oh no!!!my new yr resolution is to stay happy...cheerful...no more tears...

but i'm beginning to feel my 1st drop of tears for the new yr coming.

sigh....why does it still hurt so much.
why was the foundation of it all so weak?
the good times and the bad times we went thru..
have they all forgotten abt it all?
why aren't 2nd chances given?
sigh...it hurts sooo soooo much.
to know...tt it no longer even exists.
maybe i shldn't know so much
maybe i shld just stay away.
maybe if i just forget abt it...
maybe if i just go to bed now...
it wun hurt anymore the next day.

yes!i must stick to my new yr resolution!and
yes!i'm gonna see sunshine again tom!!
yes!i must remember i have others!
yes!i'm joanna!! Smiles!
xoxo, on