it's been one of the best weekends i've had! been awhile since i enjoyed myself thoroughly at a dinner meet up...and i'll post up photos soon...
***life's a Bliss! =)
Another phase in life
As I countdown to a new month, I'm filled with very mixed emotions.
April, will not be like any other months that just come and go...but I'll be starting my part time studies. Something which I have been trying to put on hold since I started working.
I'm excited that when I graduate, it'll definitely boost my resume and escalate my career progression. Yet it's the process that I'm scared and worried about. The time taken to attend lessons, assignments and revision on top of the already very heavy workload and thinking of the bond I'm stuck with upon completion of my studies, I wonder if I'm up for such challenges.
I used to think being bonded to a company is a good thing just like any other person would feel. Yet, as I grew older, I start to know myself better and if you know me, I'm someone who enjoys freedom, independence and challenges. I for 1, hates being tied down, hates commitments and hates to be bonded. To me, a bond is like becoming a prisoner to your company. A bond means higher expectations. A bond means, loss of freedom.
My mum is happy tho. Typical u know..mum. Yet, I know that God is in total control of my life and I need to learn to commit my ways and plans to Him. It's frustrating at times, disappointing in some ways but at the end of every down, God has taught me that these lessons make me stronger and tougher...especially in maturity and in the mind.
I am counting down....Lessons begin mid april....so bye bye to job hunt and attractive career opportunities. I will and I can achieve what I wanna achieve with God in the plan!
April, will not be like any other months that just come and go...but I'll be starting my part time studies. Something which I have been trying to put on hold since I started working.
I'm excited that when I graduate, it'll definitely boost my resume and escalate my career progression. Yet it's the process that I'm scared and worried about. The time taken to attend lessons, assignments and revision on top of the already very heavy workload and thinking of the bond I'm stuck with upon completion of my studies, I wonder if I'm up for such challenges.
I used to think being bonded to a company is a good thing just like any other person would feel. Yet, as I grew older, I start to know myself better and if you know me, I'm someone who enjoys freedom, independence and challenges. I for 1, hates being tied down, hates commitments and hates to be bonded. To me, a bond is like becoming a prisoner to your company. A bond means higher expectations. A bond means, loss of freedom.
My mum is happy tho. Typical u know..mum. Yet, I know that God is in total control of my life and I need to learn to commit my ways and plans to Him. It's frustrating at times, disappointing in some ways but at the end of every down, God has taught me that these lessons make me stronger and tougher...especially in maturity and in the mind.
I am counting down....Lessons begin mid april....so bye bye to job hunt and attractive career opportunities. I will and I can achieve what I wanna achieve with God in the plan!
Of pregnancies and marriages
1 of my colleague just gave birth, and another just found out she's pregnant....1 more is getting married...and they are around my age...
When I was younger, I would have envied them for those "ohhh......hw sweeeeettt" or "soooo niceeee!! they're married!!" etc...I'm sure you get what I mean.
But now, to hear of them being pregnant etc...i no longer feel envious and stuff. In fact, the older I am, the more I am sure of what I want and I'm really glad to be living the lifestyle that I have now. Perhaps, it's my independent character that refuses to find a life long partner, or the child in me that hasn't seen enough of the world to wanna settle down as yet. I still have my dreams and goals to fulfil. And until then, marriage...pregnancy....starting a family..is just out of the question.
My 5 yr career plan is right on track. Phase 1 is half completed....I'm starting on Phase 2 soon. Can't wait! Am glad that the milestones I set for this yr have been met and I pray tt i will be consistent and continue to press on till I reach the top of my plan. It wun be easy...but i'm excited!
When I was younger, I would have envied them for those "ohhh......hw sweeeeettt" or "soooo niceeee!! they're married!!" etc...I'm sure you get what I mean.
But now, to hear of them being pregnant etc...i no longer feel envious and stuff. In fact, the older I am, the more I am sure of what I want and I'm really glad to be living the lifestyle that I have now. Perhaps, it's my independent character that refuses to find a life long partner, or the child in me that hasn't seen enough of the world to wanna settle down as yet. I still have my dreams and goals to fulfil. And until then, marriage...pregnancy....starting a family..is just out of the question.
My 5 yr career plan is right on track. Phase 1 is half completed....I'm starting on Phase 2 soon. Can't wait! Am glad that the milestones I set for this yr have been met and I pray tt i will be consistent and continue to press on till I reach the top of my plan. It wun be easy...but i'm excited!
