 the following day?
den went to meet my MDIS classmates for lunch..shall upload pictures when jo sends to me.we shopped ard town for awhile before i headed off to meet another fren.lovely.tt time spent together. i look forward to more time spent on Sunday. *Grinz*
so so.....now..here i am....in the office...waiting for time to knock off before heading off for cell.can't wait! nt sure where we're gonna chill later...but i'm definitely gonna nua at home tom.
on a sidenote....it was nice chatting with you today...you'll always have a special place in my heart. :)
Eve of PH,we had pur 1st cell grp outing!! Thanks to Joanna who refuse to stay home on an eve and suggested to 2 of my cell mates bout hanging out and they thought it'll be nice getting the members to join in too.hence....the cell outing! it was fun....very fun...the ladies suddenly started acting like they were my age and we were talking in an 'atas' and bimbotic manner.heh....we had steamboat at marina square before heading off to cityhall's starbucks to chill out. a few of em had conked out by den...and left like at 11? den it was down to 4 of us -->Grace, Peter, Myself and this other guy..chee yong i think.
So the guys started talking bout guyish stuff like china history and gadgets and stuff and the ladies went on talking bout girlish stuff...heh...ya...i'm glad i managed to share with Grace bout something i wanted to be accountable to.it was a lovely evening...
i reached home bout 2...slept at bout 3.30 and woke up at like 11 the following day?
den went to meet my MDIS classmates for lunch..shall upload pictures when jo sends to me.we shopped ard town for awhile before i headed off to meet another fren.lovely.tt time spent together. i look forward to more time spent on Sunday. *Grinz*
so so.....now..here i am....in the office...waiting for time to knock off before heading off for cell.can't wait! nt sure where we're gonna chill later...but i'm definitely gonna nua at home tom.
on a sidenote....it was nice chatting with you today...you'll always have a special place in my heart. :)
The ties that bind...
it was an eventful weekend...and I'm still trying to absorb all the news and events tt just took place...
Sat went to visit my colleague, Jaslyn's lil girl. She had just given birth a week back and it was a bundle of JOY just looking at the lil one. She is sooooooooo small and CUTTEE!!lovely lips...and tt feeling of serenity when u look at her. Caught up with Jas as well...and her place is very windy!reminds me very much of estee's place.
Sunday was a very packed day...and this is when I'm still trying to absorb all tt happened.
Something happened during dance prac....our in charge wasn't around and this other co-worker (A) decided to take things in her hands and started leading warm ups and stuff when she wasn't supposed to. And den after warm up,she wanted to teach the kids some steps...but they were rather restless and she just scolded em.sigh...the kids looked rather shocked and hurt....thank God for the other co-worker (B) who did a very matured and swift crisis management and gues wat? (A) is supposed to be more mature den either of us. So both (B) and I tried to ease the situation and we were praying very hard for the kids to not be affected by what was said.
sigh...gotta keep (A) in prayers too....her views and ours are totally different...her background and ours too.
DEN...went to attend gil's dad's wake. and it was there tt i found out so many other stuff la...like..the latest couples in church.....the latest other gossips...tt i shldn't be typing here...so....so much info to absorb.it's just pretty unbelievable.
Was sitting at the table with her and her mum...i sure hope...this is the start.i've changed.and i hope u see it too. and they will see it too. i love you guys. :)
on side note....my relationship with my younger bro is getting closer.and it's prolly because we're both the middle kids and we go thru/went thru similar incidents and so....able to relate to each other. I nv stop him from complaining bout mum when she chides him...and much as i disapprove of what mum does,i try to challenge him from the other aspect and to see it fomr another point of view...w/o sounding like i'm not supporting him or blaming him.so i guess bro sees me as someone he can confide in or just complain bout it whenever she does something unreasonable.and.....he told me who he likes!!!
my younger bro has definitely matured...much more than i expected...if we nv talk bout bgr ytd,i wld still have treated him like the lil boy he used to be.much as he likes someone, he knows he shldn't be doing anything bout it.so..i'm glad he knows what to do.good for him! i'm just thankful tt we're getting closer...
cld have been closer to older bro if not for my distrust to someone..and because of tt i can't confide in bro...knowing tt he'll spill the beans to parents too.so...older bro's r/s and mine is like a "can tell him surface secrets but nothing personal".bet he's thankful for whatever i know bout a particular co-worker.else...everyone's still quite in the dark bout what's going on.and as asst min head,he has every right to know all these before anyone else.so bro...it's only for ur ears to hear.and parents' of course!
as for youngest bro....haha....he's funny.aiya...i dote on him.but i'm fair.i dote on my younger bro too.youngest bro is cute....ya...in his cute lil way.haha.. LOVES!
Sat went to visit my colleague, Jaslyn's lil girl. She had just given birth a week back and it was a bundle of JOY just looking at the lil one. She is sooooooooo small and CUTTEE!!lovely lips...and tt feeling of serenity when u look at her. Caught up with Jas as well...and her place is very windy!reminds me very much of estee's place.
Sunday was a very packed day...and this is when I'm still trying to absorb all tt happened.
Something happened during dance prac....our in charge wasn't around and this other co-worker (A) decided to take things in her hands and started leading warm ups and stuff when she wasn't supposed to. And den after warm up,she wanted to teach the kids some steps...but they were rather restless and she just scolded em.sigh...the kids looked rather shocked and hurt....thank God for the other co-worker (B) who did a very matured and swift crisis management and gues wat? (A) is supposed to be more mature den either of us. So both (B) and I tried to ease the situation and we were praying very hard for the kids to not be affected by what was said.
sigh...gotta keep (A) in prayers too....her views and ours are totally different...her background and ours too.
DEN...went to attend gil's dad's wake. and it was there tt i found out so many other stuff la...like..the latest couples in church.....the latest other gossips...tt i shldn't be typing here...so....so much info to absorb.it's just pretty unbelievable.
Was sitting at the table with her and her mum...i sure hope...this is the start.i've changed.and i hope u see it too. and they will see it too. i love you guys. :)
on side note....my relationship with my younger bro is getting closer.and it's prolly because we're both the middle kids and we go thru/went thru similar incidents and so....able to relate to each other. I nv stop him from complaining bout mum when she chides him...and much as i disapprove of what mum does,i try to challenge him from the other aspect and to see it fomr another point of view...w/o sounding like i'm not supporting him or blaming him.so i guess bro sees me as someone he can confide in or just complain bout it whenever she does something unreasonable.and.....he told me who he likes!!!
my younger bro has definitely matured...much more than i expected...if we nv talk bout bgr ytd,i wld still have treated him like the lil boy he used to be.much as he likes someone, he knows he shldn't be doing anything bout it.so..i'm glad he knows what to do.good for him! i'm just thankful tt we're getting closer...
cld have been closer to older bro if not for my distrust to someone..and because of tt i can't confide in bro...knowing tt he'll spill the beans to parents too.so...older bro's r/s and mine is like a "can tell him surface secrets but nothing personal".bet he's thankful for whatever i know bout a particular co-worker.else...everyone's still quite in the dark bout what's going on.and as asst min head,he has every right to know all these before anyone else.so bro...it's only for ur ears to hear.and parents' of course!
as for youngest bro....haha....he's funny.aiya...i dote on him.but i'm fair.i dote on my younger bro too.youngest bro is cute....ya...in his cute lil way.haha.. LOVES!
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