And the madness is finally over! I can't tell you how glad I am that everything's past!
My life is back to normal....workings hrs back to the time it shld be..and even tho i dread waking up early in the morning, I'm just so glad tt I don't have to go thru shifts and operations and wat nots.
This yr has been so much smoother when it came to transportation and all because we did not want to take the risk and got our buses to pick up our employees somewhere instead.
Our employee lounge was a total Hit and this time, the decoration was specially created by our very own HR + Engineering Dept. Thanks to our 2 very creative directors. I'm too lazy to post pics...but u may like to view them in my FB. =)
Now that this event is over, it's time to source for gifts for children's day and bosses' day and to plan my 2 upcoming major events.
It's a nv ending cycle, but i've grown to love what I do and I'm accustomed to how the adrenaline rush is nv ending.
It has BEGUN!!
1 YR AGO....i was barely a month old with the company when I was faced with the big task of managing hundreds of employees and arranging their transport home...it was really scary...yet challenging, exciting and fun....definitely memorable...
1yr later....i'm being left totally in charge of all the planning, the discussion and the decisions....yet...the 3 major divisions in charge of all these road closures nv seem to learn from last yr's lessons...the nightmare has begun...but i'm looking forward to the obstacles i have to overcome this time round!!
I shall post more night F1 scenes once this whole thing is over!!
1yr later....i'm being left totally in charge of all the planning, the discussion and the decisions....yet...the 3 major divisions in charge of all these road closures nv seem to learn from last yr's lessons...the nightmare has begun...but i'm looking forward to the obstacles i have to overcome this time round!!
I shall post more night F1 scenes once this whole thing is over!!
the struggle to obey..without compromising..
the struggle to let go....even after so long...it's still here...
the struggle to be the best daughter...
the struggle to be the bestest fren...
the struggle to be the nicest person on earth...
the struggle to be a wonderful colleague...
the struggle to be a good testimony whereever i am, wherever i go..
Issit just me? Or issit really tt tough?
the struggle to let go....even after so long...it's still here...
the struggle to be the best daughter...
the struggle to be the bestest fren...
the struggle to be the nicest person on earth...
the struggle to be a wonderful colleague...
the struggle to be a good testimony whereever i am, wherever i go..
Issit just me? Or issit really tt tough?
When my fren turns a yr older...
Happy Blessed Birthday dear gal!You know how much we love you and we know how much u cherish friendships!
I've been blessed by your love too!! Thanks for those showers of blessings, love, gifts and encouragement!! I lubs you lots lots!! Muaks!
blessings!!
This week has been truly truly amazing! was sharing with Tai Wei on what's been happening and i'm truly truly....happy with all tt has happened!haha....it definitely have plastered a bigger smile on my face. *grinz*
And thinking of how I have 2 other "fathers" who treats me like their own daughter, I truly am blessed. Uncle L taught me so much bout surviving the corporate world, and how a successful businessman don't start out tt easily..and teaching me all bout being myself as a Christian w/o compromising God's teachings and stuff.
Then there's Uncle J who've taught me bout serving God with the right attitude and it's not all bout submitting to the leaders and how we shld constantly pray tt our attitudes nv change as we grow in ranks and as our talents multiply.
Both uncles have something in common tho...they both enjoy food!haha... Uncle L introduced to me "ham mi fa lang po" some zi char dish tt we gotta have whenever we're in msia!! and Uncle J will bring me ard sg for food i nv knew tasted so good. So Before leaders' seminar, I asked Uncle J out, ever since i moved out of church, i haven't been lunching with him or any of the full time staff. It was a great time of bonding...and i truly was treated like a princess ytd! haha....a lift back home after the seminar and the lift to church before the seminar. Uncle J enjoys going round telling pple tt i'm his daughter and even daddy is ok with this.heh..
