it's been 2 weeks since you decided to crash out on me...
much as I miss having you around, I'm glad i got to spent more time doing other stuff that's more meaningful...i've been reading...cleaning my room and going to bed earlier.
I do miss catching up with my frens at night tho....and getting all the latest updates, gossips and stuff...listening to songs....watching videos online...
wat's most heartbreaking is the loss of more than 150 photo albums. Thank God for fb...but i'm still praying tt they'll return my dead hard disk and i'll take 1 last try retrieving my data.
Praying hard!
Blessed Beyond Measure!
I'm feeling overwhelmed...yet really excited and blessed and happy.
Yes! There's so much to do...be it at work, home or in church....yet God has been so faithful and I just can't stop thanking Him for all that he has done for me.
Work has been going so smooth for me...it's hard not to look forward to going to work. Received another recognition from Big Boss for the success of AD&D and I definitely see my career rising here.
Another event tonight before I can go slow....
Driving lessons have been fun thus far and I'm gonna start learning guitar soon!
Mum said " I believe you can do it and u'll learn very fast!" Now...in the past, she wldn't have been able to say tt with much conviction...growing up has been a trying and learning process and as I aim for excellence in everything I do, i feel the heat and pressure in excelling.
And all I can do now is Pray for God's strength, wisdom and creativity!
More updates once my event is over!!
P/s...my lappie...CRASHED!! =(
Yes! There's so much to do...be it at work, home or in church....yet God has been so faithful and I just can't stop thanking Him for all that he has done for me.
Work has been going so smooth for me...it's hard not to look forward to going to work. Received another recognition from Big Boss for the success of AD&D and I definitely see my career rising here.
Another event tonight before I can go slow....
Driving lessons have been fun thus far and I'm gonna start learning guitar soon!
Mum said " I believe you can do it and u'll learn very fast!" Now...in the past, she wldn't have been able to say tt with much conviction...growing up has been a trying and learning process and as I aim for excellence in everything I do, i feel the heat and pressure in excelling.
And all I can do now is Pray for God's strength, wisdom and creativity!
More updates once my event is over!!
P/s...my lappie...CRASHED!! =(
Great Start..2010
Did my annual appraisal yesterday and it was....AWESOME!!! grades improved and everything went well. Of cos there were areas that I still had to work on, but the comments and feedback given is really constructive and more affirmation to work even harder. Pretty sure promotion's on the way and I'm really looking fwd to all my plans for the yr.
Can't wait to start on my studies as well...altho i'm still nt sure where I shld go...but praying for God's wisdom and directions...Will be joining my sch's alumni band as well....it's gonna be fun reliving the good ol' times we had!
This yr's gonna be really really bz...and i'm kissing dating goodbye!! Hello to Career progression!
Can't wait to start on my studies as well...altho i'm still nt sure where I shld go...but praying for God's wisdom and directions...Will be joining my sch's alumni band as well....it's gonna be fun reliving the good ol' times we had!
This yr's gonna be really really bz...and i'm kissing dating goodbye!! Hello to Career progression!
PEEKtures!
COUNTDOWN TO 2010...and christmas pics..
And we hung out at.....no other den the place i work!booked 2 rooms...had supper, chilled and chatted....yup....and workaholic me...ended up going back to the office for awhile.heh..
this teh tt i'm drinking...can only be found....when I'm working the night shift during F1!! cos the bus uncle wld treat us to the yummy teh!! hehAnd christmas....had plenty of parties...but think i'll just post 2 la...lazy to upload pics.haha..go to my FB to see!
celebrating another year of frienship...with these gals whom i know...since pri 1, pri 5 and sec 1.(not in order according to the pic)
that's tammi! we used to call her timid...cos she was so scared of everything...yet had this heck care attitude...and she used to be the smallest size among us all.but she's so outgoing and all now...and she's the one i knew since pri 5...
this is felicia....fel...my bestie!! she's the one most pple hated back in sec sch....yet, the one who stood by me thruout all these years...the one....i've grown up with since pri 1...and the one with many suitors!
