I guess i still have occasional frustrating moments......no matter hw hard i try to think positively nw....
argh.....recently...i seem to be my mgr's nanny....having to cover up her ass for alot of activities under her umbrella...and her being so reliant on me to complete her tasks....plus the fact tt because alot of events i have thus far organised, she need not worry nor guide me....she simply lost her foresight covering her own....
Big Boss was pretty pissed with her during our community event today....snf it was definitely something i cld nt cover for her...den she started blaming others for it...sigh...hilarious how the whole thing started tho...
and nw...i have to do 3 reports on my own for a few awards tt my hotel and HR dept has been nominated for...but yet...my mgr is exempted from it.while others have their mgrs to guide em,and partners to share the load...i'm on my own.
it sure is an honour to know my big bosses trust tt i can do it...yet the deadlines are so tight...i'm feeling overwhelmed and stressed.i hate writing such stuff..it's akin to thesis and essays and the fact tt i just joined the company makes it even more challenging.
some consolation i got:
"maybe they use my mgr's heavy workload as an excuse not to do the report cos her English cannot make it"
and "wow...ur bosses really believe in you".
Thank you for making me feel better.else...i'll still be grumbling.
Today was a happy day.
despite feeling pek chek...and having our unresolved conclusion....i'm sure....we'll get a resolution.