Yes!it's saturday!!my off day!!!
went to watch love wrecked today...didn't know movies cld speak to me too.haha...it got me depressed actually...sadly..heh...but well...all in God's hands!
This week has been really hectic...even tho i had off on thursday...was just rushing from place to place...wat a day...
thursday's everyday! rehearsal went okie..just tt i wasn't prepared with a speech i was supposed to prepare...den..sat...last minute got training in the office...haiz...so...had to wake up early...like 7am....when work ended only at like 10++ the night before...my company's crazy!u gotta be the cream of the crop to get the owner's help..but i'm not gonna wait for my owner...i trust in God..and i'm gonna be pro active...doing things myself...recruiting team members on my own..makes my career advance faster...
yup...so...my week has been more or less..just like this...in case u guys dunno...i spent 150 on thursday!!on clothes!!hahaha....but it was all worth it.
juice to u guys!!have a blessed coming week! :)
HELLO HELLO HELLO!!
i'm sorry!!i've been really too tired and busy to update my blog.
work has been really really good..altho this week....i kinda slacked a little.haha..
yup...went thru some ups and downs this week as well...many stuff...tt's been buried for quite some time..i know...it won't be solved so soon..but well...i'm trying to slowly let go of it....slowly forgive...but it's so difficult.i'm praying hard.
i went to watch CLICK today...hilarious yet TOUCHING movie.even my manager cried.haha...ya..it's a really great movie.it's funny,entertaining yet the moral of the movie is something we can learn from. There're just so many things in life tt we shld learn to appreciate and not fast forward..things tt we've to learn to let go off as well as take it 1 step at a time...and not escape from stuff u simply hate and wanna avoid.
maybe...it's a lesson i can learn frm.not to avoid..but solve it one by one.tough tho.ah well...
it's really weird.cos it has been sometime since i last watch a movie with more den 3 pple...so..when i went today...i had to remind myself...tt it wasn't a date.haha...yeah..the past few movies were watched with a date.hence...it felt like a date.haha...and no..i'm not typing this to brag or anything...but it's been really nice.saturdays not going for this particular place has made me very happy...going out on dates...has made me happier...and taught me how to enjoy a saturday night the way it shld be enjoyed.
every date is unique.they've shown me wat a gentleman they are...wat a guy shld be doing and i really enjoy being treated the way a LADY shld be treated.thks guys!for making me like i'm a LADY...not a kid...not a guy...or not someone transparent.
yup....so..it's been so long..i hope all of u are doing fine too!tt's all for now!
work has been really really good..altho this week....i kinda slacked a little.haha..
yup...went thru some ups and downs this week as well...many stuff...tt's been buried for quite some time..i know...it won't be solved so soon..but well...i'm trying to slowly let go of it....slowly forgive...but it's so difficult.i'm praying hard.
i went to watch CLICK today...hilarious yet TOUCHING movie.even my manager cried.haha...ya..it's a really great movie.it's funny,entertaining yet the moral of the movie is something we can learn from. There're just so many things in life tt we shld learn to appreciate and not fast forward..things tt we've to learn to let go off as well as take it 1 step at a time...and not escape from stuff u simply hate and wanna avoid.
maybe...it's a lesson i can learn frm.not to avoid..but solve it one by one.tough tho.ah well...
it's really weird.cos it has been sometime since i last watch a movie with more den 3 pple...so..when i went today...i had to remind myself...tt it wasn't a date.haha...yeah..the past few movies were watched with a date.hence...it felt like a date.haha...and no..i'm not typing this to brag or anything...but it's been really nice.saturdays not going for this particular place has made me very happy...going out on dates...has made me happier...and taught me how to enjoy a saturday night the way it shld be enjoyed.
every date is unique.they've shown me wat a gentleman they are...wat a guy shld be doing and i really enjoy being treated the way a LADY shld be treated.thks guys!for making me like i'm a LADY...not a kid...not a guy...or not someone transparent.
yup....so..it's been so long..i hope all of u are doing fine too!tt's all for now!
it's time!!
hi guys!!!!!i'm so sorry!!it's been AGES since i last updated.haha...for those who've been constantly coming back to my blog..thank you for taking the time and effort to 'drop' by.
So sorry...been working...and when i come home,i'm too tired to blog or type anything out.
so yup!i've started working with the company.most unexpected because i really dreaded the fact tt i've to be dressed in a RED POLO TEE(tucked in) with black pants,going door to door,raising funds for charity.It's so unglam and the tot of having to work in the evening again just put me off.
So...many wld know..i actually rejected/turned down the job offer..but even after turning it down,i kept praying bout it.cos when i went for the interviews,i felt very very at peace.i know God's with me.and after numerous calls from my manager,i just felt tt it had something to do with God.so i prayed tt if this job is where God wants me to be,den i prayed tt He'll bless me. So...it's been a few weeks since i started this job..and i'm beginning to see God blessing me.Cos i've started to hit the fields alone,and i'm on my own.results has been quite good.Although my pitch still needs a lot of brushing up,God's been so faithful,i've been able to raise a not too bad amt when my trainers and anyone above me aren't doing tt well.So..i really thank God.it sure is a DEFINITE confirmation.alright...i'm tired.tt's all for now!till den!!
have a great week!