and this is dawn.....the ah lian whom i know in sec 1....the bitch tt i used to be enemies with...yet....the girl friend i've come to love as we all grow older.and the one tt's gonna get married first!! can't wait for ur wedding babe!
gifts from my lovelies ;)
prior to my girlies meetup, i had another christmas party cum housewarming..and this is where you see the equation of 1+1..haha.....the ladies are all from my dept...or were from my dept...and them bringing their other halves.heh...it's pretty cool...cos we've all grown to be 1 really big family!
another gift exchange...
beauty food for my face!!!yipppieeeeee!!
it's taking blogger eon years to download photos...shall do it again another time.
I've finally gotten down to applying for my PDL. 1st lesson begins this sat. sigh....8am......before rushing down to meet the colleagues to head off to JB.
Can't wait. new hairstyle....new colour again!prolly still same hairstyle la...shall see how.
This yr's gonna be a good good year...packed but I'm determined to fill it with accomplishments.
It's part 1 of my 5yr career plan. Will God thwart my plans again? Whatever it is...I'm gonna commit everything into His hands...thru the tears and joy, I'll still trust in your perfect plan...and I'll walk with you....no matter how painful it is.
I've finally gotten down to applying for my PDL. 1st lesson begins this sat. sigh....8am......before rushing down to meet the colleagues to head off to JB.
Can't wait. new hairstyle....new colour again!prolly still same hairstyle la...shall see how.
This yr's gonna be a good good year...packed but I'm determined to fill it with accomplishments.
It's part 1 of my 5yr career plan. Will God thwart my plans again? Whatever it is...I'm gonna commit everything into His hands...thru the tears and joy, I'll still trust in your perfect plan...and I'll walk with you....no matter how painful it is.
D&D...the virgin experience..
Before i forget my feelings for this virgin experience...i tot i shld pen it down and rmb how the Good Lord has blessed me.
This whole D&D has been a love-hate r/s....and alot of things happened during the planning stage or rather....after we planned so much with another theme, we were told to change the theme.CHange the theme...sure...but not with just A WEEK to change it! and I came up with more than 30 themes all to be rejected....because 1 particular boss...let's just call him.. Mr Last Minute...wants it his way. and hence...it was changed to WWW. Go figure. when i upload the pics..
So WWW it was. and we had less than 2months to get the whole D&D going. I felt the pressure and burden and because it was my 1st time planning it, plus nv attending any D&Ds before, I was really really worried. Lots of thoughts went thru my mind...like "What if the employees blamed me for the lousy theme? or...what if the employees think it was boring? wat if i couldn't do a better job den the last D&D?" and i knew tt my reputation was at stake.
What made it worse was tt the D&D kept changing...from 17th to 23rd to 30th dec and finally..7th jan.the last date was thanks to mr last minute.And it was frustrating not having a finalised date. But I knew deep in my heart tt God was in control of the whole situation and I know tt he will nv leave me in the lurch.
Committed the whole project into his hands and trusted in his perfect timing for everything.
And so....with just a few weeks left, there were so much not done, plus due to the 2 long weekends (Christmas and NY), and the fact tt i was away for my family trip, plus my mgr not following up with the crucial part, i know I had to work out something to make my props all set to go.
Then, with just 2 days to go, my other boss informed me tt I was to submit any expenses for this D&D so they can close the account for yr 2009. Can u imagine? All my plans had to be cramped into 2 days....but i had only 1 day because i had to use the other day to really list down all tt i needed to order. God...this was a test of faith.
So I prayed for wisdom....and trusted tt all tt i had bought wld be sufficient to make the event a success.
ANyway, to cut the story short....D&D was a SUCCESS!! and many commented tt it was 1 of THE BEST they had attended thus far...plus...they were so impressed with the layout of not just the ballroom....but also the foyer activities. Someone commented tt usually, nobody would be interested in taking part in any pre event games but this time, the majority was hopping from 1 stall to another. All tt i have heard thus far are nothing but praises and even the owners' rep was full of praises for it.