Recalling all the blessings i've received from these daddies have truly given me many valuable lessons in life. I look forward to F1,even if the challenges i'm gonna face are gonna be tough...i know my greatest daddy will be my strength and all i have to do is call upon him
And thinking of how I have 2 other "fathers" who treats me like their own daughter, I truly am blessed. Uncle L taught me so much bout surviving the corporate world, and how a successful businessman don't start out tt easily..and teaching me all bout being myself as a Christian w/o compromising God's teachings and stuff.
Then there's Uncle J who've taught me bout serving God with the right attitude and it's not all bout submitting to the leaders and how we shld constantly pray tt our attitudes nv change as we grow in ranks and as our talents multiply.
Both uncles have something in common tho...they both enjoy food!haha... Uncle L introduced to me "ham mi fa lang po" some zi char dish tt we gotta have whenever we're in msia!! and Uncle J will bring me ard sg for food i nv knew tasted so good. So Before leaders' seminar, I asked Uncle J out, ever since i moved out of church, i haven't been lunching with him or any of the full time staff. It was a great time of bonding...and i truly was treated like a princess ytd! haha....a lift back home after the seminar and the lift to church before the seminar. Uncle J enjoys going round telling pple tt i'm his daughter and even daddy is ok with this.heh..
Recalling all the blessings i've received from these daddies have truly given me many valuable lessons in life. I look forward to F1,even if the challenges i'm gonna face are gonna be tough...i know my greatest daddy will be my strength and all i have to do is call upon him
Sometimes,i feel really sad for those pple who feel so insecure about themselves....and because of their insecurities, they tend to get jealous of others who're leading happier lives and have more frens than they do. It's a pity because if they can just love themselves for who they are, I'm pretty sure they'll have more frens than they ever want and not go round bitching bout others or trying to insult or bring pple down just to make themselves better.
Take X for example....she's been hurling insults at me on my tagboard yet so afraid to reveal who she is and even as I've been ignoring those tags, the insults nv stop. And no, i wun delete those comments...because I am proud of the way I am....and I may not be the most perfect person on earth, but I sure am thankful for the frens who love and care for me. That's all that matters.
I learn to take criticisms in my stride and if they are helpful to my character growth, why wld i wan to start a fight or end up very defensive? There are times when it's so tough to be the nicest person on earth....but humans aren't perfect and it is because of God's love....that we can continue to love and tolerate nonsense.
If you'll like to continue to hurl insults at me, please go ahead, but oh....if u'll like to use X, why dun u start with the Alphabet A and end with a Z?So in total, you get to comment 26 times with different identity. You could even add in the word SHORT...Go ahead, if it makes u feel better. :) Spell the word Bitch if you like...cos....i dun deny being proclaimed as 1....or even bimbo....these terminologies are cool!!
Pimples? Well...they just indicate that i'm still youthful...Fat? haha...goes to show i'm well taken care of...and well fed...But you may like to add the word.. Fat and Fit?Oh....but i'm pretty sure u think i dun have the stamina to jog?Hm...but tt's ok....watever makes u happy yeah?
Because dun forget...what goes ard...comes ard...God..is LOVE. =)
Life on the other hand for me has been really really good!! This week's been really amazing....and...I'm just amused at how certain scenerios keep happening almost once a day...is this week so special tt u guys are all tuned to the same frequency? haha...i'm honoured but no...life goes on....and i'm happy...with status quo....just for now...pls..let me enjoy the moment. i am stilll.....NR and NC.
Long weekend ahead....with lots of stuff packed....F1 will be up next and i'll be back to my busy work soon after....but i'm loving every opportunity and challenge given to me.
Shopping and lunching with director today was a 1st and it wasn't tt bad after all. I'm...LOVIN IT!
Take X for example....she's been hurling insults at me on my tagboard yet so afraid to reveal who she is and even as I've been ignoring those tags, the insults nv stop. And no, i wun delete those comments...because I am proud of the way I am....and I may not be the most perfect person on earth, but I sure am thankful for the frens who love and care for me. That's all that matters.