So sorry...been working...and when i come home,i'm too tired to blog or type anything out.
so yup!i've started working with the company.most unexpected because i really dreaded the fact tt i've to be dressed in a RED POLO TEE(tucked in) with black pants,going door to door,raising funds for charity.It's so unglam and the tot of having to work in the evening again just put me off.
So...many wld know..i actually rejected/turned down the job offer..but even after turning it down,i kept praying bout it.cos when i went for the interviews,i felt very very at peace.i know God's with me.and after numerous calls from my manager,i just felt tt it had something to do with God.so i prayed tt if this job is where God wants me to be,den i prayed tt He'll bless me. So...it's been a few weeks since i started this job..and i'm beginning to see God blessing me.Cos i've started to hit the fields alone,and i'm on my own.results has been quite good.Although my pitch still needs a lot of brushing up,God's been so faithful,i've been able to raise a not too bad amt when my trainers and anyone above me aren't doing tt well.So..i really thank God.it sure is a DEFINITE confirmation.alright...i'm tired.tt's all for now!till den!!
have a great week!
Started Working
so...i started working this week.in the end,i took up tt job offer.haha..
why did i take it up?cos the manager kept calling me..and i was rather irritated la..so...tot..aiya..since got nothing to do,might as well just go for the training and try it out.haha...little did i know...tt i'll like this company so much.the pple there are really nice,supportive,friendly..and so not competitive.i can be assured there'll be no back biting.it reminds me of church...somewhat better.hence,i decide to stay on.3rd day into it,and i'm loving it.told myself tt since i'm at the company already...i must do my best.this place is somewhere where i know i can achieve something and i'm not gonna lose this opportunity.
alright...i'm off to bathe!more updates soon!ciaoz!
why did i take it up?cos the manager kept calling me..and i was rather irritated la..so...tot..aiya..since got nothing to do,might as well just go for the training and try it out.haha...little did i know...tt i'll like this company so much.the pple there are really nice,supportive,friendly..and so not competitive.i can be assured there'll be no back biting.it reminds me of church...somewhat better.hence,i decide to stay on.3rd day into it,and i'm loving it.told myself tt since i'm at the company already...i must do my best.this place is somewhere where i know i can achieve something and i'm not gonna lose this opportunity.
alright...i'm off to bathe!more updates soon!ciaoz!
things seem to be..well...i dunno whether to say picking up or still the same...
but i seem to be in an identity crisis now.haha....yeah..at 21....suddenly...confused bout lotsa stuff...frustrated at the way i was brought up...and....been going thru alot of 'condemning' tots...
keep me in prayers ya?thk u!
but i seem to be in an identity crisis now.haha....yeah..at 21....suddenly...confused bout lotsa stuff...frustrated at the way i was brought up...and....been going thru alot of 'condemning' tots...
keep me in prayers ya?thk u!
i'm sorry...i'm so troublesome....because...i've decided tt this is the place where i'll talk a lil bout my unhappiness...and sometimes...it may not sound nice to some pple...thus..it's safer tt only my close frens get to read this..well..close frens..and lil sheep!cos i want em to know wat's going on in my life too.and i know they'll understand.right anjellyna?
and i know tt u guys...after reading my posts...are pple who'll nv judge me...yeah?so thk u for loving me the way i am....and thk u...for not judging me.i'm just so sick of pple who're hypocritical...talks abt other pple judging em..yet on their part..still judging pple.on my part...well..i do admit..i used to judge pple too...but now?not really.i'm so tired of judging pple and i just wanna accept pple the way they are..but sometimes...there ARE TIMES..when some pple just get on my nerves....just like they get on urs yeah?so...this is where my blog comes...hence...i wanna keep it as private as can be.thk u!for keeping this private..
aren't u guys honoured??to be given the password??haha...thks for being frens who've stood by me..and constantly sending regards.i hope to do the same back to u!!love ya!
and i know tt u guys...after reading my posts...are pple who'll nv judge me...yeah?so thk u for loving me the way i am....and thk u...for not judging me.i'm just so sick of pple who're hypocritical...talks abt other pple judging em..yet on their part..still judging pple.on my part...well..i do admit..i used to judge pple too...but now?not really.i'm so tired of judging pple and i just wanna accept pple the way they are..but sometimes...there ARE TIMES..when some pple just get on my nerves....just like they get on urs yeah?so...this is where my blog comes...hence...i wanna keep it as private as can be.thk u!for keeping this private..
aren't u guys honoured??to be given the password??haha...thks for being frens who've stood by me..and constantly sending regards.i hope to do the same back to u!!love ya!
Holiday rocks!
so...it's meeting up with pple over lunch and tanning and jogging this week!
it's been fun!i'm totally enjoying myself.today..met up with yu jia,sean,jonk,pam,gina and kamun.jonk was really entertaining and funny.made us luff thruout.ahha..
had a really great time catching up with Ka mun.once again,it takes someone mature to know wat to say and when to listen.I'm totally grateful tt she understands.
