i'm back from Phuket!

Not exactly a very fun place to be....did alot of thinking...but so many questions...but no answers....what I'm thankful for tho..is the well deserved rest. Yup...hadn't had such good sleep for weeeeks! and the fantastic tailor that did a really great job...and he'll be the only reason why I wanna go back to Phuket...to get more suits done! haha..

Somehow, somewhat, after this trip..I feel more positive towards work....

the experience on the speedboat was really terrifying...for a moment..i tot i was gonna die...with such high tides....the waves kept crashing against the boat...I tot God was gonna take me away anytime...but it was a great experience and I tot of so much stuff...and tt kinda feeling when u think u'll die anytime....but well..if God were to do tt...i know i'm ready and I'm prepared...the only person I can't bear to see crying..is my dad...so....until then, I'll cherish every moment God has given me on earth and I hope I live till i see my dad's last breath....and it wun be so soon! I'm sure!

Will post all my long overdue pics as soon as I have time and energy yeah....it's off to lala land now!
xoxo, on