Mum's in hospital...and i'm leaving for Batam tomorrow. As of now, nothing sounds serious....we still dunno how long she has to stay in the hospital....we still dunno if an operation is needed.
What is my dad thinking now? How is he feeling? I dunno....he has always been this way. Staying strong for the sake of his children. He nv shares his worries with us and keeps everything to himself.
Pls pray that everything will be alright..
At this point of time....I just feel very confused, very bitter, very frustrated.
What is God teaching me? Is this his way of bringing me back to him? I dunno...i had some weird dreams the past few months...and I pleaded with him not to take him and him away if that was his intention. They mean alot to me and I prayed that all will be well.
Just feel tt many things in life is simply unfair. Some of you wld have known by now..shan't blog it out.
Just keep my mum in prayer!That she will get well. Cheers!