Been thinking alot after CLCN camp 2006..and i realised...tt one shld nv term another as a best fren when the level of maturity is different,the level of understanding isn't the same..and the chemistry just isn't there.i guess one shld nv be quick to judge.and as best frens,shldn't the other not judge when problems are shared between each other?Best frens are pple who'll tell each other stuff,be supportive,and be understanding.best frens do not assume u're gossipping just because u're bad mouthing someone.it just goes to show she trusts that u were just venting ur anger..and after venting it out...nothing will be said.discussion ends there.
so...i guess i was wrong to assume she was my best fren...but i'm so glad...it's made me realise...tt it's the older ones tt i can count on to listen to my woes...and receive mature comments and help..pple who'll definitely NOT JUDGE me...and pple who're supportive no matter where they are,how busy they are.pple...who've been there,done that and understands me.I'm really grateful because i know at times..u guys are reading my blog and always asks whenever u know i'm going thru a down period.thank you for always praying for me.i really appreciate the many yrs of friendship!thks guys!
as for the younger ones...i guess they shld nv assume me as their best frens...because...i can only lend em a supporting ear,give em advices...but they can't give me the same.
wat does best fren means to me?Honestly?i dun care if i have 1.cos in my eyes...i've more best frens den 1!!and best frens no longer mean doing crazy stuff together...and all tt girly things...different best fren does different stuff...eg..some can be my lending ears...another -a person who does crazy stuff...while another,my bitching/gossipping partner(tt of cos..i've not been doing much.yay!!) and another,my bs mate..so on and so forth.and best frens...does not mean...having one from the same gender.
of cos..FELICIA dearest...u'll always be my BEST FREN!!!i love u!!and i pray tt our friendship will last.as mentioned in ur blog. and the card u wrote to me.it's amazing how God brought this friendship back again eh?
u guys wanna know wat happened?well..to be continued soon!heh..tt's all for now..i'm off to bed!!
it's been fun!i'm totally enjoying myself.today..met up with yu jia,sean,jonk,pam,gina and kamun.jonk was really entertaining and funny.made us luff thruout.ahha..
had a really great time catching up with Ka mun.once again,it takes someone mature to know wat to say and when to listen.I'm totally grateful tt she understands.
Been thinking alot after CLCN camp 2006..and i realised...tt one shld nv term another as a best fren when the level of maturity is different,the level of understanding isn't the same..and the chemistry just isn't there.i guess one shld nv be quick to judge.and as best frens,shldn't the other not judge when problems are shared between each other?Best frens are pple who'll tell each other stuff,be supportive,and be understanding.best frens do not assume u're gossipping just because u're bad mouthing someone.it just goes to show she trusts that u were just venting ur anger..and after venting it out...nothing will be said.discussion ends there.
so...i guess i was wrong to assume she was my best fren...but i'm so glad...it's made me realise...tt it's the older ones tt i can count on to listen to my woes...and receive mature comments and help..pple who'll definitely NOT JUDGE me...and pple who're supportive no matter where they are,how busy they are.pple...who've been there,done that and understands me.I'm really grateful because i know at times..u guys are reading my blog and always asks whenever u know i'm going thru a down period.thank you for always praying for me.i really appreciate the many yrs of friendship!thks guys!
as for the younger ones...i guess they shld nv assume me as their best frens...because...i can only lend em a supporting ear,give em advices...but they can't give me the same.
wat does best fren means to me?Honestly?i dun care if i have 1.cos in my eyes...i've more best frens den 1!!and best frens no longer mean doing crazy stuff together...and all tt girly things...different best fren does different stuff...eg..some can be my lending ears...another -a person who does crazy stuff...while another,my bitching/gossipping partner(tt of cos..i've not been doing much.yay!!) and another,my bs mate..so on and so forth.and best frens...does not mean...having one from the same gender.
of cos..FELICIA dearest...u'll always be my BEST FREN!!!i love u!!and i pray tt our friendship will last.as mentioned in ur blog. and the card u wrote to me.it's amazing how God brought this friendship back again eh?
u guys wanna know wat happened?well..to be continued soon!heh..tt's all for now..i'm off to bed!!
Life's good
oops!it's been a week since i last blogged.
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
Life's good
oops!it's been a week since i last blogged.
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
So...updates updates...
Job
it's decided!i wun take up tt job tt i went thru 2 rounds of interview.went back to the reason why i decided to close my shop and shld i take up this job,i'll have to work a few hrs over the weekends.hence..i didn't wanna go thru the same life again.
So..i'm currently looking for good jobs.and i'm really thankful to my frens who've been sharing ur job lobangs with me..and keeping a lookout for me.From the bottom of my heart...i really wanna say THANK YOU!i really appreciate all these help.speeds up my job search.
Free time
so...wat have i done so far??well...i went shopping...eating with melissa hohoho on thursday(the day my shop closes) and it was really fun!haha...trying new food...clothes and just walking and chatting.yeah!we'll take plenty of photos nxt time yeah?..haha..tt day....i spent..er....abt 60?
let's see...$34 for my lingerie,abt $20 on food,$15 for 2 tee shirts.ard tt la..heh...oops!it sure felt good during retail therapy.