I have noone to give all glory to but to God only. Indeed, it's His favour tt the D&D cld be such a success and I owe it all to him!
Will upload pics soon!
This whole D&D has been a love-hate r/s....and alot of things happened during the planning stage or rather....after we planned so much with another theme, we were told to change the theme.CHange the theme...sure...but not with just A WEEK to change it! and I came up with more than 30 themes all to be rejected....because 1 particular boss...let's just call him.. Mr Last Minute...wants it his way. and hence...it was changed to WWW. Go figure. when i upload the pics..
So WWW it was. and we had less than 2months to get the whole D&D going. I felt the pressure and burden and because it was my 1st time planning it, plus nv attending any D&Ds before, I was really really worried. Lots of thoughts went thru my mind...like "What if the employees blamed me for the lousy theme? or...what if the employees think it was boring? wat if i couldn't do a better job den the last D&D?" and i knew tt my reputation was at stake.
What made it worse was tt the D&D kept changing...from 17th to 23rd to 30th dec and finally..7th jan.the last date was thanks to mr last minute.And it was frustrating not having a finalised date. But I knew deep in my heart tt God was in control of the whole situation and I know tt he will nv leave me in the lurch.
Committed the whole project into his hands and trusted in his perfect timing for everything.
And so....with just a few weeks left, there were so much not done, plus due to the 2 long weekends (Christmas and NY), and the fact tt i was away for my family trip, plus my mgr not following up with the crucial part, i know I had to work out something to make my props all set to go.
Then, with just 2 days to go, my other boss informed me tt I was to submit any expenses for this D&D so they can close the account for yr 2009. Can u imagine? All my plans had to be cramped into 2 days....but i had only 1 day because i had to use the other day to really list down all tt i needed to order. God...this was a test of faith.
So I prayed for wisdom....and trusted tt all tt i had bought wld be sufficient to make the event a success.
ANyway, to cut the story short....D&D was a SUCCESS!! and many commented tt it was 1 of THE BEST they had attended thus far...plus...they were so impressed with the layout of not just the ballroom....but also the foyer activities. Someone commented tt usually, nobody would be interested in taking part in any pre event games but this time, the majority was hopping from 1 stall to another. All tt i have heard thus far are nothing but praises and even the owners' rep was full of praises for it.
I have noone to give all glory to but to God only. Indeed, it's His favour tt the D&D cld be such a success and I owe it all to him!
Will upload pics soon!
Yee Hah!!
And finally! the long overdue D&D is going to take place tom! I'm like feeling scared, overwhelmed yet really really excited.
Scared cos i've nv attended any D&Ds and I'm tasked to organise and take charge of 1 tt's so large scale. Overwhelmed because when you look at all tt u have to do, u can't believe there is SO MUCH to do. Excited because i tot noone was looking fed to it, but when u see all the divisions getting excited and really puttin in all the effort to practice for the dance competition and stuff....u feel like "woah! everyone's expecting good stuff tom!" and i can't wait to see how they'll react to the programme to take place!
Really praying hard tt everything will turn out fantastic! Big boss who is on leave will be expecting to hear nothing but good news. So...my promotion is at stake!
On a sidenote, am i really feeling excited and relieved because it's almost coming to an end? or tt u're coming back? hmmm.........2 more corporate events for this month and i can take a lil breather, catching up on my other backlogs!
Scared cos i've nv attended any D&Ds and I'm tasked to organise and take charge of 1 tt's so large scale. Overwhelmed because when you look at all tt u have to do, u can't believe there is SO MUCH to do. Excited because i tot noone was looking fed to it, but when u see all the divisions getting excited and really puttin in all the effort to practice for the dance competition and stuff....u feel like "woah! everyone's expecting good stuff tom!" and i can't wait to see how they'll react to the programme to take place!
Really praying hard tt everything will turn out fantastic! Big boss who is on leave will be expecting to hear nothing but good news. So...my promotion is at stake!