I'm just a lil bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a RIDDLE
I don't know where to go, Can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why...
... ...
I'm just a lil girl lost in the moment
I'm SO SCARED but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringin me down
I know I've got to LET IT GO and just ENJOY THE SHOW...
Yeah....i shld just enjoy the show, embrace the moment
Stop analysing and thinking too much
But I just can't help it.
Is this really what I want in the long term? grrrRRR...the emoism is startin.....but yeah..jojojo's just NOT READY!
Seize the moment!
Life is a maze, and love is a RIDDLE
I don't know where to go, Can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why...
... ...
I'm just a lil girl lost in the moment
I'm SO SCARED but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringin me down
I know I've got to LET IT GO and just ENJOY THE SHOW...
Yeah....i shld just enjoy the show, embrace the moment
Stop analysing and thinking too much
But I just can't help it.
Is this really what I want in the long term? grrrRRR...the emoism is startin.....but yeah..jojojo's just NOT READY!
Seize the moment!
uPDATES uPDATES
Pictures! Pictures!!! some updates on most tt has happened since my lappie crashed...
Thank You dinner for the AD&D Comm...the gals left earlier...so tt's why it's just us.
Peranakan Nite....another 5 Star dinner...
Zoo run..hate the crowd...hate the way it was organised..and hate the route...
participated only because of them!! =)
cheesecake cafe is still as chic and cool as ever....the cheesecakes are getting better
but the meet up....tasted even sweeter!
celebrated belle's bday...
the card i made!!
nicole came to church 1 sunday...and we had...obolo!
lovely gal..
CNY Reunion...
all tt we're missing are the ABC cousins!
my bestest friend, cousin, shopping khaki, confidante and cam whoring partner!
just missing 1 family!
churchies
Thank You dinner for the AD&D Comm...the gals left earlier...so tt's why it's just us.
Peranakan Nite....another 5 Star dinner...
Zoo run..hate the crowd...hate the way it was organised..and hate the route...
participated only because of them!! =)
cheesecake cafe is still as chic and cool as ever....the cheesecakes are getting better
but the meet up....tasted even sweeter!
celebrated belle's bday...
the card i made!!
nicole came to church 1 sunday...and we had...obolo!
lovely gal..
CNY Reunion...
all tt we're missing are the ABC cousins!
my bestest friend, cousin, shopping khaki, confidante and cam whoring partner!
just missing 1 family!
churchies
Scoring Points
This couldn't be better!
Everything seems to be going so well and smoothly.....receiving those recognition just affirms me tt i'm on the right track and i'm doing the right stuff.
I HAVE found where I belong. But it's only reality that I have to face and one day, I know for the sake of my career, I would have to move and get out of here.
Ever since D&D, I've had 2 other events to work on and it was pretty tiring, hectic and pressurising!
But thank God, the final event took place yesterday and it was a blast! The concept I gave was totally off the usual standards and big boss was blown away by it.
Really really really thank God. All glory goes to God and I know...I couldn't have had found such favour if not for Him.
Every aspect of my life is pretty well too and I'm definitely looking fwd to all my milestones!
Everything seems to be going so well and smoothly.....receiving those recognition just affirms me tt i'm on the right track and i'm doing the right stuff.
I HAVE found where I belong. But it's only reality that I have to face and one day, I know for the sake of my career, I would have to move and get out of here.
Ever since D&D, I've had 2 other events to work on and it was pretty tiring, hectic and pressurising!
But thank God, the final event took place yesterday and it was a blast! The concept I gave was totally off the usual standards and big boss was blown away by it.
Really really really thank God. All glory goes to God and I know...I couldn't have had found such favour if not for Him.
Every aspect of my life is pretty well too and I'm definitely looking fwd to all my milestones!
missing u!
it's been 2 weeks since you decided to crash out on me...
much as I miss having you around, I'm glad i got to spent more time doing other stuff that's more meaningful...i've been reading...cleaning my room and going to bed earlier.
I do miss catching up with my frens at night tho....and getting all the latest updates, gossips and stuff...listening to songs....watching videos online...
wat's most heartbreaking is the loss of more than 150 photo albums. Thank God for fb...but i'm still praying tt they'll return my dead hard disk and i'll take 1 last try retrieving my data.
Praying hard!
much as I miss having you around, I'm glad i got to spent more time doing other stuff that's more meaningful...i've been reading...cleaning my room and going to bed earlier.