Den on friday..i decided to rest at home.dun wanna go out too much.so..just stayed home and watched tv the whole day..make up for loss time.haha...and at night,had prayer mtg..due to miscom..only doreen and i.so..we took the time to catch up and update each other bout wat happened in June...and after praying..i went to Pam's place for a small lil gathering cum bbq.i thought it was not bad despite the fact tt they decided on it last minute.The potatoe tt Feng Hang made was yummylicious!!!it was good stuff!haha..there were only abt 12 of us?4 couples plus me,mei xin and yvonne.but i thot it was rather relaxing and we sat there till it was almost 11pm.great fellowship!
On saturday...hmm...wt did i do?..let me think...
oh...i had dance prac in the morning.wah..after not dancing for so long..i was actually aching the nxt day.haha..so after prac..i went for lunch with aunty lucy...on my way to the salon,i decided to drop by grace ho's shop.hahaha..and ended up staying there till 5.of cos..in between went to cut my hair.it was great fellowship.Perry has grown cuter and more active...staying there actually made me happier.there was a section for kids to play and entertain themselves while their mums were happily shoppingin the shop..so..since grace was busy serving the customers,i played with the kids...it just brought back days when i was a Sunday sch teacher.haha...very nice...playing with the kids...okie..fast forward..after ypm..went for MM dinner.haha..food was ok only..yeah..
It's been so long since i cld hang out with my frens on sunday.we had a good time entertaining ourselves in MPH with some 'fortune telling' books and er...gimmick.watever u call em.haha...it was just hilarious.
So...tt's wat's been going on after i closed my shop.and when i'm home...know wat keeps me addicted??ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!haha..i'm actually hooked in creating nice..er...photos...it's uploaded above this post.enjoy!
Farewell Jesslyn(for now)
Jesslyn's on her way to Aust now.we're gonna miss u!!especially ur 'xiao mian yangs'.we'll pray for u!!!
and...well....for those of u who didn't manage to see the cover page.dis is wat it looks like.
and...well....for those of u who didn't manage to see the cover page.dis is wat it looks like.
rented!
yes!my shop's rented as of today!!woohoo!!!most pple are sad when their shops or business close down.me??i'm actually happy.cos i stop when i shld and it's abt time to take a rest.spiritually ,i've grown much more den i expected...much more den my 20yrs of livelihood.so it was worth the investment.wat's gonna happen next?i dunno...but i'll just take 1 step at a time.
went for tammi's 21st birthday party.it was held at raffles town club presidential suite.wah!!tell u....the suite...is damn damn damn damn...okie..super super super super chao ji wu di nice la!!why shldn't it when u're paying a thousand plus dollars for just half a day.expensive man.But at the end of the day,i guess it was the fellowship tt mattered most.
it was nice catching up with old frens and how after all those yrs,we've all grown up in a way...and those conflicts of the past are now forgotten.very nice feeling.haha...
and guess wat?one of my fren's ex boyfriend happens to be tammi's cousin!man!!after so many yrs of knowing tammi...haha..it took this long to know she's related to him.i knew tt guy when i was 15 la.hahaha....
wat a small small world man.and he's still so shuai!wat a waste..they broke up...nvm....she's happily married and i'm happy for tt fren of mine.hope tt guy's doing fine too.ahha...cos we didn't talk much.just the usual hellos and stuff.
alright..it's time i go to bed.till den!
went for tammi's 21st birthday party.it was held at raffles town club presidential suite.wah!!tell u....the suite...is damn damn damn damn...okie..super super super super chao ji wu di nice la!!why shldn't it when u're paying a thousand plus dollars for just half a day.expensive man.But at the end of the day,i guess it was the fellowship tt mattered most.
it was nice catching up with old frens and how after all those yrs,we've all grown up in a way...and those conflicts of the past are now forgotten.very nice feeling.haha...
and guess wat?one of my fren's ex boyfriend happens to be tammi's cousin!man!!after so many yrs of knowing tammi...haha..it took this long to know she's related to him.i knew tt guy when i was 15 la.hahaha....
wat a small small world man.and he's still so shuai!wat a waste..they broke up...nvm....she's happily married and i'm happy for tt fren of mine.hope tt guy's doing fine too.ahha...cos we didn't talk much.just the usual hellos and stuff.
alright..it's time i go to bed.till den!
Sick...and Tired...
it sure doesn't feel good to be sick.It's been so long since i last had fever.so...i actually forgot the temperature when the fever starts.haha...
so....it was a 39.79 late last night....den..now..it's subsided to 37.66.not sure if it went down further.but...my body's still aching...and it sure feels uncomfortable.was still awake at 3++ this morning....woke up at 8am..(it's been so long since i last woke up this early,besides Sunday).nothing to do,can't get to sleep...so..tot i'll blog 1st.
I fell sick the day Radical started.hahaha...it just got worse.was it an attack?hmm..i shld think not.well..hopefully not.