On a sidenote, am i really feeling excited and relieved because it's almost coming to an end? or tt u're coming back? hmmm.........2 more corporate events for this month and i can take a lil breather, catching up on my other backlogs!
Reflections...
It feels not too long ago that I was celebrating my 21st bday. But as I reflect and count the years...tt 21st happened in 2006. And now, I'm in the midst of transitting to the New Year, reaching a quarter of a century.
I still feel like an 18yr old at times, being the youngest in the dept sure has its privileges and I'm glad that will still continue until they decide to expand the dept. haha...
2009 has been an eventful year, a year where I really went thru hard lessons in life, character development, stages where I know I have to learn to submit in order to grow.
Nevertheless, it's been a great year and I definitely thank God for the good and bad times.
Let's see....there are just countless stuff to be thankful for...and I know there will be even more blessings to count in 2010.
As the year comes to an end, 帮我忘记你好吗？Movin on...2010....i'm READY FOR YOU!!!
I still feel like an 18yr old at times, being the youngest in the dept sure has its privileges and I'm glad that will still continue until they decide to expand the dept. haha...
2009 has been an eventful year, a year where I really went thru hard lessons in life, character development, stages where I know I have to learn to submit in order to grow.
Nevertheless, it's been a great year and I definitely thank God for the good and bad times.
Let's see....there are just countless stuff to be thankful for...and I know there will be even more blessings to count in 2010.
As the year comes to an end, 帮我忘记你好吗？Movin on...2010....i'm READY FOR YOU!!!
Peek tures
STarting from MY LAST HOLS...just came back from Cameron with my family on wednesday. Overall...it was a GREAT trip! family really bonded and took loads of pics. u can see them in my FB.
Just before i departed for cameron, met up with pearlyn darling for christmas dinner, catch up and to pass her her gift. she was delighted!
and the week before, it was mtg up with some ex ex colleagues plus givin christine a lil bday surprise!
Just before i departed for cameron, met up with pearlyn darling for christmas dinner, catch up and to pass her her gift. she was delighted!
and the week before, it was mtg up with some ex ex colleagues plus givin christine a lil bday surprise!
more pics to be uploaded. shall update soon!
slow it down...make it STOP! or else my heart is going to POP!!
Hiaks!!!!!!! at the end of the day..my blog is still the place for me to rant, vent and just express any form of expression i can't contain when I choose not to share it out yet. muahahhahah...
AD&D's just round the corner. Freaking nervous. Nv attended any D&Ds before and here i am...organising 1! And my mgr...isn't of much advise. haha..giving me all the wrong info...The pressure to ensure everyone has fun tt night's on me...my career depends on this. It's either a make it or break it. Everyday, thinking of the date sets butterflies fluttering in my stomach.
Can I achieve another success like how God has always pulled me thru everything??
Hiaks!!!!!!! at the end of the day..my blog is still the place for me to rant, vent and just express any form of expression i can't contain when I choose not to share it out yet. muahahhahah...
AD&D's just round the corner. Freaking nervous. Nv attended any D&Ds before and here i am...organising 1! And my mgr...isn't of much advise. haha..giving me all the wrong info...The pressure to ensure everyone has fun tt night's on me...my career depends on this. It's either a make it or break it. Everyday, thinking of the date sets butterflies fluttering in my stomach.
Can I achieve another success like how God has always pulled me thru everything??
Long Hiatus..
I konw i've not been blogging for awhile. Been too lazy and tired after work to do anything...
Let's see....I came back rom BKK a few weeks ago....as usual...trip was good. Made about 4suits and an extra black skirt. Bought tons of clothes and accessories back and now...my room is literally flooded with clothes. I seriously need to clear my stuff man. I can open a shop with my room.haha....
And 2 days after I came back, I was down with Gastric flu...it was a relief actually, cos i got to really sleep and rest at home. Initially, I tot i was suffering from indigestion as I did not vomit at all till I reached home ard 3pm and there was no diarrhoea. The doc actually tot I was pregnant! I wld have become Virgin Mary den.hahahaha.....so thank God for the rest. 3 days later...i took part in the Stan Chart Marathon..