I do miss catching up with my frens at night tho....and getting all the latest updates, gossips and stuff...listening to songs....watching videos online...
wat's most heartbreaking is the loss of more than 150 photo albums. Thank God for fb...but i'm still praying tt they'll return my dead hard disk and i'll take 1 last try retrieving my data.
Praying hard!
Blessed Beyond Measure!
I'm feeling overwhelmed...yet really excited and blessed and happy.
Yes! There's so much to do...be it at work, home or in church....yet God has been so faithful and I just can't stop thanking Him for all that he has done for me.
Work has been going so smooth for me...it's hard not to look forward to going to work. Received another recognition from Big Boss for the success of AD&D and I definitely see my career rising here.
Another event tonight before I can go slow....
Driving lessons have been fun thus far and I'm gonna start learning guitar soon!
Mum said " I believe you can do it and u'll learn very fast!" Now...in the past, she wldn't have been able to say tt with much conviction...growing up has been a trying and learning process and as I aim for excellence in everything I do, i feel the heat and pressure in excelling.
And all I can do now is Pray for God's strength, wisdom and creativity!
More updates once my event is over!!
P/s...my lappie...CRASHED!! =(
Yes! There's so much to do...be it at work, home or in church....yet God has been so faithful and I just can't stop thanking Him for all that he has done for me.
Work has been going so smooth for me...it's hard not to look forward to going to work. Received another recognition from Big Boss for the success of AD&D and I definitely see my career rising here.
Another event tonight before I can go slow....
Driving lessons have been fun thus far and I'm gonna start learning guitar soon!
Mum said " I believe you can do it and u'll learn very fast!" Now...in the past, she wldn't have been able to say tt with much conviction...growing up has been a trying and learning process and as I aim for excellence in everything I do, i feel the heat and pressure in excelling.
And all I can do now is Pray for God's strength, wisdom and creativity!
More updates once my event is over!!
P/s...my lappie...CRASHED!! =(
Great Start..2010
Did my annual appraisal yesterday and it was....AWESOME!!! grades improved and everything went well. Of cos there were areas that I still had to work on, but the comments and feedback given is really constructive and more affirmation to work even harder. Pretty sure promotion's on the way and I'm really looking fwd to all my plans for the yr.
Can't wait to start on my studies as well...altho i'm still nt sure where I shld go...but praying for God's wisdom and directions...Will be joining my sch's alumni band as well....it's gonna be fun reliving the good ol' times we had!
This yr's gonna be really really bz...and i'm kissing dating goodbye!! Hello to Career progression!
Can't wait to start on my studies as well...altho i'm still nt sure where I shld go...but praying for God's wisdom and directions...Will be joining my sch's alumni band as well....it's gonna be fun reliving the good ol' times we had!
This yr's gonna be really really bz...and i'm kissing dating goodbye!! Hello to Career progression!
PEEKtures!
COUNTDOWN TO 2010...and christmas pics..
And we hung out at.....no other den the place i work!booked 2 rooms...had supper, chilled and chatted....yup....and workaholic me...ended up going back to the office for awhile.heh..
this teh tt i'm drinking...can only be found....when I'm working the night shift during F1!! cos the bus uncle wld treat us to the yummy teh!! hehAnd christmas....had plenty of parties...but think i'll just post 2 la...lazy to upload pics.haha..go to my FB to see!
celebrating another year of frienship...with these gals whom i know...since pri 1, pri 5 and sec 1.(not in order according to the pic)
that's tammi! we used to call her timid...cos she was so scared of everything...yet had this heck care attitude...and she used to be the smallest size among us all.but she's so outgoing and all now...and she's the one i knew since pri 5...
this is felicia....fel...my bestie!! she's the one most pple hated back in sec sch....yet, the one who stood by me thruout all these years...the one....i've grown up with since pri 1...and the one with many suitors!
and this is dawn.....the ah lian whom i know in sec 1....the bitch tt i used to be enemies with...yet....the girl friend i've come to love as we all grow older.and the one tt's gonna get married first!! can't wait for ur wedding babe!
gifts from my lovelies ;)
prior to my girlies meetup, i had another christmas party cum housewarming..and this is where you see the equation of 1+1..haha.....the ladies are all from my dept...or were from my dept...and them bringing their other halves.heh...it's pretty cool...cos we've all grown to be 1 really big family!
another gift exchange...
beauty food for my face!!!yipppieeeeee!!
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