Radical was okie...wun say it's fantastic or anything.i guess it's really for young students and stuff.cos i wld dare say i AM radical already...so...doesn't really make any difference to me.nvtheless,it was really encouraging to see so many youths taking the bold step to become Radical.i hope it's not just a 1 night commitment but they'll be determined to be RADICAL!!
okie....job job...well...i passed all 3 rounds of interview.but i dun think i'll take up the job.I'm looking for a job tt enables me to have a great weekend.this job...doesn't allow.u've to work either on sat or sun sommore.and it's too fast paced,i'm just not prepared for tt.i need a break.
so...i'll still look ard for suitable jobs.i've time anyway.heh...may join the hotel industry.well...will have to see where God leads.i still wanna become a REAL ESTATE AGENT!!haha
so....it was a 39.79 late last night....den..now..it's subsided to 37.66.not sure if it went down further.but...my body's still aching...and it sure feels uncomfortable.was still awake at 3++ this morning....woke up at 8am..(it's been so long since i last woke up this early,besides Sunday).nothing to do,can't get to sleep...so..tot i'll blog 1st.
I fell sick the day Radical started.hahaha...it just got worse.was it an attack?hmm..i shld think not.well..hopefully not.
Radical was okie...wun say it's fantastic or anything.i guess it's really for young students and stuff.cos i wld dare say i AM radical already...so...doesn't really make any difference to me.nvtheless,it was really encouraging to see so many youths taking the bold step to become Radical.i hope it's not just a 1 night commitment but they'll be determined to be RADICAL!!
okie....job job...well...i passed all 3 rounds of interview.but i dun think i'll take up the job.I'm looking for a job tt enables me to have a great weekend.this job...doesn't allow.u've to work either on sat or sun sommore.and it's too fast paced,i'm just not prepared for tt.i need a break.
so...i'll still look ard for suitable jobs.i've time anyway.heh...may join the hotel industry.well...will have to see where God leads.i still wanna become a REAL ESTATE AGENT!!haha
Jobs...
so....wat comes nxt after shop's rented out?? FUN!of cos!..but...of cos..i can't go on playing and not look for a Job.
Hence,i've been looking ard for suitable jobs tt i can take on..a job tt gives me an opportunity to advance to a higher position,a job tt pays well(i wanna lighten my dad's financial burdens),a job tt allows me to continue with my church commitments,a job tt requires minimal experience and a job tt i like.
How to find eh?haha..i think the lady from some agency must have been quite irritated with my requirements.she offered me some admin post and i was like 'oh...low pay...no career advancement...bla bla bla.'actually..i wasn't prepared to be offered a job so soon.haha..so i just tried all means and ways not to take up anything.
But i did apply for some jobs online at Job Street.They've got quite interesting jobs and alot offers very good remuneration.I applied for this particular post of Project Manager cum management trainee and got selected for the 1st round of interview.
Guess what i wore?haha...a long sleeve shirt(not really tee shirt..not those with collar either) and ...and ...and....JEANS!!*GASP* (joanna!!how cld u wear jeans for an interview!!)..haha...seriously..i tot it was fine wearing jeans since the top's already so 'formal'.
When i went to the designated venue for interview,while filling up the typical form..nono..after filling up the form,i realised tt those who were there..were so formally dressed.so paiseh man!but i told myself not to like get affected by it and kept my confidence level there.i know tt if this is the job God wants to place me at...i'll still pass the interview.
U knowwat happened next??there were 4 of us..and our names were called at the same time.It's a GRP INTERVIEW!!wah!!firstly,i've nv gone thru a job interview,secondly,i'm so dressed down and lastly,i usually dun open up so fast to strangers.wat's more...a JOB INTERVIEW!!
but i told myself..calm down,stay confident,treat them as if they're ur frens,u've known em for long and they're as awkard,as shy as u are.Thankfully,the interviewee's a nice guy,very relaxed,very easy going and u cld tell tt he was really trying his best to make us feel comfortable.I managed to score well for tt interview.(super confident) cos i guess it's the way i spoke as well.did wat i mentioned above and spoke with ease,was seriously just being myself.
Interviewee:So..where do u see urself in 3-5yrs time?
Me: Hm..i see myself in a managerial position,earning a good income of abt 3-5 K...and ..maybe married?with kids?
haha..everyone laughed.
After he interviewd all of us,he started telling us bout bout this role and more bout the company and stuff.and when he was talking bout it,it was pretty obvious who got in and who didn't.Cos he'll give more eye contact with whosoever.yes!i got the frequent eye contact.
So...yes!i got into the 2nd round of interview which is tom!i'm so excited.i actually cut alot of things short.so..when u're free,come talk to me.i'll be more den excited to tell u more.hehe...i pray tt i'll get this job.it's super good income,and very fast career advancement.All in the hands of God!
*hey...is large prints or small prints better?pls comment so i know which print better to use.thks! :)
Hence,i've been looking ard for suitable jobs tt i can take on..a job tt gives me an opportunity to advance to a higher position,a job tt pays well(i wanna lighten my dad's financial burdens),a job tt allows me to continue with my church commitments,a job tt requires minimal experience and a job tt i like.
How to find eh?haha..i think the lady from some agency must have been quite irritated with my requirements.she offered me some admin post and i was like 'oh...low pay...no career advancement...bla bla bla.'actually..i wasn't prepared to be offered a job so soon.haha..so i just tried all means and ways not to take up anything.
But i did apply for some jobs online at Job Street.They've got quite interesting jobs and alot offers very good remuneration.I applied for this particular post of Project Manager cum management trainee and got selected for the 1st round of interview.