I learn to take criticisms in my stride and if they are helpful to my character growth, why wld i wan to start a fight or end up very defensive? There are times when it's so tough to be the nicest person on earth....but humans aren't perfect and it is because of God's love....that we can continue to love and tolerate nonsense.
If you'll like to continue to hurl insults at me, please go ahead, but oh....if u'll like to use X, why dun u start with the Alphabet A and end with a Z?So in total, you get to comment 26 times with different identity. You could even add in the word SHORT...Go ahead, if it makes u feel better. :) Spell the word Bitch if you like...cos....i dun deny being proclaimed as 1....or even bimbo....these terminologies are cool!!
Pimples? Well...they just indicate that i'm still youthful...Fat? haha...goes to show i'm well taken care of...and well fed...But you may like to add the word.. Fat and Fit?Oh....but i'm pretty sure u think i dun have the stamina to jog?Hm...but tt's ok....watever makes u happy yeah?
Because dun forget...what goes ard...comes ard...God..is LOVE. =)
Life on the other hand for me has been really really good!! This week's been really amazing....and...I'm just amused at how certain scenerios keep happening almost once a day...is this week so special tt u guys are all tuned to the same frequency? haha...i'm honoured but no...life goes on....and i'm happy...with status quo....just for now...pls..let me enjoy the moment. i am stilll.....NR and NC.
Long weekend ahead....with lots of stuff packed....F1 will be up next and i'll be back to my busy work soon after....but i'm loving every opportunity and challenge given to me.
Shopping and lunching with director today was a 1st and it wasn't tt bad after all. I'm...LOVIN IT!
The greatest news thus far.....is her resignation! What goes ard comes ard...there's gonna be peace and love finally in the dept!
When boss broke the news to all of us....we felt sad for boss...yet..overjoyed tt she's finally gone! Thank God i decided to stay and fight on! The last time i felt this way was about a yr ago when we were transferred to another branch and finally can working working with the other troublemaker and I'm so glad...there's gonna be peace finally!
WooHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
When boss broke the news to all of us....we felt sad for boss...yet..overjoyed tt she's finally gone! Thank God i decided to stay and fight on! The last time i felt this way was about a yr ago when we were transferred to another branch and finally can working working with the other troublemaker and I'm so glad...there's gonna be peace finally!
WooHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Updates
So much has happened over the past few weeks, but I hadn't the time to blog...pics have yet to be uploaded...but here's what's been happening:
The F1 Amazing Race
Yup! Organised 1 for my employees and the end results was more than satisfactory and I'm really glad everything went well. Lots of planning and preparation was put into it,countless sleepless nights worrying bout the end result....endless worry of everything from logistics to first aid to the flow of the games...but at the end of it, God has been faithful!
And I truly see the difference when 1 put God first and trust in Him thru all the activities. Unlike all my other events, this was the 1st time I actually Trusted and committed everything to God. And it sure made alot of differences! Mistakes were minamal and comments were better den worse.
WORK MATTERS
It has been a trying period for me when my boss is out of town and you have to report to someone who may seem pretty unreasonable and show no respect for u, went thru tension and was reminded of someone who caused such unhappiness in my previous company. Didn't want such things to happen again, and unlike the ex colleague, i know this person is much receptive to resolution and God really opened doors when I spent once again time praying and asking for peace...and I was convicted to resolve things during Cell last Friday and things really changed after the weekend. So praise God for tt!
Yellow Ribbon Run
Went for the run on Sunday, it was a good experience as the route is very very different from all the other runs i've been to. This has more slopes and stuff, challenging but really relaxing. Went with A and he was very patient to run at the pace I was at. But because he's car was parked at the starting point, we cldn't take any pics at all. I'll most prob participate in this again next year!!
Dead Seas Scroll
and we went to look at the exhibits and fragments of what was found many years ago but it was really disappointing because the rooms were really small and there weren't much bout the scrolls. Company was good tho. So....I shall post up the pics soon! Have a great upcoming weekend!!