My 1st Half Marathon. Alot of pple said my timing was not bad...but I tot I cld have done better if I had not fallen ill prior to the event,i prolly wld have more strength. Haha....but in honesty, I didn't train at all. oops!
But the good thing tt came out of it is that my appetite have shrunk!!woohooo!! so it sure helps in my diet regime and weight loss resolution. haha..
Been meeting up alot of frens and stuff...yet...lotsa last min disappointments as well...BOO!
Shall upload with some pics soon!
Let's see....I came back rom BKK a few weeks ago....as usual...trip was good. Made about 4suits and an extra black skirt. Bought tons of clothes and accessories back and now...my room is literally flooded with clothes. I seriously need to clear my stuff man. I can open a shop with my room.haha....
And 2 days after I came back, I was down with Gastric flu...it was a relief actually, cos i got to really sleep and rest at home. Initially, I tot i was suffering from indigestion as I did not vomit at all till I reached home ard 3pm and there was no diarrhoea. The doc actually tot I was pregnant! I wld have become Virgin Mary den.hahahaha.....so thank God for the rest. 3 days later...i took part in the Stan Chart Marathon..
My 1st Half Marathon. Alot of pple said my timing was not bad...but I tot I cld have done better if I had not fallen ill prior to the event,i prolly wld have more strength. Haha....but in honesty, I didn't train at all. oops!
But the good thing tt came out of it is that my appetite have shrunk!!woohooo!! so it sure helps in my diet regime and weight loss resolution. haha..
Been meeting up alot of frens and stuff...yet...lotsa last min disappointments as well...BOO!
Shall upload with some pics soon!
I've so many photos to upload...but abit lazy...
Yeah~~I've gotten out of my emoness! haha... L..I know u're reading this.... HAPPY FOOD WORKED!! i had some during my training today...heh...
And prolly cos I have a few holidays coming up, I'm EXCITED!! it's Bangkok for MORE SHOPPING this weekend....and cameron highlands with the family next month.
Mun and I will prolly squeeze in some time to head to Malacca as well.
Planning for D&D has been pretty smooth...thus far.. *crossing fingers* Praying hard that the Finance Director will increase our budget.
Tt's all for now!! :D
Yeah~~I've gotten out of my emoness! haha... L..I know u're reading this.... HAPPY FOOD WORKED!! i had some during my training today...heh...
And prolly cos I have a few holidays coming up, I'm EXCITED!! it's Bangkok for MORE SHOPPING this weekend....and cameron highlands with the family next month.
Mun and I will prolly squeeze in some time to head to Malacca as well.
Planning for D&D has been pretty smooth...thus far.. *crossing fingers* Praying hard that the Finance Director will increase our budget.
Tt's all for now!! :D
EMO EMO-ing
I've been damn emo of late....i seriously dunno why man.usually the emoness will go off after awhile...
but it's been far too long....wat's wrong with me? I need to get out of this stage and not be EMO!!
but it's been far too long....wat's wrong with me? I need to get out of this stage and not be EMO!!
Thank You!
i finally passed my BTT!!hahahaha....like FINALLY!!!
Thanks to my cousin J, who gave me a link tt allows me to practice those questions, answering them today was a breeze altho there were some questions tt were not in those links.
Gotta thank K as well....for always driving me to the centre for the tests and waiting for me...and times when i needed a lift back. But too bad, K's just like a supportive fren to me. =)
I'm just really glad tt stage 1 is finally over and i can move on to the next level!!
Wish me luck!woohooo!!
Thanks to my cousin J, who gave me a link tt allows me to practice those questions, answering them today was a breeze altho there were some questions tt were not in those links.
Gotta thank K as well....for always driving me to the centre for the tests and waiting for me...and times when i needed a lift back. But too bad, K's just like a supportive fren to me. =)
I'm just really glad tt stage 1 is finally over and i can move on to the next level!!