Guess what i wore?haha...a long sleeve shirt(not really tee shirt..not those with collar either) and ...and ...and....JEANS!!*GASP* (joanna!!how cld u wear jeans for an interview!!)..haha...seriously..i tot it was fine wearing jeans since the top's already so 'formal'.
When i went to the designated venue for interview,while filling up the typical form..nono..after filling up the form,i realised tt those who were there..were so formally dressed.so paiseh man!but i told myself not to like get affected by it and kept my confidence level there.i know tt if this is the job God wants to place me at...i'll still pass the interview.
U knowwat happened next??there were 4 of us..and our names were called at the same time.It's a GRP INTERVIEW!!wah!!firstly,i've nv gone thru a job interview,secondly,i'm so dressed down and lastly,i usually dun open up so fast to strangers.wat's more...a JOB INTERVIEW!!
but i told myself..calm down,stay confident,treat them as if they're ur frens,u've known em for long and they're as awkard,as shy as u are.Thankfully,the interviewee's a nice guy,very relaxed,very easy going and u cld tell tt he was really trying his best to make us feel comfortable.I managed to score well for tt interview.(super confident) cos i guess it's the way i spoke as well.did wat i mentioned above and spoke with ease,was seriously just being myself.
Interviewee:So..where do u see urself in 3-5yrs time?
Me: Hm..i see myself in a managerial position,earning a good income of abt 3-5 K...and ..maybe married?with kids?
haha..everyone laughed.
After he interviewd all of us,he started telling us bout bout this role and more bout the company and stuff.and when he was talking bout it,it was pretty obvious who got in and who didn't.Cos he'll give more eye contact with whosoever.yes!i got the frequent eye contact.
So...yes!i got into the 2nd round of interview which is tom!i'm so excited.i actually cut alot of things short.so..when u're free,come talk to me.i'll be more den excited to tell u more.hehe...i pray tt i'll get this job.it's super good income,and very fast career advancement.All in the hands of God!
*hey...is large prints or small prints better?pls comment so i know which print better to use.thks! :)
Faith
been reading a book tt ee foo gave me as a birthday gift...it's entitled "A Busy Woman's guide to Prayer".
hmm..i think this book is so relevant.i wonder whether he got it for these various reasons:
1. It's Pink
2.I'm prettty busy with my shop
3.I'm part of the prayer ministry.
There..3 REASONS why..i shld read this book.haha
but it sure came at a time when i really needed help,needed encouragement and needed more answers to Prayers.
Been worried bout not being able to rent out my shop before the month ends and been worried tt i may have to pay another month's rental.abit heartpain to lose money again.
So..as i read the book page by page,day by day,customer after customer,rejection after rejection,this book just kept me there and kept me pressin on.Everytime i place my trust in God,everytime i commit a worry to Him,i see my prayers answered.
Everytime i sense a major worry bubbling up,i'll go quickly to God in prayer and i'll imagine God's hands stretched out,and i see myself placing the worry into his hands.Den i'll sing "into ur hands..i commit again".
Take today for example.I've 8days before the month comes to an end.i really 'cannot take it le'..so after doing QT in the afternoon,i just rested in God's presence and just 'poured' out all my worries and all tt i was feeling inside me.After tt,i got ready to go to my shop.
Wah!!the moment i went to open shop,like...less den 5 mins later,my neighbour came with another neighbour and told me tt he has intentions of renting another shop!It's so God-sent!cos i'm very sure this guy will rent.well..shan't be complacent.But i can see my prayers being answered.More updates of my shop soon!
hmm..i think this book is so relevant.i wonder whether he got it for these various reasons:
1. It's Pink
2.I'm prettty busy with my shop
3.I'm part of the prayer ministry.
There..3 REASONS why..i shld read this book.haha
but it sure came at a time when i really needed help,needed encouragement and needed more answers to Prayers.
Been worried bout not being able to rent out my shop before the month ends and been worried tt i may have to pay another month's rental.abit heartpain to lose money again.
So..as i read the book page by page,day by day,customer after customer,rejection after rejection,this book just kept me there and kept me pressin on.Everytime i place my trust in God,everytime i commit a worry to Him,i see my prayers answered.
Everytime i sense a major worry bubbling up,i'll go quickly to God in prayer and i'll imagine God's hands stretched out,and i see myself placing the worry into his hands.Den i'll sing "into ur hands..i commit again".
Take today for example.I've 8days before the month comes to an end.i really 'cannot take it le'..so after doing QT in the afternoon,i just rested in God's presence and just 'poured' out all my worries and all tt i was feeling inside me.After tt,i got ready to go to my shop.
Wah!!the moment i went to open shop,like...less den 5 mins later,my neighbour came with another neighbour and told me tt he has intentions of renting another shop!It's so God-sent!cos i'm very sure this guy will rent.well..shan't be complacent.But i can see my prayers being answered.More updates of my shop soon!
CLCN camp
well..for now..this is the only pic i have of the camp.haha..i've yet to upload alot of pics..and get it from the pple who brought their cams....but since this is good memory..
i tot i shld share with u guys.These are the new frens i got to know at the CLCN camp.We had great time bonding and luffing and sharing together!all from different churches.well...most la.heh..
i tot i shld share with u guys.These are the new frens i got to know at the CLCN camp.We had great time bonding and luffing and sharing together!all from different churches.well...most la.heh..
