if only falling in love is that easy....there's so much to do just to keep it going....and it gets so tiring at times..... the BU thought just keeps running thru your mind and you're just so tempted to use it to escape from reality....to avoid all situation and surrender to the battle u've been struggling thruout.

If only religion isn't such a big issue....or that you weren't born a pastor's kid.

i'm tired.