The F1 Amazing Race
Yup! Organised 1 for my employees and the end results was more than satisfactory and I'm really glad everything went well. Lots of planning and preparation was put into it,countless sleepless nights worrying bout the end result....endless worry of everything from logistics to first aid to the flow of the games...but at the end of it, God has been faithful!
And I truly see the difference when 1 put God first and trust in Him thru all the activities. Unlike all my other events, this was the 1st time I actually Trusted and committed everything to God. And it sure made alot of differences! Mistakes were minamal and comments were better den worse.
WORK MATTERS
It has been a trying period for me when my boss is out of town and you have to report to someone who may seem pretty unreasonable and show no respect for u, went thru tension and was reminded of someone who caused such unhappiness in my previous company. Didn't want such things to happen again, and unlike the ex colleague, i know this person is much receptive to resolution and God really opened doors when I spent once again time praying and asking for peace...and I was convicted to resolve things during Cell last Friday and things really changed after the weekend. So praise God for tt!
Yellow Ribbon Run
Went for the run on Sunday, it was a good experience as the route is very very different from all the other runs i've been to. This has more slopes and stuff, challenging but really relaxing. Went with A and he was very patient to run at the pace I was at. But because he's car was parked at the starting point, we cldn't take any pics at all. I'll most prob participate in this again next year!!
Dead Seas Scroll
and we went to look at the exhibits and fragments of what was found many years ago but it was really disappointing because the rooms were really small and there weren't much bout the scrolls. Company was good tho. So....I shall post up the pics soon! Have a great upcoming weekend!!
God is Love
and I can fully understand what this means now...really...and it's cos of this statement tt i can truly love a person tt's pretty unlikeable...because...God is Love. =)
NOT AGAIN????
i'm at the crossroads once again....i've been feeling very insignificant where i am now....and i feel so unimportant.yes!it's fun to organise events and activities and stuff....but what much has it got to do with HR? the main emphasis is nv on employee relations...and u're only being remembered when ur help is needed.
What happens when u need manpower? noone bothers to help u...centre leaders say they are tied up with their work and they will not be participating in ANY engagement events. Talk bout teamwork eh? it's all bullshit.
Spoke to dad...and as usual...his answer wld be "Pray bout it". yup...praying really hard for my fighting spirit to come back....and praying really hard i'll stay on.it's tiring to find greener grass...
What happens when u need manpower? noone bothers to help u...centre leaders say they are tied up with their work and they will not be participating in ANY engagement events. Talk bout teamwork eh? it's all bullshit.
Spoke to dad...and as usual...his answer wld be "Pray bout it". yup...praying really hard for my fighting spirit to come back....and praying really hard i'll stay on.it's tiring to find greener grass...
HR it is!
just attended a 2 Day HR Conference - HR Leading's Practices, kindly sponsored by SHRI.
Wasn't exactly the best conference, it's actully worse than hearing some pastors sleep and much as I tried to stay awake today, I did doze off at times.haha..
But looking at how passionate these HR Directors are at their work, having to toil for more than 2 decades, it has simply just spurred me to work harder and I'm very sure this is where i wanna head to!
HR....will always be my heartbeat! The work is never dead, and it's all about the Human touch....and interpersonal relations, the demographics and there's always something to work on, play around and go to a greater height and challenges to overcome.
I've somewhat been assigned a Project and it's gonna be my own initiative. I'm quite excited and hope to send in my proposal before big boss returns from her Honeymoon!
HR it is!!
Wasn't exactly the best conference, it's actully worse than hearing some pastors sleep and much as I tried to stay awake today, I did doze off at times.haha..
But looking at how passionate these HR Directors are at their work, having to toil for more than 2 decades, it has simply just spurred me to work harder and I'm very sure this is where i wanna head to!
HR....will always be my heartbeat! The work is never dead, and it's all about the Human touch....and interpersonal relations, the demographics and there's always something to work on, play around and go to a greater height and challenges to overcome.
I've somewhat been assigned a Project and it's gonna be my own initiative. I'm quite excited and hope to send in my proposal before big boss returns from her Honeymoon!