Wish me luck!woohooo!!
strong headed
certain lessons in life that I just nv seem to learn. it's my stubborness and the unwillingness to let go tt I'm still stuck here.
haha....when oh when....will I finally listen to God and do as he says?
His strength is definitely made perfect when I am weak. All tt i CLING to, I SHLD lay them down at his feet. BUT yet, sometimes.....u dunno whether u can just lay it down completely...
Can I still trust Him in those certain areas?
haha....when oh when....will I finally listen to God and do as he says?
His strength is definitely made perfect when I am weak. All tt i CLING to, I SHLD lay them down at his feet. BUT yet, sometimes.....u dunno whether u can just lay it down completely...
Can I still trust Him in those certain areas?
Love-Hate?
I know i've not been uploading pics.....been a lil too lazy....but my pics are all in FB tho....So you may check it out there!
Just completed the GE10k a couple of weeks ago....it was a really good run...altho me and zp did slacked a lil and decided to walk for 1km!hahaah.... on the 9.5thkm, there was this lady who was sitting down and screaming in pain,even tho the medics were there to tending to her already. And it occurred to me how vulnerable 1 may be, no matter how sporty you are, or what a health freak you may be. Anything can happen.
And I learnt to thank God for the state I am in, for always protecting me every time i take part in such marathons, I know His hand is upon me and my gfs who nv train for the event.
On a side note, life have been really really good. Not much events this month, but preparing my calendar of events for 2010, planning new activities as well as to get this yr's AD&D over and done with. Date has been changed.....(yet again) but I'm not complaining....everyday's a lesson learnt, and the continuous opportunity to learn and grow here. I'm Contented. =)
Am starting to serve in the YM soon....the spirit's willing but the flesh is still weak. Guess....i shld PROCRASTINATE no more!!
Just completed the GE10k a couple of weeks ago....it was a really good run...altho me and zp did slacked a lil and decided to walk for 1km!hahaah.... on the 9.5thkm, there was this lady who was sitting down and screaming in pain,even tho the medics were there to tending to her already. And it occurred to me how vulnerable 1 may be, no matter how sporty you are, or what a health freak you may be. Anything can happen.
And I learnt to thank God for the state I am in, for always protecting me every time i take part in such marathons, I know His hand is upon me and my gfs who nv train for the event.
On a side note, life have been really really good. Not much events this month, but preparing my calendar of events for 2010, planning new activities as well as to get this yr's AD&D over and done with. Date has been changed.....(yet again) but I'm not complaining....everyday's a lesson learnt, and the continuous opportunity to learn and grow here. I'm Contented. =)
Am starting to serve in the YM soon....the spirit's willing but the flesh is still weak. Guess....i shld PROCRASTINATE no more!!
1 more down!
the students came today....this time, this group is more vocal, outspoken, sociable and mischievous! haha....but it was a joy seeing them having fun and feeling excited bout joining us in future as well as tt chance to be able to explore something tt they've always learnt in school.
Project is under my mgr..altho there were some lasr min screw ups....i wld say it was yet again, another successful event organised. As we get used to the ups and downs of our jobscope...boss and I are getting better at what we are supposed to excel in. Next up...will be my final big event for the year....the Annual Dinner and Dance...a theme I'm not exactly excited about, but i'll definitely try my best to end this year with 5 stars for myself!
Excellence at work....and looking forward to more nxt year.
3 more holidays before I say goodbye to 2009 and I'm definitely looking forward to these long awaited breaks....it's been a good year...and I look forward to 2010.
Project is under my mgr..altho there were some lasr min screw ups....i wld say it was yet again, another successful event organised. As we get used to the ups and downs of our jobscope...boss and I are getting better at what we are supposed to excel in. Next up...will be my final big event for the year....the Annual Dinner and Dance...a theme I'm not exactly excited about, but i'll definitely try my best to end this year with 5 stars for myself!
Excellence at work....and looking forward to more nxt year.
3 more holidays before I say goodbye to 2009 and I'm definitely looking forward to these long awaited breaks....it's been a good year...and I look forward to 2010.
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