Reconciliation

i dreamt of em last night.....i dreamt tt all of us were a t some dinner....and they happily snapped pictures w/o me.and because i know things can nv be the same, i smiled at them having fun even tho my heart was hurting and i yearn to be part of it too.

sigh...1 wrong move and it can ruin ur entire friendship. and tt was my folly. yes.i missed em.i wish we could be young again...i wish i hadn't been so impulsive.

many have been praying for me..and encouraging me.the time probably hasn't come and i pray tt we will be reconciled again.

i really miss those happy days....