HR it is!!
And it's all bout TEAMwork
The proposal
And yes! It's official, now tt the couple themselves have public announced...i can finally write out my thoughts and blog it out!!
Woohooo! Yup...bro proposed and wedding bells are gonna ring soon! It's like a FINALLY thing and bro being the eldest, he's like the FIRST in everything.haha... Guess the apple of the Parents' eyes always have to set a benchmark for everything.
I'm pretty much excited bout how my family's moving on into the nxt chapter of life...and i'm glad my parents will be able to move on in status to being grandparents soon! Haha....I'm so glad i have 3 bros so not much pressure's on me.
Woohooo! Yup...bro proposed and wedding bells are gonna ring soon! It's like a FINALLY thing and bro being the eldest, he's like the FIRST in everything.haha... Guess the apple of the Parents' eyes always have to set a benchmark for everything.
I'm pretty much excited bout how my family's moving on into the nxt chapter of life...and i'm glad my parents will be able to move on in status to being grandparents soon! Haha....I'm so glad i have 3 bros so not much pressure's on me.
You'll always be the apple of their eyes....
The one they place all their hopes on...
The one who's perfect in everyone's eyes...
The amiable one...
Well respected...
Obedient...
Smart...
Conscientious...
Nice....
Everything....and anything!
Why oh why do i suddenly feel this tinge of envy and jealousy....haiz...
The one they place all their hopes on...
The one who's perfect in everyone's eyes...
The amiable one...
Well respected...
Obedient...
Smart...
Conscientious...
Nice....
Everything....and anything!
Why oh why do i suddenly feel this tinge of envy and jealousy....haiz...
Pass.iT.on
russ and I speaking to the 1st grp of youths who came for the Hospitality session!
the hospitality bunch....as well as colleagues!!
the YOUNG working professionals who came to Pass.iT.on their passion...or....havin passion in T(christ)
da ladies in the planning comm
and the guys who had to really try and balance themselves while waiting for the photographer.haha..This was the event that spoke so much to me especially in the midst of the planning. The start of my breakthru....and the door that opened to many opportunities to serve once again. I'm looking fwd to cell this fri!
it's confirmed!! well...an additional portfolio to my new chapter of life.this wasn't what I had in mind....but i was approached by my cell ldr if I wld like to be part of the core grp. Of cos I was more than happy to be able to return the warmth and love received and hope that this culture goes on.
Haven spoken to dad and mum bout this but i'm pretty sure they'll be glad to hear me getting (very) involved in church again.
The other chapter which i mentioned earlier, well, have nt gotten a chance to speak with the leader yet,but guess i'll do so. And if all's confirmed, i'll prolly put my studies on hold for a yr because priorities have changed. or God probably has something else in stored for me.
Guess working life has changed my perspectives and attitudes in many stuff.I've been broken by things at work as well, but it's all for the better and i definitely am much happier the way i am now as compared to who i was when i was 18. And i definitely hope to be someone better as the days pass but as humans...we're nv perfect. And all i ask for is for God's hand to be upon me all the time and to guide and discipline me everytime i err.
Praise God! I'm definitely looking forward to the challenges ahead!
Haven spoken to dad and mum bout this but i'm pretty sure they'll be glad to hear me getting (very) involved in church again.
The other chapter which i mentioned earlier, well, have nt gotten a chance to speak with the leader yet,but guess i'll do so. And if all's confirmed, i'll prolly put my studies on hold for a yr because priorities have changed. or God probably has something else in stored for me.
Guess working life has changed my perspectives and attitudes in many stuff.I've been broken by things at work as well, but it's all for the better and i definitely am much happier the way i am now as compared to who i was when i was 18. And i definitely hope to be someone better as the days pass but as humans...we're nv perfect. And all i ask for is for God's hand to be upon me all the time and to guide and discipline me everytime i err.
Praise God! I'm definitely looking forward to the challenges ahead!
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