Bday Clip
here's a short video clip..well..song item by matt presented on my bday.sheeshh...tt's the only video clip for tt day.argh!i totally forgot abt video camming.ah well...
just click on play ya?think it shld work now. smile! :)
ENJOY!!!here!!!!
just click on play ya?think it shld work now. smile! :)
ENJOY!!!here!!!!
I'm TIRED..so TIRED!
hmm..there're so many things tt i wanna blog abt..to get it off my chest(AGAIN!!)...but..i've to really take my time...pour everything out.haha
hmmm...let's see...
i've decided to let go of the shop.figure...i've had enuff worrying bout Paying RENTAL everymonth.for goodness sake...how can my biz go on if i'm just earning enuff to pay for rent yeah?i shldn't be incurring any more losses now.so...finally made the WISE decision to get out of it.FOR NOW.my biz will be BACK!somewhere..someday...
so..tt's somethin i plan to do.
week..went normal...as usual...had a great weekend tho...
let's see....friday..went to the coffee club with the prayer warriors.Thank God for committed pray-ers like em.wish i cld go every Friday too.well..guess i'll be back joining em soon.
Sat...i had supper with a great fren and colleague of mine.even tho it was rather rush..i'm glad we managed to spend some time together..despite the "language' barrier.haha..she's a CHINA lady..so..her chinese..some words are too profound for one who barely passed chinese.heh...so..sometimes...i end up just saying 'ah..oh..' in reply to watever she says.hahaha...
on sunday....hmm..loads loads of events!!tiring..but enjoyable.
Went to attend a wedding LUNCH not lonng after service,it was held at RAFFLES hotel.sounds good eh?well..let's just say..tt the person who sang the song to welcome the bride and groom..is nowhere near SI or any singing competition.haha..she was..well..rather out of tune,blasting into the mike and she cld barely hear wat she was singing.we tried really hard not to luff.yup.and then..the MC actually said the wrong name...eg...*Singer's name* and "Bridegroom's Name"..together.oops!wat a blunder!it seemed as if we were abt to have lunch served..but it turned out to be a buffet lunch.quite an interesting concept and it seems many young couples are doing this to save trouble on having a wedding ceremony in the afternoon,and dinner at night.wat a cost saving way.
well..i still believe in walking down the aisle,led by my dad.He's got only this 1 chance.and i'll love to have my dad to 'hand' me over to my husband(whoever he may be in future.heh)and i still like having diiners!heh..so..for now..a wedding ceremony and dinner it'll be.Bleah!call me traditional.haha..
went for jesslyn's farewell party after tt.nothing much.YPM-ers seem to enjoy playing polar bear.entertaining it may seem...but somehow,i feel...some pple are left out becos they're quieter..and some just seem to be dominating the whole scenario.ah well...better to keep some comments to myself.haha..
everything went pretty well today.heh..i DID NOT end up sitting next to any couples today.Thank God.everywhere i went,were singles...or...couples without thier other half.Hence,i do believe tt whatever happened last week...wasn't coincidental.It was set by God.know wat?i dun seem to be taking it well.hahaha...i'm gonna fail it soon.God..help me to stick to tt decision.
and no.to clarify...the guy i brought to church today,is my fren.yup.nothing more..and definitely not my CUP OF TEA.haha..
wld i wanna meet my Prince Charming soon?hmm...i'm actually scared.so..NO.NOT NOW.haha..
hmmm...let's see...
i've decided to let go of the shop.figure...i've had enuff worrying bout Paying RENTAL everymonth.for goodness sake...how can my biz go on if i'm just earning enuff to pay for rent yeah?i shldn't be incurring any more losses now.so...finally made the WISE decision to get out of it.FOR NOW.my biz will be BACK!somewhere..someday...
so..tt's somethin i plan to do.
week..went normal...as usual...had a great weekend tho...
let's see....friday..went to the coffee club with the prayer warriors.Thank God for committed pray-ers like em.wish i cld go every Friday too.well..guess i'll be back joining em soon.
Sat...i had supper with a great fren and colleague of mine.even tho it was rather rush..i'm glad we managed to spend some time together..despite the "language' barrier.haha..she's a CHINA lady..so..her chinese..some words are too profound for one who barely passed chinese.heh...so..sometimes...i end up just saying 'ah..oh..' in reply to watever she says.hahaha...
on sunday....hmm..loads loads of events!!tiring..but enjoyable.
Went to attend a wedding LUNCH not lonng after service,it was held at RAFFLES hotel.sounds good eh?well..let's just say..tt the person who sang the song to welcome the bride and groom..is nowhere near SI or any singing competition.haha..she was..well..rather out of tune,blasting into the mike and she cld barely hear wat she was singing.we tried really hard not to luff.yup.and then..the MC actually said the wrong name...eg...*Singer's name* and "Bridegroom's Name"..together.oops!wat a blunder!it seemed as if we were abt to have lunch served..but it turned out to be a buffet lunch.quite an interesting concept and it seems many young couples are doing this to save trouble on having a wedding ceremony in the afternoon,and dinner at night.wat a cost saving way.
well..i still believe in walking down the aisle,led by my dad.He's got only this 1 chance.and i'll love to have my dad to 'hand' me over to my husband(whoever he may be in future.heh)and i still like having diiners!heh..so..for now..a wedding ceremony and dinner it'll be.Bleah!call me traditional.haha..
went for jesslyn's farewell party after tt.nothing much.YPM-ers seem to enjoy playing polar bear.entertaining it may seem...but somehow,i feel...some pple are left out becos they're quieter..and some just seem to be dominating the whole scenario.ah well...better to keep some comments to myself.haha..
everything went pretty well today.heh..i DID NOT end up sitting next to any couples today.Thank God.everywhere i went,were singles...or...couples without thier other half.Hence,i do believe tt whatever happened last week...wasn't coincidental.It was set by God.know wat?i dun seem to be taking it well.hahaha...i'm gonna fail it soon.God..help me to stick to tt decision.
and no.to clarify...the guy i brought to church today,is my fren.yup.nothing more..and definitely not my CUP OF TEA.haha..
wld i wanna meet my Prince Charming soon?hmm...i'm actually scared.so..NO.NOT NOW.haha..
Put to the test!
think before u speak....make sure tt's the decision u wanna make...before u say it out.
cos...as soon as i said something out...God put me STRAIGHT to the test.hahaha...
remember i was telling u guys how i've decided to remain single for now?and i'm not ready to commit?
on sunday...during our usual sunday brunch...we were all separated at treats...after all the settling down..i ended up sitting next to 2 couples!! aaron and jesslyn on my left..jon and ka mun on the right.haha..and i was the LAMPPOST.heh...very bright...but thankfully..both couples are pple i'm close to and can just joke and be open and stuff.so...i didn't feel awakard...when i realised tt i was the only one missing another half there..straight away..in my heart..i knew God was somewhat at work.heh...but it's okie..
after tt..some of us went to marina square in the evening to walk ard...we ended up like..walking in pairs...and zhun zhun as if there were 4 'couples'..of which..only 2 were for real.haha...it was rather hilarious...so..it's kinda like..another test...
den...pam decided to eat kenny rogers..so..off to kenny rogers we went....after or..almost after finishing our food...i realised...i was seated in between couples again!!yes!and so...we were all luffing abt it..
on our way back..once again...they were all in pairs..this time round,i ended up with no 'partner'..so..once again..aaron,jesslyn and i were luffing again.hahaha...
the test didn't stop there.the last 'couple' went to take the train home.so..i was the only one who hitched a ride.once again..i was torn between taking either couple's car..cos they were both on their way.haha..on the way down the escalator..once again,one couple went down...and i was caught in the middle.darn!shld have taken pics.haha...
okie..final test....i dunno whether i saw tt person.but in the car..was another passenger...i'm pretty sure..tt's the car..but can't see if it's the person...well....but it sure was another test.it's more difficult luffing this one off..but i'm preppared for bad news.hahaha...and i'll still be able to move on.very sure!cos...well..cos...:) :) :) :) :) for me to know..and u to find out later later later.heh..
God's good!he knows wat's best for me!i'm happy!!Singlehood rocks!!er..for now.ahha
cos...as soon as i said something out...God put me STRAIGHT to the test.hahaha...
remember i was telling u guys how i've decided to remain single for now?and i'm not ready to commit?
on sunday...during our usual sunday brunch...we were all separated at treats...after all the settling down..i ended up sitting next to 2 couples!! aaron and jesslyn on my left..jon and ka mun on the right.haha..and i was the LAMPPOST.heh...very bright...but thankfully..both couples are pple i'm close to and can just joke and be open and stuff.so...i didn't feel awakard...when i realised tt i was the only one missing another half there..straight away..in my heart..i knew God was somewhat at work.heh...but it's okie..
after tt..some of us went to marina square in the evening to walk ard...we ended up like..walking in pairs...and zhun zhun as if there were 4 'couples'..of which..only 2 were for real.haha...it was rather hilarious...so..it's kinda like..another test...
den...pam decided to eat kenny rogers..so..off to kenny rogers we went....after or..almost after finishing our food...i realised...i was seated in between couples again!!yes!and so...we were all luffing abt it..
on our way back..once again...they were all in pairs..this time round,i ended up with no 'partner'..so..once again..aaron,jesslyn and i were luffing again.hahaha...
the test didn't stop there.the last 'couple' went to take the train home.so..i was the only one who hitched a ride.once again..i was torn between taking either couple's car..cos they were both on their way.haha..on the way down the escalator..once again,one couple went down...and i was caught in the middle.darn!shld have taken pics.haha...
okie..final test....i dunno whether i saw tt person.but in the car..was another passenger...i'm pretty sure..tt's the car..but can't see if it's the person...well....but it sure was another test.it's more difficult luffing this one off..but i'm preppared for bad news.hahaha...and i'll still be able to move on.very sure!cos...well..cos...:) :) :) :) :) for me to know..and u to find out later later later.heh..
God's good!he knows wat's best for me!i'm happy!!Singlehood rocks!!er..for now.ahha
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